Thankyou for those who have commented. Thankyou for reading my bad writingㅠㅠ Before reading the story please read the date and time so you wont get confuse. Starting from this chapter, I will write the years before 2013 and will slowly head to 2013 kkkk~ set your mind like the date and time I have written down :D Enjoy~~XD

 

"Bbrrrrr.... It is damn cold here. You Lee ing Hyukjae. How dare you make me to wait here till freezing." A man with Lee Donghae as his name is cursing Hyukjae, his boyfriend. He was told to wait at this park in the middle of freaking cold evening. "You better show up in 10 minutes or I will make sure you will be dried anchovy." His cursing is still going on. His two hands as cold as ice are being put inside his coat pockets. He even wears gloves also scarfs but still who can bear the cold in the evening also standing alone like an idiot? 

 

He has been standing there for a GOOD 30 minutes. Moving here and there. Sometimes he jumps on his standing place. The sky starts to get darker and darker. There arent many people left on park. Since its almost night time and the weather is not friendly making the citizens to choose go home and snuggle. 

 

Donghae has sighed a lot. He takes out his phone and check if there is any messages or calls? But nope. He called Hyukjae yet no one answered his call. Nobody loves waiting. Especially waiting in this weather. He could catch cold. He is thinking to go home because he really cannot bear with the cold anymore. The thought of hot chocolate, thick and warm blanket making him want to go home now. He is about to leave with his mind cursing Hyukjae even more but right then.....

 

A man from far away comes toward him with a little jog. "Finally..". But wait! "That fuc--. Huh!" He chuckles in disbelief. "How can he still not in rush and jog lightly while I am here like an ice?"  He decides to approach Hyukjae and when Hyukjae is away from him about 1 metre, Donghae starts the conversation first "Great you are here. I am freezing like an ice here. Actually, I was thinking to fry you into dried anchovy." He speaks with flat tone. Hyukjae gives out big grin and comes to Donghae side before circling his arm around Donghae's shoulder and places a kiss on Donghae's cheek "Sorry, Hae." Hyukjae drags him to go with him. They are making their way to Hyukjae's car and head to Starbucks to get some hot tea to make Donghae warm. 

 

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Donghae is looking at the street waiting for Hyukjae to bring back hot tea with him and sometimes mouthing along the song that is playing. He is inside Hyukjae's car. He is much better now. His body is not as cold as before. Hyukjae the heater right they got in to the car but still he needs something that can warm him up.

 

The door beside Donghae is opened, showing Hyukjae coming in with a grande cup of hot tea. "Hot tea for Donghae." as he hands the tea to Donghae and received by Donghae enthusiastically. Donghae takes a sip and says with a pout on his handsome face "You are so mean, you know. Luckily I didnt die because of freezing." Hyukjae chuckles and answers him "I said sorry right? I thought I have finished my work so I called you but before I left Kyuhyun handed me a document that I havent checked yet so yeah... Thats why I was late." Donghae shakes his head "You overwork yourself, Hyukjae-ah" "Its okay, Hae. Have you forgot that I have always dreamt to reach this high position in my young age? And I am almost there." 

 

Donghae sighs and takes another sip of his tea "No. I still remember it. Clearly. But sometimes you really overwork yourself like just now. You often forgot to eat your lunch too." Hyukjae only smiled "I still have you to text me to eat my lunch." That answer successes making Donghae annoyed to the max.

 

What Donghae said are right. Hyukjae overwork himself too much. Donghae knows Hyukjae's dream but still he could manage his time. It isnt like once or twice Hyukjae forgot his lunch but almost everyday or maybe everyday. Hyukjae would stay home during weekend with tons of paper. Donghae could never get what is the interesting from those papers. Like what the ?! Those papers full with words. Whenever Donghae happened to see those papers, he always wants to burn it. Hyukjae spends his days with his work Iike there is no tomorrow. Those papers are white unless the words inked black. Also FLAT. How could Hyukjae love it so much? Not even y. THEY ARE FLAT. 

 

"So, where do you want to have dinner?" Donghae has thinking expression "Anything is fine for me." Hyukjae answers nothing and drives his car. Silence filled up the car "So, after dinner where are we going?" Donghae asks with a hope. Wanting Hyukjae to answer they would go somewhere but his hope is being throw down when Hyukjae says "Home of course. I will drive you home later, I still need to prepare for tomorrow big meeting." Gosh.. His work again. How important does his work??? Much more important than me???. "Home?" Donghae whispered in unbelieveable. Donghae doesnt feel like wanting to eat. He really wants to cry but not when Hyukjae is around.

 

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I open my bedroom door with my remained energy and lock it. Without changing my clothes, I flop down on my bed. I grab my pillow and have my face pressed against it. It is too much for me. Just too much. How can he--... Arghhhh. I want to scream but I will only make my parents jump in surprise. How could I fall in love with him? He made me waiting for more than 30 minutes in cold and we met only for 2.5 hours? Is he ing kidding me? And he made an excuse to go home earlier because of work ? Again? HUFF.. I cannot believe it. Is he playing around with me? 

