Breathe

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Do you ever just get hit with the realization that you don't know how to let yourself fall in love with someone- anyone- fully? Does it make you feel like you're suffocating?

Yoongi finds himself scribbling words onto paper without thinking. It doesn't matter that the clock on his computer reads 3:55 AM. It doesn't matter that Jimin has come in more than once to remind him to come get some sleep, even though the younger is missing out on his own by worrying. It doesn't matter because even if his lyrics aren't rhyming right now he can't bring himself to care- all he needs is for the pressure in his chest to leave, for the sickening feeling of loneliness to quit plaguing his thoughts whenever he's with anyone or no one at all. It haunts him like a ghost, resides in the hollow space where he thinks his lungs would be if he was able to breathe at all lately. 

 

Foreword

Do you ever just get hit with the realization that you don't know how to let yourself fall in love with someone- anyone- fully?

Does it make you feel like you're suffocating?

Yoongi finds himself scribbling words onto paper without thinking. It doesn't matter that the clock on his computer reads 3:55 AM. It doesn't matter that Jimin has come in more than once to remind him to come get some sleep, even though the younger is missing out on his own by worrying. It doesn't matter because even if his lyrics aren't rhyming right now he can't bring himself to care- all he needs is for the pressure in his chest to leave, for the sickening feeling of loneliness to quit plaguing his thoughts whenever he's with anyone or no one at all. It haunts him like a ghost, resides in the hollow space where he thinks his lungs would be if he was able to breathe at all lately. 

 

 

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Ziilel #1
Chapter 1: ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Aryetty #2
The feelings in this story... just woahh! I love your writing style btw. The story is amazing!!!
NakaharaAi #3
Chapter 1: Aaaaaaaa i love this ;;;;
Swaeg93
#4
Chapter 1: I always loved angsty fics like this
GOSH. WHY IS IT RAINING IN MY EYES.
It was beautiful authornim, good job~
Rosa812 #5
I was so afraid of that they wouldn't end up together... thanks God that it didn't happen...
The way you descrived Jimin's personality is so precious. This boy is deserved to love & be loved!! ❤️
Please write more Yoonmin!!
redeuvelvet #6
Chapter 1: "That's all I've wanted to hear my whole life, hyung."
Me: DIES
And Yoongi can breathe again.
Me: DIES FOR THE SECOND TIME
It might be because I feel yoongi's mindset on a spiritual level, and I ended up imagining myself getting my own version of park jimin:(
weexolove
#7
Chapter 1: OH MY GOD THE FEELS THIS IS AMAZING! :') good job authornim!! ^^
beck100 #8
Chapter 1: i always come back to this fic, always. and whenever i read "please don't lead me on" and "why would you waste your time on me?" my heart becomes a whole and breaks again