Chapter1

Thank You For Coming Back

18th February 2013
John F. Kennedy International Airport, New York City
11. 45 AM

John F. Kennedy International Airport is busy as always. Crowded as usual. Flying their passengers in and out. Trying to give them the best service. People walk here and there. Some are even running. A luxurious black car slowly stops in front of the departure gate. A man in black suit who works as driver comes out from the driver seat and quickly open the door right driver seat behind. A man in casual white tshirt with pricey matching coat, long pants with shades on steps out from the car. Also a dark blue scarf rolled neatly around his neck. Meanwhile, another man who wears the almost same style comes out from the door on the other side. After making sure his boss steps out, he goes to the car trunk at the back and takes out luggages carefully. The man in suit says to his boss "You have worked hard here,sir. Have a safe flight and enjoy your day." The person who called as boss gives him a warm smile before saying "Thankyou and you too." The man bows and drives off the airport. 

"Hyung, lets go in." The younger said. The other person looks at him and gives an 'okay' face. Both of them go inside and check-in. "Hyung, you wait here, okay? I will handle all." He only gives a nod and mouth 'Thankyou'. After awhile, he takes out his phone and presses the button on the top. In a blink, he can see a man smiles widely on his lock screen. He enters his password and right after that the phone is unlocked. He opens photo gallery and scrolls down slowly looking at his love pictures. I miss you, Donghae-ah. Opens a picture and stares so long and not hearing someone keeps calling him. 

"Hyung.. Hyung.. HYUNG!!" 

"Huh? Yes, Kyuhyun-ah?" 

"Are you alright? You stared at Donghae hyung picture so long and blankly. I called you more than 10 times and even shook your shoulder but you gave no responds." The person called as Kyuhyun asked in so worry voices. 

"I am alright Kyuhyun-ah. Lets go now unless you want to be left alone by the plane. Our flight is at 1 right?" Kyuhyun only hummed and has his arm around Hyukjae's shoulder. Trying his best to comfort the person who he has called hyung. 

Kyuhyun met Hyukjae back then at college. Kyuhyun was wandering around and happened to bump to Hyukjae and since then they started to be friends. Kyuhyun understands  Hyukjae so well that nobody can. Kyuhyun also has seen Hyukjae's struggle to be at this position in his young age. He never miss a single thing about Hyukjae including how Donghae turned Hyukjae's life up and down. How that day could flip over Hyukjae and how it made Hyukjae cant smile brightly anymore. The now Hyukjae is different with the old Hyukjae. And he misses the old Hyukjae hyung.

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12. 25 PM

They are sitting in a waiting room now. Both of them are busy with their phone. Kyuhyun has a so serious face while his fingers are scrolling up and down but Hyukjae is staring blankly at his phone again. Donghae picture is on the phone screen. His right hand thumb Donghae face on the screen, imagining he is the real Donghae face. His tears are competing to drop out.

 He gasped when Kyuhyun touches his left shoulder and says in happy tone "Hyung.. See what I just found." Kyuhyun is going to continue but stopped when he feels something goes wrong with Hyukjae and YES. Hyukjae's eyes are red and Kyuhyun can guess Hyukjae was going to cry and positive he is thinking and missing Donghae. 

"Hyung. Stop missing him so badly. I dont mean you may not miss him but control your feelings hyung. There is not a single day without your tears and also gloomy expression since that day" Kyuhyun finally spits out his thought. 

He cannot just stay still and let Hyukjae cries in silence for the nth time. No. He cannot. Kyuhyun has treated Hyukjae as his biological brother. So, there is no way Kyuhyun will leave Hyukjae alone. Hyukjae stares at his shoes "I wish I could but I cant control it anymore Kyuhyun-ah. It feels like it will burst soon. I miss him. I want him back so badly. I cant stop thinking of him even for a second." Hyukjae ends up crying in silence. 

Kyuhyun opens his mouth, about to reply Hyukjae but no words crossed in his mind. He keeps doing that for a few times and ends up letting out heavy sigh and Hyukjae's back trying to comfort him. They stay silent for a couple of minutes and later an announcement about their departure can be heard clearly in the waiting room. They look up and Kyuhyun in a soft tone with smile "Lets go! Lets go back to Korea and meet Donghae hyung. I miss him too." 
 
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01. 15 PM
 
The plane just passed the clouds and turbulence. The fasten seat belt sign also just off, means people can walk around cabin. Some electronic devices can be . Kyuhyun is finding his own comfortable sleeping position. He is planning to sleep first and when he wakes up later, he will eat and watch some movies. He sees Hyukjae staring at the view outside window. 