 

I know its a bad thing to have this doubt but d-does he love me? He said he loves me before I entered my house. Can I doubt his love to me? Is it okay to doubt him like this with my status as his boyfriend? Is it a fault? 

 

Tears start to come out. I keep my face pressed against my baby blue colour pillow and not wanting to change my clothes. Sobs are the only voices that fill my room. I keep crying to let out all my emotions and my pillow is totally soaked but who cares? I bet I will wake up tomorrow with swollen eyes. 

 

I was supposed to continue working on my new project but I run out of my energy and I was supposed to come home with wide smile after meeting Hyukjae. I have a lot of thought in my mind and not wanting to answer when someone knocks my door asking me if I want to eat fruits. That is mom voices. I totally ignore it and fall asleep while crying alone in my room.

 

 

 

The next morning, I wake up at 8.30 with yes of course swollen eyes. After wash myself and get all done, I take the stairs down to cook a breakfast for me. I see nobody but the breakfast for me is ready. I take a glass and pour water into it. I see a note sticks on the fridge with message from mom telling me that breakfast is ready on table also saying she is meeting her friends while dad has woke up early and probably in his company. I think luck is on my side because I dont need to answer my parents' questions asking me to explain my swollen eyes.

 

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I step out from car and start to explore this place. It has been a while since the last time I come to a crowded place and walking alone. My eyes are scanning the shops here one by one.

 

 

I just finished my appointment and talking to my client about my new project and walked off the room in one big company when suddenly I heard my phone rang, I took out my phone from my pocket and saw the caller ID "Masi Siwon". I smiled widely and without wasting another second I answered the call and I could hear a happy sound from the other line calling me..

 

"Donghaeeee~~~"

 

"Siwonnnnn~~~~" I answered him back.

 

"Donghae oh my god. It is so nice to hear you again. How are you?" He really sounded so happy.

 

"Me too either, Siwonnie. Yes, I am good and now hearing your voices make me feel happy. So you are back to Seoul now?" I asked as I walked into an elevator and pressed the basement button and soon the box thingy moved and brought me down.

 

"Yes, I am here and I am inviting you to go out and eat with me. Wanna have a chit chat time and lunch together? Are you free, Donghae? I am sure you are free." He asked me but sounded like ordering me to come there without any excuses. 

 

"Of course I want buddy. So where? Usual place?"

 

"Alright. We will meet at 12. 30 PM or maybe a little bit late. Ah! Forgot to mention! Heechul hyung will join us."

 

"What?!? Heechul hyung will be there? Oh gosh I cannot wait to see him." I nearly scream when I heard Heechul hyung name. I was so excited because I hadnt met both of them for months. 

 

"You sound so excited. Goodbye Donghae. See you later. Bye!" He ended the call after I said bye to him too.

 

I looked at my watch and realized it was still too early to go there so I decided to stop by Dongdaemun before the dealed time. 

 

 

I entered a quite big clothes shop and the workers there greet me and asking if I need any help but I refuse it gently by saying "Its okay and thankyou." I give a small smile and start to look here and there. 

 

I am looking at a few shirts when I got a message from my best friend, Tiffany. Greeting me with hello and asking me to go out with her for some desserts later but I say no to her because I have made a lunch appointment with Heechul hyung and Siwon then I ask her to join us since we all are best friends. I narrow my eyes and question why siwon didnt invite Tiffany? Maybe he forgot. I locked my phone and sure now Tiffany is trying to phone Siwon and ask him why he forgot to ask Tiffany too for today meeting.

 

I unlocked back my phone right after I locked it. My eyes go wide and mouthing 'OH MY GOD'. I just realized today is 28th of February and in a month Hyukjae will celebrate his birthday. Though its still a month away but I need to prepare it start from now. Oh no! What should I give to him? I smack my head lightly for forgetting his birthday and start to roaming around this place to find a birthday present for my Hyukjae.

 

I still cant find birthday present for him yet I dont know what should I give. I glance at my watch and to surprise me its 12. 30 now. Its the time to go to meet my long-time-no-see friends. I start to move my legs and head to the place where I parked my car. Once I get in, I start the engine and drive to the usual meeting place. Leaving the place without a present for Hyukjae.

 

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I realize I am a bit late so I quickly enter the cafe. The atmosphere in cafe is calm, and only a few people sitting and filling the tables there. Classic song can be heard in the cafe. I scan the whole cafe to search siwon or whoever has came. As I look to our usual place, siwon from far away but still can be seen wave at me and motion me to go there. I add speed on my walking and when I reach there, Siwon opens his arms, pulls me and hug me. I hug him back and saying few sentences showing that I miss him after not seeing him for almost 3 months because of his work. We sit down and start talking about random stuffs and we dont know since when we are swept away more to the conversations and not realizing a pretty man entering the cafe and walks toward us. He stands in front of me and siwon and of course both of us surprise and I even jump a little on my chair. To more surprise us...

