Standing backstage, I am nervous to be performing at such a big event. Our very first solo stage in Korea, and so many people have arrived. I look out into the fairly large crowd, and notice a familiar blonde head.

  So he decided to come? Our last encounter was almost like a dream...   .   "Why would I want to date you?"   I stare at him for a few moments,   "Oh, I--"   He, of course, interrupts me,   "I find that I've been asking myself this question a lot lately. There are a lot of girls in my life, and I've been out with quite a few of them. However, each time I go out with them, I cannot avoid that same nagging question in my head. Why do I want to date you? What makes you so special? Ahn Sohee, tonight I did not even think of this question; until now. When I'm with you, I do not feel like an idol. I feel like I can be myself, and you won't judge me. You guide me to do only good things, and you're always supportive. When I see other girls and go out with them and ask myself that same question, the only thing I think about; the only person I want to see is you. So, to answer your question; yes, this is a date. And yes, there will be plenty more dates between us after this one. At least, that's what I am hoping."   .   Kwon Jiyong; leave it to him to make a girl speechless. We could not see each other again before I left for tour, but we have been sending each other emails. I find myself missing some form of reality these past few weeks, and as Jiy