I sigh as I think of prom.  Myungsoo’s friend was hitting on me the entire night.  It was like “oh, I’m sorry, but I didn’t realize I had a date!”  I laugh just thinking about it.  I mean, yeah, I am pretty attractive and I looked AH-MA-ZING last night!  The only thing that could have made prom even better, was if my crush, Hoya, was there.  I sigh at the mere thought of seeing that gorgeous hunk of perfect and muscles in a suit. 

            I check my emails and see that I have an email from Myungsoo.  Huh.  I thought our conversation had faded.  “Hey!  Look what I found :P” the email read.  I smile.  He went to all that trouble to find our email chain to say “look what I found.”  I roll my eyes at that doofus.  I reply and him that it was nice to see him last night.  He tells me likewise.  We continue emailing for the entire day.  Our grand total racked up to 90 within the same eight hours or so.  Our conversations are perfect until one little comment.

            “My hair is so messy,” Myungsoo sends.  As I receive his message, I fall back on my bed, thinking about how cute it was.  As soon as my back hits the mattress, I bounce right back up.  WHAT?  I have NEVER thought that MYUNGSOO was CUTE!  Do I… like him?  No… I can’t… He’s just one of my best friends.  I mean yeah, everyone has asked me if I liked him and I always say no… because I don’t.  Oh my god I like him.  I sigh and a grin slowly spread across my face.  So THIS was the nagging feeling tugging at my body for who knows how long.  A weight has been lifted from my shoulders and it sure as hell feels wonderful. 

            But wait.  What about Hoya?  I thought I liked him… Hoya is like perfect.  Myungsoo is one of my best friends.  I can’t let feelings get in between my friendship with Myungsoo.  It’s just a crush; I’ll get over it.

            The next couple weeks are hectic and stressful.  I have to keep telling myself that I have feelings for Hoya and not Myungsoo.  But if that’s so, then why does my heart beat so much faster when I get a simple little email from my best friend?  I decide to make a list of the things that I would like in a partner.  I then rate each boy on a scale of 1-5 on how much of each quality that they have.  There is a total of 110 points available.  After I add everything up, the score is as follows.  Myungsoo: 97 and Hoya: 102.  I knew Hoya was the better choice! 

            For some reason though, Myungsoo kept popping into my mind whenever I’d think of Hoya and I had to keep pushing him out of my brain.  That was difficult since I only communicated with Myungsoo every spare minute of my day.  I finally became really frustrated and decide to consider liking Myungsoo, because, obviously I can’t seem to forget about my little crush on him.

            Sure enough, as soon as I let go of Hoya and focus on Myungsoo, I never once looked back to Hoya.  I was happy being single and decided that since I only had a little crush on Myungsoo, I would quickly get over it.  However, the more I talked to him, the more I liked him and I eventually realized that he makes me really happy.  He’s always there to talk to and ALWAYS makes me feel better when I’m sad, whether if he knows my mood or not.  He can always tell when I need or want something. 

            Honestly, even though Hoya was supposedly “perfect,” he wasn’t “perfect” for me.  Myungsoo really is the kind of guy I’d love to have in my life.  The more I think about how a relationship with Myungsoo would be, the more I realize how well we would work together.  I then notice that I have not told my best friend how I feel about my other best friend.  As soon as I tell him, he tells me that he knew it and that we make a cute couple.  I’m surprised.  It seems like everyone knew about my feelings before I did.  I start feeling guilty and like I should have picked up on my feelings sooner.  I’m such an oblivious derp.  I’m Myungsoo’s oblivious derp.  I smile at that.  

Hey guys!  Sorry for shortness D: I'm really trying to split things at decent stopping points.  Gah!  I'm so used to writing oneshots lol >_< I hope you enjoy this chapter~~  

Wow I can't believe I have 20 subscribers and I only had a crappy first chapter O.O This is so far from my best work, guys XD but anyways, THANK YOU!!! 

Who is/are you OTP/s?

mine are: MYUNGYEOL! Yadong, Woogyu, Jongkey, JREN, sistar19, 2min, some non-kpop otps, and many more (kpop and not)~~

~Taylor