Chapter 5 - If only...
I hate you...
(Carrying on from last chapter)
Krystal stared at Kai in shock, was it really true? He still loved her? ...
Krystals pov
A thousands thoughts ran through my head, why? Of all things was it this?
My head was telling me again and again to reject him, to tell him to get lost but why was it i yet still wanted to run and embrace him. All these horrible thoughts but yet i myself didnt know what to do...
I snapped myself into reality, it's fake, its all fake. That one thing i programmed into my head to never trust and i would not let it all go to waste now.
Everyones pov
Krystal scoffed in disbelief
Krystal: Are you being serious right now?
Kai looked in shock as he lowered his head
Kai: I'm sorry i know-
Krystal: - No you really don't, do you know how long i spent crying over you and thinking that i was worthless, ugly, dispicable? Thinking that everyone i would get close to would cheat on me... I'm not letting myself go through that again. You can't just show up here and say you love me and expect everything to be okay! The only reason im agreeing to get married to you is because of my father. I loved you and you threw that away so see how it feels now. Knowing that if someone called me to go to Myungsoo i would go running, because he is the only one that was there beside me.
She quickly walked off as though every step repersented something new
A new begin
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