Kwon car

Ahhh, that place!! I hope nobody use it, They said that place become one of Korean tour destination. Well something like that, hahahaa.. We’re famous yeobo. I drive my car to my “Adam Apartment”. Finally my car arrived in this familiar environment. I just park my car quite far away from the apartment. Then I put again my mask, shade and the hoodie. I pick to walk to the apartment. Ahhh, I remember… I remember very well this environment, it change a bit. But I can smell the air. I walk to my “Adam Apartment”. When I arrive in front the door, it’s locked! Ahh, stupid me…

“Anneyong, you want to visit Kwon and GaIn Apartment right?” A lady greet me

“Yes, how I can go in?” I ask her

“You go down stairs and in front of the building there’s a ticket booth, you can buy the ticket there”

“Thank you” I bowed my body and go back down stairs

“Anneyong, sir” the staff greet me

“Anneyong, I want to buy a ticket. How much?”

“An hour 2000 won, sir”

“An hour??”

“Yes sir, most of tourist come here come with a group and they stay for quite long just to eat there!” the staff explain to me..

“Ahh, is the food is from you too?” I ask the staff

“Yes, you know when GaIn-ssi cook for the first time for Jo Kwon-ssi in that apartment”

“Ahhh, yes I remember. Are you sure its taste like GaIn-ssi?” I remember very well, I smile to myself when I remember I caring her from our bed to the kitchen   

“Well, I don’t know. No one come here again either GaIn-ssi or Jo Kwon-ssi, they’re very busy. So I never had a chance to offer them and ask the taste” Well, maybe I’ll give you the result later

“Hahhaa… that’s funny you right, we never know. This…” I give 10.000 won to staff

“SIR, are you sure??” the staff astonished

“What!!, I won’t long just make sure nobody come in okay. And how for much the food?”

“No, sir the food is free I think. Its more than enough, c’mon I’ll show you” we walk to the apartment

“Hey, are the camera still on if we enter this apartment?” I ask the staff jokingly

“Hahhaaa… you can see the camera there, but it’s off. You asking so many things sir, do you watched them regularly sir?”

“Well, not regularly but me and my wife love them” my ‘on-screen tv’ wife.

“Ahh you’re married sir, you seem so young to get married”

I show my ring.. “Why you don’t believing me, look!”

“No, it just you look so young sir. Even though you wear mask but I think I know your age”

“Kekeke… really? Why you choose that food than the other food?”

“Ahh, that one. Because it’s the first food GaIn-ssi made to Jo Kwon–ssi after they move to this apartment, okay we’re here. This the key, sir” As soon we arrive at my ‘Adam Apartment’

“Enjoy sir, oh yeah you can use the TV and that Nintendo WII too. I drop the food soon sir” and the staff closed the door.

The moment, my foot come to this apartment. I feel my heart hurt… so bad. I see everything same just like two years ago when I and GaIn noona ‘live here’. The stuff it’s definitely same like two year ago, I can see ‘our family motto’, the kitchen stuff, red small sofa and the table, the piano. It’s all same. I go to the bed room, it’s definitely pink!! Pink!! Hahahaa… I remember that canopy.. The bell ring, ahh.. that staff and GaIn food. I open the door.

“Here sir, I hope you like it” -  “Thanks” and I close the door again

I have to wash my hand, my right hand feel hot. I wash my hand and after that I just lean on the floor. It’s hard to breath here, it’s like something big want to come out from my body. but it won’t come out. I look around this place.. why I go to this place, it makes me more hurt. This place without her, It’s nothing! I stand up take off my jacket, mask and shade and locked the door. And sit on the sofa want to try ‘GaIn noona food’ auchh… its more saltier than GaIn noona’s. Definitely different! I won’t taste it again. I walk to the bed and throw my body there, kekekee… I remember all WGM scene bed. Suddenly my heart feel hurt again, this time I can’t take it anymore. I cry as hard as I can with my face on the one doll there. It really hurt me, I shouldn’t said that to her. But, what can I do I promise to Jin Young hyung not to falling in love and focus to my work.

- Flashback - 

Two years ago, one month before WGM last shooting

“Kwon-ah next month our marriage will end, are going to miss me after that?” She hug me from my back in front of lots of peoples (idols an artist too), we’re now in a backstage of an award show.

“Yeobo, don’t you know lots of people staring at us” I whispered to her, I kinda feel unsettled when peoples staring at us like this, but I can’t help it. It feels good when she hug me like this.

“Why, you don’t like it. What about this one” she hug me tightly and shake my body a bit

“Okay, what do you want yeobo” I turn my back toward her face and I can see her smile, she so beautiful tonight. I place my hands in her neck and she lean her head on my hands

“Keke…nothing, just want to stay like for a while. Can i?” she say it use her aegyo. Gosh, I can’t help it she is too beautiful tonight. I just smile to her. And I hug her tightly as my right hand place to her waist, I can feel her skin. I turn her right away.

I can see her beautiful back and so the other men “GA IN-AAH!!!” I raise my voice, causing lots of people staring at us.

“See!!!” she stop my voice and put her hand in my mouth

“Wh… yu…” – “Stop!!”

“Why you wear dress like this!!!” I whisperer to her,but she know I angry with her because my eyes getting bigger.

“Why, its good right, beautiful” she brightly says that and turn around in front of me, yes I must admit it that dress really fit her. But, still!!. I take out my blazer and put in to her to close her back, at least for now. And I grab her fingers we’re going outside the building. Away from the people, I look for a quiet place. She just follow me from my back.

“Yeobo, im sorry I yell to you. But this dress!!!”

“Okay, I won’t wear this again. Satisfy now!!” she took off my blazer. She say it once again with her aegyo, off course I’ll forgive her.

“Yeobo you not answer my question yet” as I place my hands around her neck

“Ahhh, off course I’ll miss you very much” and I trying to kiss her, she pull herself away

“Yah, what are you doing. There is lot or reporters “

“Just a little, please….. I do quickly” I beg her using my cutie smile, hopefully she fell for it. She move her face closer to me and give a light kiss in my nose

“Yeobo –ah… This one..” I point my lips with my index finger

“You wish!!” she just go back to building, left me. While I stay for a while. I take a deep.. deep breath

“Kwon-ah hurry up, quickly!!” she shout me and she smile too, ask me to follow her

“A second” I just want to watch her out of my sight, because I’ve to prepare myself for next month and next month, next month.. And she comeback to me again

“Yah, what’s wrong?? Are you sick” she ask me with anxiety in her eyes, I can tell that because I stare her so deeply, she know I never stare h