 

"You two bastards. How can you two chit chat so happily before I arrive? How dare you leave your hyung like this?" 

 

Me and Siwon are still in surprise before our sudden burst...

 

"HYUNG!!!" we call him with loud voices and we both stand up to hug him. 

 

I can feel all the eyes in the cafe looking directly to us with what-the--is-wrong-with-them face but we all dont care and still continue with our hugging session before Heechul hyung pulls us lightly and say "I know you two miss me so much but please I still want to alive and I need to breathe." Siwon and I give him a big grin then Siwon pulls Heechul hyung hand and ask him to sit beside him. Once again we chit chat happily with Heechul hyung this time.

 

Few minutes later followed by Tiffany entering the cafe and approaches us but right before we can say hello to her, Siwon voices greet her first with his light scream in pain. Tiffany hit him hard on shoulder and asked him "Why are you leaving me alone for this lunch? You have forgot me now, huh? Being abroad for almost 3 months have made you arrogant now?" Then she pulls the chair beside me and sits down. She talks so fast and her super power voices echo the whole cafe.

 

Heechul hyung and I who sit facing each other make a so clueless face before we can register Tiffany words. We laugh at their little fight. 

 

Siwon with his hand places around his shoulder and massages it a little saying, "I thought you were still in Paris so I didnt call you to go out with us." 

 

We then order what we want to eat. The waiter notes down what we want then 10 minutes later the waiter comes back with our food and drinks also some desserts.

 

I miss this moment so much. Sitting at our usual meeting place. Have lunch together and also drink in one fine day. Talking about how we have been doing and else. Moreover, I havent met Siwon for almost 3 months, Heechul hyung for 4 months and also Tiffany who I havent met for 1 freaking month because of our own work. 

 

I am slicing my steak and put it into my mouth when suddenly Tiffany, "Oppa, how are you with Hyukjae?" I choke on my steak and Siwon hands me a glass of water. I gulp before answering, "Oh.. Eum.. We are doing well." I give her a smile.

 

They all are chatting happily and sometimes tease Donghae about Hyukjae and not aware of Heechul's eagle eyes watching Donghae every little move. He is sure there is something between Donghae and Hyukjae but he doesnt know the answer. He makes a mental note saying he will find soon the answer.

 

Suddenly, Donghae remembers something and takes out his phone then sends message to Hyukjae asking him to have lunch because Donghae is so sure, Hyukjae forgot his lunch (again).

 

Siwon happens to see Donghae texting and asks him, "Who are you texting?" Heechul and Tiffany turn their head to Donghae waiting for his answer but before Donghae can answer Siwon, Tiffany peeps in and teases Donghae "Eiii~~ Texting Hyukjae to have lunch. So sweet side of you." Donghae can only smile and put his phone aside. Tiffany who is still in her naughty mood keeps teasing Donghae also with her mocking face, "Oh baby, have your lunch. Dont get sick. Dont get tired. I love you." 

 

"You are too over adding my text to Hyukjae." Donghae tries to stop yet Tiffany is still going on with her mock. No body can stop loud Tiffany easily. "Get yourself a boyfriend/girlfriend, Fany-ah." Donghae words this time shut Tiffany. "Not interested." Tiffany only replies Donghae with short reply.

 

They continue with their conversations. Sometimes Donghae glances at his phone and checks if he gets any reply from Hyukjae. No. Donghae doesnt hope much because most of the time Hyukjae doesnt reply to his text. He looks to the street. People pass by with their warm clothes and they all wear scarf. 

 

Suddenly, Donghae gets an idea. His eyes lighten up and are sparkling as he thinks his idea and smile widely. He just got an idea for Hyukjae birthday present.

 

A scarf. Yeah a scarf. He is going to give his Hyukjae a scarf. At first, he thought to buy one but then he decided to knit it by himself. He doesnt know how to knit but he will learn and knit it for Hyukjae. For Hyukjae, He will try and do everything.

 

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I just had my dinner with family and quickly finished it so I can do something I have been wanting since this afternoon. I take my laptop with me before lying on my bed. I turn it on and start to search the material to knit a scarf and how to knit it. 

 

I note down all the materials I should buy on my phone and start to read all the steps. Then I realize, what color for the scarf? What color suits Hyukjae later? I look at my whole room trying to find a color that suits Hyukjae then I remember something.

 

Most of Hyukjae winter coats and his clothes are in dark color so dark color scarf will suit Hyukjae clothes all. So..... Dark color but what? Black? Grey? Red? Blue? Oh yeah! Dark blue must be good also I love blue color so yeah just dark blue for the scarf color.

 

I will find time soon to buy the materials and will knit it in this one month time. Lee Donghae, lets work hard. Fighting! I have a smile on my face then I hear Mom knocks my door telling me to go down and discuss some works with Dad. "Yes, Mom. I will be down soon." I turn off my laptop and walk off my room going down to meet Dad.

 

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