Reason 7: Too Much Effort

The Hundredth Reason

Krissie POV

I went into my room for a while and went back to studying for a test. But after about 20 minutes, the whole house suddenly became really quiet. I was curious as to what had happened after I came back to my room so I decided to go and see for myself.

I grabbed my cup of tea and headed outside when I heard only two voices; one was female and the other was male. So what happened to the other male voice? I peeked behind the wall and saw that only Alissa and Daniel were in the living room. Where’d Mark go?

I walked a little closer until I heard what the two were saying.

Daniel slumped in the chair, “That didn’t work.”

Alissa lets out a huff, “Well what do you expect? For you to be able to set them up without a single problem?”

I could see Daniel was afraid to even answer, but he did, “Well...yeah. I mean, I thought they would click.”

She shakes her head, “Why are you so narrow minded? Krissie isn’t done healing yet ok? I can promise you that no matter what she may say, she’s denying her feelings. And you should know that. And Mark just broke up with Shannon. Did you expect him to get over her so easily too? Come on, you should know better than that.”

He sits there with his head hanging down low, “I just thought they could talk to each other about being upset.”

Alissa scoffs, “Do you really not know the people you call your best friends?”

Before anything else could be said I walked out, hoping to stop their argument. “Hey guys.”

They both turn their heads away from each other when I walk out as it is exceptionally quiet in the room. Alissa gets up from where she was and walks to her room, slamming the door behind her. Seeing that something was wrong, I walked over to Daniel. Taking a seat next to him, I tried asking what had happened.

“Daniel, what happened?”

He shakes his head, “Nothing.”

I try pleading, possibly acting cute without being intentional, “Please?”

“No Kris. Now shouldn’t you be studying?”

I suddenly was flustered by the question, “Huh? Oh yeah, I came out to get some water for my tea.”

He looks at my empty hands, “Where’s your cup?”

“Oh, haha, I left it in my room.” I nervously chuckle.
“Go back to studying. You have a test tomorrow.”

“Ugh when did you become my dad? I have enough of that when Alis is nagging me but you too?” I spoke too fast before my brain could process what I actually was saying. “Dang it.” I whispered under my breath.

Daniel was about to turn to leave before to turned to face me once again, “Kris, you know I asked Mark to come over so you guys could talk to each other right?”

I was silent because I didn’t know what to say. Alissa knew I wasn’t ready and so did Daniel. They both were speaking of good intentions for me but in the end I caused their fight. I was guilty. How could they both be fighting over something so simple?

“Daniel, I think it’s best if you listen to Alis and just don’t force it.”

He stops to practically digest all I said when he looked at me, “You heard us didn’t you?”

“I know you guys are doing what’s right. But if the other end isn’t ready yet, what makes you think I am too?”

He digs his hands in his pockets while shaking his head as he walks away towards the door, softly slamming it.

I was left all alone in the living room. I looked around and cleaned up after what was left by everyone. As I was cleaning, I thought of another reason for why I wouldn’t dare go down the road of being in a relationship again.

The more I thought about it, the more it was true. If I were to be in a relationship, I would have to put in effort. Effort that could be placed in places like school and family and friends. I would have to put in effort in a relationship like Alissa and Daniel. I would have to worry about how he feels and about our communication. I would have to worry about the fighting if I didn’t put in the effort. Is that something I truly wanted? Did I really want to put in time and effort into something that could possibly make me unhappy once again? Is the adoration and affection of a man really worth it?


Hello! I've disappeared for a while but I'm back >.< thanks for the comments they make my day when I open up the site and see something new >.< 

OMG funny story...so I had an evacuation drill today and when my school was walking to the middle school, it started pouring. We get to the middle school and when we leave for a while it's ok and then it starts pouring on us again and we all ended up being drenched >.< so if you're ever in that situation, BRING A FRIGGING UMBRELLA. 

Anyways, I hope you like this extremely short chapter. I had no idea how to write this and I wanted it up as fast as possible :P Enjoy!

