Seoul, around 2013

Hey you all!

Annyeonghaseyo, Lee Jong Hyun imnida. Yes, I am Jong Hyun from CNBLUE. The ‘burning’ one.

Hmmm... i will tell you the truth, actually, I didn’t really like this name at first. What the hell is 'Burning'? Its sound weird, isn't it?. But then I thought, what’s wrong with that? If that means I am the most y and handsome man among CNBLUE member, who can make you all feel burning with my hotness, why not? Kekekeke....if Yong Hwa hyung read this he will rolled his eyes and sigh. No wonder, he thought he is the iest man in CNBLUE. Well, I’m not totally disagreeing, but still...  hahahahah. Ehem, yeah, I write this not because I want to argue about who’s the iest man in CNBLUE. No....no... I know myself is hot enough...kekekeke. And, at least my name is quite better than Untouchable Lee Jung Shin, ooopss!.

Gosh, stop with that. Well, i write this because I wanna share you about something.  Ah...this is so frustrating. Recently I didn’t have any idea to write songs. And I hate that. You know that I always make a sad song, hmmmm not sad, but a ballad song. For me, broken heart feeling is matches perfectly with ballad songs. So I get my inspiration from someone around me who had this broken heart feeling. Or one sided love. Or longing someone. Ballad is really suit my voice color. But now, how can I make a ballad song if my inspiration smiling widely likes he live happily ever after? Our leader seems so happy that he doesn’t mind if he dies tomorrow.

Yeah, you read it right, my great songs inspiration is ......dugu?? I’ll give my best smile to the one who guess it right. Hehe. Ooohh...don’t....don’t think so hard, c’mon...*rolled eyes*. I threw many hints about it before, girls....you don’t noticed it? Omoo...i guess you all are blunt just like him. Well as you all know Yonghwa hyung use his own feeling to write his songs. And what about me? Haha...don’t tell my hyung – if you want me earn a smack at my head, but maybe he already guess it anyway – that he, Yonghwa hyung is my inspiration. I used to say that I watched many movies or drama to get the feeling, and I use it as my inspiration. I’m not lying. But, I find he is more interesting than many dramas I’ve watched. He is romantic and unromantic person at the same time. What can I say? Maybe because he is actually from Seoul, he has his romantic side, but Busan style stays longer so he can be very indifferent. And maybe it makes Seohyunie got confused sometimes.

Oh, no! Did I just mention a familiar name? Uh oh, that names equal with one deadly glare and smack at my head, again. *sigh*. Omooo... Jonghyuna...how can you be this stupid? But,,but you already knew about them, right?. Right?. So this is not a secret anymore, not literally my fault. Just keep it from Yonghwa hyung that I spilled her name, please...

Back again to Yonghwa hyung. I’m willing to bet my lunch portion, that Yonghwa hyung recently on happy mode. He smiling ear to ear, grinned widely, jump actively on the stage, doing many hilarious things, that’s all because his relationship with Seohyun going smoothly. I’m happy for them, really. Although I can’t write any ballad songs again. But I’m sincerely happy. I’ve witnessed how down Yonghwa hyung were, when he try to deceive his own feeling. I saw how he spent his night, writing many sad songs about her, only sleep 1-2 hour.

Well, anyway, i’ve seen many side of him. I see how love really add many color in his life. He turned pink when he in love. Blue, when he miss her a lot. Grey, if he feel any jealousy. And red when he was angry. For me, he is beautiful. No .... nope, girls, I’m straight. I mean, he is so impressive. There are sometimes i just look at him and suddenly words by words come to my mind and i’m humming to some melody, unconsciously. I can make many love songs just by look at him, really.

Well, here is some of my songs, inspired by him.

okay, how was it?. this story has chapters, of course, but i have to re editing the draft again and again.

please give me comments and critics, i wanna make a better story for you.

thank u