Because My Answer Is You
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Prologue – Taekwoon.
She looked down at the ground for a moment, and I waited with bated breath for her next move, hoping she wouldn’t reject me again. We weren’t alone; in fact the whole room was full of people celebrating, the noise was almost unbearable. I was never one to enjoy a party, but I had to know tonight what would happen. Despite the people around me, all I could focus on was the girl standing across the studio space, my muscles wiring up with the wait.
Her eyes seemed to be transfixed on the floor under her feet and I sighed, it felt like hours went by before she glanced back up. But when they did they sought out my own dark orbs and slowly she began to smile. As her lips widened into a grin, I couldn’t help but mirror her gesture, hiding my mouth momentarily behind my hand. My body felt a surge release throughout it at her reaction, all my nerves dispersing the longer she smiled back at me.
But then it faded and I wondered why, faltering for a moment. The brunette shook her head, a wave of loose curls floating out about her round face. She covered and looked back down at the ground. My heart began to thump from lack of air as I stood there trying to decipher the message she was sending me without being able to talk to her. But in front of our friends, and company staff, I knew better than talking about something where anyone could hear in. I was stuck in a bind, wanting to know everything, but realising my place as an idol restricted me from such knowledge right then.
“I’m sorry,” she mouthed and then diverted her gaze completely, turning to a fellow staff member and talking to them distractedly. What electricity had been flowing through my veins seemed to zap away all my energy, and the pain closed off my lungs. I was jostled about by someone, though I had no idea who, and I pushed them off before walking across the room.
She glanced at me with wide eyes, still maintaining her conversation with the stylist, though her attention was on me. I could feel her eyes following my back as I passed by her and into the small practice room, shutting the door hard behind me as if to shut out the world beyond it. Sitting down at the keyboard, I flicked on the power button and bashed the keys vigorously until my emotions had stopped raging, not allowing myself to react any further than I already had.
I was beginning to fall in too deep with our relationship; that much I accepted. And I knew she felt the same too, which had led us to this pivotal moment. But it was getting frustrating, knowing what I wanted but feeling a sense of obligation to ignore the set of emotions. I was an idol, and dating had been banned by our CEO. Although I was aware that many idols dated behind the scenes, with each other or staff members and trainees, I had never felt the need to bother. My goals had been to become a singer, and then to become the best singer I possibly could be.
I had never expected to fall in love completely like this. I didn’t know how to handle the disruption in my life, and with someone I worked with every day. My reactions to her presence in my life seemed to have a bipolar effect, and fleeting moments of happiness were usually crushed by the reality every time.
Just like tonight.
Foreword
Title: Because My Answer Is You
Author: smiledreamlove
Genre: Romance/Drama
Rating: Mature audiences only.
Summary: Ava Welsh held a job that many envied as a coordinator for Jellyfish’s rising group, VIXX. But more importantly she secretly held the heart of Jung Taekwoon, someone who had always been her friend. As their relationship changes and deepens, Taekwoon and Ava are faced with more secrets and risks to their respective careers. Can Ava step out from the pressures of Taekwoon’s fame and her position at Jellyfish to truly answer the question within her heart?
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this fiction and this is completely fictional. No disrespect is intended. ©
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Hello and welcome to my very first VIXX/Leo fiction, Because My Answer Is You (BMAIY).
I started this fiction over a year ago actually, and have been incredibly fond of it, but had some inactivity in my writing, and have recently picked it back up. BMAIY still needs to be finished but it’s practically there, so I’ve decided to start sharing it with you all. I hope everyone enjoys this story, even though I'm biased to my characters, writing this has given me lots of amusement, tears and overall joy. I hope I can pass what I've experienced onto those who read this.
Because I started it during Hyde promotions, it is set back a bit (actually starts back in the On and On era), so I hope those who read this can enjoy it for the context it’s in. It is also written like most of my fictions have been lately – in first person, but alternating with each chapter so we get both views of the main characters.
I will post two chapters a week, on Tuesdays and Fridays. Hopefully I can stick to this timetable, there might be the odd occasion I’m late to posting but I always ensure to catch up! It’s been awhile since I’ve posted any fictions, so I hope to get a lot of motivation in my writing once again!
All dialogue in this story is assumed to be in Korean, unless stated. Any Korean words within the story will be explained at the end of the respective chapter. I fully welcome constructive criticism, suggestions and comments ^_^
All credit to photo using in graphic that was made by myself.
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