The pain it burns as you smell the fire begin.

But my heart awakens as you lie next to him.

My love grows as you burn.

Yet while I cry out you run.

Does the pain ever stop?

Does the pain ever lessen?

Or does the pain only grow?

For you I pray that the pain with disappaer.

Like the bruise that lays against your cheek.

Like the bone that has been shattered can only be mended, never to be perfect again.

We will fight together to make it through.

But I can't promise you no pain.

I can only promise you tears.

I can only promise a moment of happiness, as I cry out for you again.

Why must we do this? Why must we be stuck?

I hate everything you love because what you love is a drug something that could never heal.

You love only that which can kill.

Will this open you eyes?

Will this make you see that nothing you do is meant to be?

Be what you are. Be all that you can be.

For that is my only prayer.

With that I leave you nothing but a piece of me.

A shard of hope that you will change.

Don't cause anyone else pain, not like you have caused me.

I only wanted to change. To be who I felt like I should be. I only changed to be the better me.

But you one. I have lost.

The pain won't come again, but I promise you pain has only begun.