I was looking at my best friend from afar in the back of the tent. I can see her laughing with our friends & Siwon. I smiled.

As long as you're happy, I'm happy too...

Her face is just like the day when we were at the park but this time, her hair was in a elegant bun with a white flower bow on the side of her head. Her make-up emphaize her face which make her look more mature & sophiscated. Her white dress hugged her body & show off her curves, but what makes her shine is her smile. Her charming smile.

"A penny for your thoughts?" I tilted my head against the pole that was supporting the tent that we were under.

"Only a penny? You wouldn't be rich that way, Oppa.." He chuckled.

"Good because that would mean you have TOO many thoughts. That's not good." I smiled.

"She looks beautiful, right?" He asked me & again I smiled.

"Yes. She is..." I then took out a penny from my clutch. I opened Onew's hand & put a penny in the middle of his palm.

"I didn't tell her, Oppa.."

Another penny.

"I should be the one next to her but I know that is just mean..."

Another penny.

"I didn't want to confuse her with my feelings & I know how much Siwon-oppa loves her. I can see it in his eyes & when she looks at him." I reached into my clutch again but I ran out of pennies. Onew-oppa then held my hand & put a penny on my palm.

"You don't need a penny cause I know what's your next thought is..you're thinking that you should've told her.."

I held on to that penny the rest of that night & my life.

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A/N for those who didn't get my metaphor, it means that Jessia held on to that penny/thought to herself forever. Sorry for the sad ending ):