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princess2394 #1
Chapter 2: Krissie is getting me mad I don't wanna sound mean but she is sound really stupid like I understand where she is coming from but ugh she should just give it a try its not like her meeting Mark is gonna commit her to him it's just a hang out. Author-nim I like your story it's good but krissie needs to be more willing.
LadyRyumi #2
Chapter 22: I could totally relate with this chapter because I used to feel that way a lot when I was younger since I was really chubby even tho everyone around me said I looked fine. Not a lot of authors would write about this topic but I'm glad you did.
I'm sorry for not commenting earlier but I'm not used to really commenting on stories. I'll start commenting from now on :)
Litoxcutie #3
Chapter 22: I'm not sure what kind or genre of music you like, but I'm mostly into the male boy groups of Kpop. I'm going to assume though that you've listened to most if not all of Got7's songs, because you're writing this fanfic, but feel free to correct me. Have you listened to any of BigBang's songs? I really like their new ones, if you(the song is called if you), bae bae, loser, and we like to party. I've also been listening to this group called Hotshot, and they recently released a new song called I'm a hotshot, but they have other songs like watch out, midnight sun, and hotshot(I know weird that they have a song that's the same as their name). Or if you're feeling like a sorta rock song, I would recommend Tvxq's keep your head down. Oooo! And you should really listen to Promise by Exo K/M depending on your language preference, the lyrics in that song are beautiful. I also think this song by Amber called I just wanna, is very cute and it's loads full of English, Eric Nam features in it! Uh, I'm sorry if I'm pushing a lot on you and it's actually nice to share things by commenting, it's great and takes no time at all. I'm actually reading fanfics before I sleep so it really doesn't take time out of my day and I like doing it.
Litoxcutie #4
Chapter 21: Wow I never realized that only one person has been commenting on your story. I'm so sorry for not commenting earlier. I'll try to comment more often. I'm glad you liked my rant and that you and I can share a hatred together about Shannon! We'll be the best of friends. Lol.
Not much of a rant about this chapter, but I have this feeling that Angela isn't what she seems to be, like she's putting on this facade of being a nice girl. Then again she could be just that. Now when I imagined Mark when he was talking about Krissie, he had this slightly smug face because he was so proud of her. And in my mind, by the way Mark was talking about Krissie, he already seems to like her even if it's just a little. I'm so glad that Mark and Krissie can speak openly to each other without even needing a special occasion. Oh! I loved it when Krissie smiled because Mark texted her! That was cute!
MrsChopsticks101 #5
Chapter 21: I feel like Angela may want more than a friendship to Mark's dismay... but i see some sparks setting off btwn him and Krissie, PLUS it was sooo cute when Mark started bragging about Krissie as his "friend" :P ;)
Litoxcutie #6
Chapter 20: Ugh. Kinda sick of Mark's parents, what they're trying to force him into is awful, even if it is love. Love isn't something that can magically happen, especially if said person isn't ready to move on. Time will heal the pain and seal it in but it can't make it disappear. I understand what his parents are trying to do, but they aren't trying to actually understand Mark or even Krissie, based on what his mother said about Krissie causing her family heartbreak, though I'm sure it's a large misunderstanding because of the dirtbag named Kyle. It is truly messed up because of Kyle! Mark and Krissie deserve a love they actually want, not Kyle trying to force the two back together or his parents trying to "help". Don't even get me started on Shannon, first she goes and takes away Mark's freedom and now she's messing up the douche Kyle(not that I care for him) who is trying to get Krissie when he's with the abuser. Ugh just sick of all of it.
Sorry for the rant and I love your story.
MrsChopsticks101 #7
Chapter 20: wooooooo~~~ I'm on school holidays too! :D I hope Mark's parents approve of Krissie soon ^ _ ~
MrsChopsticks101 #8
Chapter 19: YAY IT UPDATED! WITH FOOD! XD Idea: being passive agressive tends to be the DEATH of some relationships, along with not saying how u really feel :P
MrsChopsticks101 #9
Chapter 18: omg...my character is so ACCURATE O _ O have we met before..??? :P cant wait till the ships starts sailing~
MrsChopsticks101 #10
Chapter 17: what?!?! Krissie is BOSS though! too bad they can't see each ither :/ or will they?? mwahahahahahahahhaha~ another awesome update author-nim~ :D