"Hyung, you should rest your mind. Sleep well and get ready to meet your Donghae. We are not stopping anywhere since this is a non-stop flight. I will wake you up when its the time to eat or are you hungry now?" Hyukjae looks at him with a so thankful smile. Sometimes, he wonders what will his life be if there is no Kyuhyun staying by his side. Not only as a good secretary but also friend and brother. Kyuhyun always listens him. "My ears are ready to hear you, hyung." That is the sentence Kyuhyun always says whenever Hyukjae has problems. There is no secrets he hides from Kyuhyun. Even when he wants to, Kyuhyun will easily know it. When Hyukjae's hard time since that day, Kyuhyun helped him to handle his company. Making sure their company income was still balance and run well. 

"Nope. You can sleep first. I am still not sleepy." Hyukjae smiles while answering. He smiles but not his old smiles. Not as sweet as before. 

"Alright but dont you dare to cry. I will smack you if that happens." Kyuhyun glared at him making Hyukjae chuckles "I will try but still i cant help if tears fall down." 

"Hyuuuunngg.." Kyuhyun whines "Do you know these? You look so damn pathetic if you cry and you become uglier"He continues. Kyuhyun gets a hit from Hyukjae and also death glare "You and your sharp tongue." 

"It is a fact. U-G-L-Y."

"You Fat"

"You ug-- Wait! What?! Fat?! Me?? YA!" 

"It is a fact. F-A-T. Look at your puffy cheeks and meaty body." Hyukjae pinches Kyuhyun's cheeks. Kyuhyun looks so squishy to him.

"Ugly anchovy."

"Fat"

"Ugly"

"Fat"

"Ugly"

"Fat"

"Ugly monkey." 

"Aaaa.. Hyung. Let me go. My poor neck." Their debate end with Kyuhyun little scream when Hyukjae strangled him. Kyuhyun tries to control his voices. Not wanting to bother other passengers. They are still in a plane after all, not jungle. Hyukjae looks away to the window. Seeing the clouds with colour as white as snow. Kyuhyun moves his body to Hyukjae and hugs his arm. "You know I was kidding, right?" Kyuhyun suddenly is so clingy to Hyukjae. "Dont take it to heart." He whines again because Hyukjae is ignoring him "Hyunggg" and Hyukjae looks at him "Stop whining. I could never get mad at you. Its not like I knew you yesterday. And please dont copy a cute puppy face. It doesnt suit you so much. I got goosebumps." Kyuhyun gives him toothy smile "Just in case you are offended." Hyukjae smiles "I am not that sensitive. I wont get offended easily by your words. Your sharp tongue also has accompanied me for years." He pats Kyuhyun's head lightly. 

01. 40 PM

Kyuhyun is now sleeping. Leaving Hyukjae who is still has his eyes freshly open. He sighs and notices the dark blue scarf on his neck. He takes off the scarf and brings his hand to rub it. He loves the scarf so much. He always has it with him wherever he goes. But he loves the person who knitted this scarf more. Donghae knitted for him. As his birthday present last 2 years. When he first wore it, he could still sniffed Donghae's smell. The smell that always successes to make Hyukjae calms. But by the time, the smell was gone.
 
Hyukjae hugs the scarf and mind throwing back to that day. He remembers every little things on that day. 
 
If only, Hyukjae was awared by the situation.
 
If only, Hyukjae didnt lose his temper.
 
If only, Hyukjae was able to hold his anger.
 
If only, Hyukjae didnt fight back. 
 
If only, Hyukjae stopped Donghae to go.
 
Then.. He will not lose Donghae.
 
There is only IF, IF and IF. 
 
He wishes he could go back to that day and he would do anything to go back but there is no way to go back there. 
 
Not even once he ever think to lose Donghae. He never expect that day was the day Donghae would leave him alone. He wishes he could erase that ing day. Making Hyukjae lives in this world without Donghae. The days without Donghae's phone call to say good morning, ask him to eat his lunch on time, also a routine goodnight message/phone call. Since that day, no more Donghae sweet smiles or giggles. He wants to see Donghae smiles again. But.. The question is, is it possible???
 
His hug goes tighter. He is not crying. He has no tears to fall again for today. At least for today, he doesnt want to cry anymore. He is tired of crying. He is tired of missing. He is tired of everything. He ever thought to kill himself but it didnt succeed. He was stopped by his family. He didnt know and dont know whether to be happy or sad. Should he be happy because he was saved and still alive? or should he be sad because he needed to back to reality and face the world? His eyes are closed. His body is here but not with his soul. His mind is like has a projector screen and all past moments with Donghae are being played there.
 
I never regret to fall in love with you Donghae-ah.. Never.
 
 
 
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lLeeRyoMin #1
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sane620
#2
I got it..cant wait for ch3 :3
bad_reality
#3
Chapter 2: now I sorta figure the thing out
bad_reality
#4
Chapter 1: what did u do hyuk?
de_m00n
#5
Chapter 1: wow... what hyuk did?
bad_reality
#6
so clueless
ok let's start