I've been calling her endlessly but she won't pick up her phone, I also send her countless messages but she ignore it- I've been frustrated- why is she ignoring me. 

We did fought in the past but we easily work it out but right now- I can say that this is our biggest fight and it scares me that this will be also the end of our relationship. 

No, I don't want that to happen, I will not allow it

I get up from my bed and got my keys, I almost fly down the stairs "Luhan where are you going it's late" my mom shouted "out" I shouted back and run to our garage and went immediately to my car, I start the engine and drove my way to Seohyun's house.

I don't want to stay on my bed and wait for her response, I want to clear things up. I don't want to lose her- I can't imagine myself without her, I love her so much. I don't want to end our relationship 

When I arrive at their gate, normally it would automatically open since they already know that it's me, but now it didn't "is Seohyun there?" I asked the receiver "We're sorry Mr. Lu but she's not her" said the female voice who I presume one of their maids

"It's okay, I will wait for her there" I said. There were whispers on the receiver before it answered "I'm sorry Mr. Luhan but Miss Seohyun order us earlier not to let you in" I sigh- Seohyun she's making it hard for the both of us, I know that she's there but why won't she see me? "I'll wait for her, here then" I said as I start the engine, I drove on on the side of their gate and park my car. Seo I know you're there, please talk to me I prayed even though I know that she can't here but I still hope for her to hear my plead 

I yawned and look at my wrist watch it's passed twelve I've been waiting here for also four hours but still no sight of my girlfriend. I reached for my phone on my back pocket I can't take this anymore "I won't leave, I don't care if I will be spending my night in the cold. I just want to talk to you, please Seohyun I'm begging you, please talk to me" I press the green button and waited for my message to send.  I took a long sigh, I never imagine myself to beg for someone, I'm a prideful person - I admit it whole heartedly, I never say sorry to someone if I know that I am right- if I believe that I am not at fault and I never beg for someone- ever, but when it comes to Seohyun I am more than willing to beg just for her to forgive me, I become a pride less and selfless person- she's my number one priority I set aside all my pride and selfishness when it comes out her, that how much I love her. Ever since she became mine she also became my world and the meaning of life to me, so losing her is like losing my purpose of leaving. My life will be meaningless without her

I waited for her reply but it didn't came, I could feel the hot liquid forming on my eyes I shouldn't be crying- not right now, I need to be strong. I blink countless times to stop my tears from forming I still have some explaining to do 

Its already one in the morning when I heard a soft knock on my window, I immediately unlock the door of my car and went out when I saw her, standing outside with her pink robe on "Hyunnie" I said as I reach for her- I want to hug her

Seohyun took a step back to avoid my arms "what do you want Mr. Lu" she ask formally, she's cold

"what are you talking about? "  I asked- dumbfounded,  she never talked to me formally before "stop joking Seo" I said to light up the mood

"I should be telling you that Mr. Lu, if you don't have any purpose of coming here then you are free to leave" I said as she turn her heels around

I grab her wrist before she could leave "look I'm sorry, I know it was stupid of me but please listen to me" she turn her head, she looked at me in the eye and I could feel nothing but coldness "please" I begged "if you turn away from me then it only mean one thing, it means that you are breaking up with, you want to end this relationship and I don't want that to happen" I tried my very best not to let my voice crack and hold my tears from falling 

"relationship?  what kind of relationship do we have Mr. Lu, you told them that you are not my boyfriend so now tell me, what kind of relationship do we really have. Am I the only one who assume to be your girlfriend? " she said as she started crying, seeing her teats fall from her eyes, hurts a lot.  I hate seeing her cry 

"as your boyfriend,  I just want to protect you" I grab her free hand and squeeze it lightly 

"I don't have a boyfriend" Seohyun looked away, she avoid my gaze and it hurts me when she pulled her hand away from me

"please don't say that" I felt my whole body's shaking and my vision become blurry, "please don't say that kind of thing Seo Joo hyun" I said and took my eyeglasses off when moist started to form,  I slid it on my back pocket. I did again reach for her hand "I am your boyfriend and I love you, please don't leave" my voice cracked and tears keeps on running down from my eyes "please listen to me, please hear me out" I kneeled in front of her,  I don't care if I looked like a fool- I just, don't want to lose her. 

I grab her hand, squeezing it with my two hands "please" I begged and kissed her hand as my tears continue to fall "I don't want to lose you" I hugged her on her waist- I'm still kneeling in front of her, I tighten my hug when I felt her tears falling on my head

"I love you" she said between her sob "you know that I love you right?" she said, I didn't answer I was listening to her attentively "and you hurt me when you deny me as your girlfriend" 

"I just want to protect you from them- away from their judgemental eyes, I don't want them to look down on you" 

"I don't care" she hissed "you're more than important compare to my reputation and seeing you hurt and getting bullied by them hurt my heart"  

I didn't answer for God knows how long, thoughts keeps on running in my mind lots of what if's and lots of false hope "Luhan" I came back to my senses when Seohyun's soft hand caress my cheek, I look up to her and she help me stand up. She didn't utter a word 

we're just standing and staring into each others eyes- no one spoke, it seems like we're memorizing each part of our face "let's end this" she utter

"no" I yelled, I don't want to lose her. She's the only person I know that will complete me, she's the only person for me and she's the only person that I would ever love, I love her- I love her more than anything. If only I can turn back time, I would definitely won't deny her "please no" I was in the state of hysteria when she pull me closer to her- she wrap her hands on my waist "that's not what I meant, pabo" she chuckle between her sob

"Then what do you mean?" I buried my head on her neck, and smell her addicting scent

"What I mean by that, is to end our secret,  let's tell the whole school that we're together" she said softly

 Like what I've said, I'm selfless when it comes to her and her happiness matters the most, I am willing to sacrifice my own happiness just for her "if I agree, you won't break up with me right?" 

"I won't break up with you, the moment you ask me to be your girlfriend is the moment you ask to be my prisoner" she said with a playful smile

"And I'm the happiest prisoner in the whole world"  I smile back "let's not fight anymore okay?" I buried my head more on her neck and tighten my hug

"I can't promise you that, because relationship without a fight or a quarrel is boring, it's not thrilling"

I laugh with her answer,  I kinda agree- and it's impossible with the both of us not to fight because we always have a contradicting opinion with it comes to things

"We won't tell them, let's us prove to them that we are in a relationship and let them see how we looked imperfectly perfect for each other" I pulled away and claimed Seohyun's lips- the lips that I love to claimed and kiss, her sweet and soft lips

"I'm sorry" I said between our kiss, I pull her closer to deepen my kiss, I bit her lower lip that made her gasp "I won't do it again" I mumbled

She broke our kiss to gasp some her, she breathe heavily before she open her eyes "I know" she then smile- the smile that made my heart skip a beat and the smile that make me fall for her deeply

"I love you" I said out of the blue

"I know that already" she said smugly 

"concieted" I ruffle her long straight hair

"of course, because I know for myself that I have something to be proud of" she snake her hands on my waist and rest her head in my chest "and that's you" 

"Thank you" I can't express my happiness so I say those words instead, I'm so lucky to have her as my girlfriend

"and oh, remainder don't take your glasses off in front of a girl, they might fall for you and I don't want that to happen" 

I only laugh at her, she's so childish and that's one of the things that I like about her- she's so selfish when it comes to me and I'm so selfless when it comes to her, it contradict but it makes our relationship stronger

A/N: it ended, thank you for the support and thank you for reading my story :) I appreciate it a lot :D. Please don't forget to comment and vote if you like this story. Thank you