'' Honestly , I never thought that I would find a way for him in my heart. I was too busy for it. But that 'it' became a big deal for me, my band and my fans. If I have them, I don't have nothing. I am back to being Lee Chaerin. The simple Lee Chaerin. It all depends on the fans. If they accept it, my life would be so much better. So why can't they? "
 

Lee Chaerin is the leader of the rising female star group, 2NE1. Her looks, ideals, language,training, band and talents has brought her far to have two types of personalities in one. The simple and cute Lee Chaerin & the firey and bold CL. Both share the same body and experiences. But the majority of the fans have all come to know and love CL since they have seen her like that all the time. Chaerin barely shows her cute side to some people. Very few people. Wouldn't it ruin her credibility and stage presence if there was to much contradictions? One of the people she shows it to is one of the most favourite kpop stars in history, G Dragon. The leader and visual of Big Bang. Kwon Jiyong doesnt have much contridiction and shares both on stage and off stage with some caution. He sees Chaerin in this distraught and tries to help her by being close to her and her 'older brother' figure both in music and outside of music. CL notices this and doesn't want his 'help' anymore. However, it is a known 'fact' that when a woman pushes you away, its because they want you closer. There are some women guilty of that. And CL has a lot of guilty pleasures.