Jaejoong stared at the sky 'Why you did this to me, Yunho-ah... When I'm started fall into you... You left me... You in leavin me... I knew I'm have hurt you... But... Can't you stay until I'm discover my feelin?'

"Your highness" a soft voice called him

"Wat!?" he screamed made the pretty servant scared

"H-his majesty wanna meet you, your highness" she said

"Father? Why?"

"I don't know your highness, his majesty didn't told me" the servant bow then left after Jaejoong gived signal to leave. Bit he know, something gonna happen today, but wat was it?

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Jaejoong drop the book in his hand as he heard words that he wished he won't hear anymore… Words that give him so much pain 'Yunho gone' "he's not gone, he's still alive" he muttered like mantra [Since, when you being witch?      JJ:Don't tell me you don't in understand wat you in wrote?     Me:Can't you in shut up and go away, forever uke in Yunjae      JJ:Y-you!]

"Your highness" Yoochun called him "He's just a servant…" he felt pity for this Crown Prince, Jaejoong may look bad but he have nice heart that people don't know. Jaejoong just bit slow bout his own feelin and seem like arrogant kind of person but there are still kindness inside his heart. If not bcauz him, he won't able to stepped in this palace anymore.

"Y-you don't understand Yoochun-ah…. I'm love him… I'm have hurt him… For year, I'm findin him… I want ask for apologize… But now… He's gone… I..I…"

Tears started fall from the doe eyes. The tears that he thought already gone so long from  the eyes. Yoochun lost words looked at Jaejoong, never in his life saw Crown Prince cryin not since he lost his mother when he was four. Well... That time he was just a kid, which kid won't cry right?

[JJ:I'm look like him *point to YC* crybaby     Me:Suited you, you guys like twins after all but Yoochun handsome than you       JJ:YAh! You say somethin! *tell YC*      YC:thanks..?]

Seein him right now, he doubted he should tell Jaejoong or not bout wat he heard at King's room about 2 months ago. He don't want make this more difficult but Jaejoong have right to know "Your highness… I don't know i should say this or not… But I'm think you should know"

"Wat the hell, you wanna talkin bout now? Can't you in see I'm in sad"

"Your highness, i'm well awared that but this bout his majesty. He the one who planned this all… He the one who paid those assassin to kill Yunho. His majesty would kill me if he know I'm tellin you this… But I think you served to know, your highness"

Jaejoong's head jerk up, he lookin at Yoochun with most sadness and scarin face that Yoochun swore he never see before. Jaejoong didn't know wat he supposed to feel, he feel like he want to kill Yoochun. As most he feel he wanna kill Yoochun right away, he control his feelin as he thanked him for tellin him "W-wat you mean by that, Yoochun?"

"I… I'm heard his majesty talked hout this bout 2 months ago… He really hate the fact that you lovin a guy, so he asked his people to find Yunho before you did" he fight with stuttered. The prince's reaction now not somethin he could played with

Jaejoong slammed his hand on the wood table, breaked it up [Stop show up] "S-so! You know this for that in long!? If you told me early-! Yunho could be saved!"

He bow down, afraid with the prince's anger. Jaejoong may look bad, but he not someone who easily getting angry. Jaejoong always can control his angry "Forgive me, my prince. His majesty threatened me to kill me along with my family. I'm still loves my family . I can't let them die of somethin have nothin to do with me. But I'm sorry, I shouldn't have"

"Pleaz just leave me, alone" Jaejoong said softly as he hold his angry. Tears won't stop falling from his eyes

Yoochun bow again before went out from the room leavin Jaejoong. He still doubt himself that he did the right thin or not as he stood front the door

"how was he?" a soft and angelic voice asked [YH:Seem like I know him    Me:Yes, you are     YH:Really? Who? *excited*       Me:If I wanna tell at first place, I would wrote the name      YH:Mysterious?     Me:Seem so]

Yoochun bow to him, suprised little with his sudden appeared before of him. He smiled bitter to the man "He seem suprised to accept it. Didn't I do the right think? I mean, if he didn't know isn't it better?"

"It's made you selfish then, keep a true than Jaejoong need know. Just give him time. When time passes, I'm sure he will accept it"

"Wat if he won't?" Yoochun asked but the other guy just keep quiet  "I'm hate seein him like  this… he's always be stron if he let his feelin out that mean he's really…." along with the words, warm tears fall from his eyes

"Not everythin we could help, Yoochun-ah. He need to face this himself. I have done my best and this all my limit" as he hug the cryin guy in his embrace

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"Wat we're gonna to do now, your highness?" the fine young minister asked the handsome prince

"I wanna brin Changmin back here, to the place he suppose to stay and grown up" Junsu said calmly even he still doubted with wat written. Will he able to change if before too late

"B-but how suppose? I mean, you can't brin him here as Crown Prince's son"

"Yeah, but I can say he's my son. He's the next King. Even people can't accept that, that still wat gonna happen" he massaged his forehead as he thinkin how reaction he will get. Many might cannot accept Changmin. It might not the best way, but it only way to make Changmin close to Jaejoong

"Yout highness… Why would you do this? I mean, he's just illegitimate son.. He's not the one who suppose to be. We all know, just illegal son could be Crown Prince"

"I'm… You don't know Yunho…. He's not ordinary person…He.. I'm know wat to do, everythin will be alright. It's not like I'm doin this for my country, I'm doin this becauz this is wat written" learned frown from the minister

"Wat suppose- wait! You still can look the future that such thin?" Junsu nodded

"Truly, I don't want do this either. But I can't stop the fate, it's better make all of this more easy. Wat gonna happen, they've will decide it. Wat written not everythin happen… Just basics ones, the rests they who create the real one"

They looked at each other in silent

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As times passed, Changmin stayed at the palace under Junsu's order. Many people dislike him since he was only illegitimate son. Why would a illegitimate son bein a prince. That in nonsense! But no-one could fighted second prince. But there also many who liked his sincere and innocently. Changmin walked around the beautiful garden alone. Since, he ran away from the guards who guarded him [Poor them *pat their head*    CM:Well… I'm kind of feel sorry…     Me:Then why you did that at the first place?    CM:It was the script    Me:….]

He hurry hidden behind the wall when he saw the King, Kim Jaejoong starin blankly at the scenery followed guards behind him. A frown appeared on the little cutie's lips. He wonder why Jaejoong hated him alot? What did he did? Even to look at him, he don't want

"Young prince" Yoochun called from behind made him jerk up

He pouted, turn around saw Yoochun smiled to him "Uncle~~ wae~~?" he whined cause he disturbed starin at the King. He still wondered why he loves starin the King? Unknown reason? Maybe some heart connection?

"Wat you doin here, your highness?" Yoochun asked softly

"His Majesty… Why he hated me so much? I wonder wat did I did? I'm that bad?" he didn't answer it instead asked innocently. Yoochun have no other choice since Changmin hates people force him do wat he don't want

"You did nothin wron, my prince. You're always nice and kind. Just his majesty tired, bein a king not easy task, my prince"

"Humps! Don't lie me, I'm not that stupid. How much he tired for can't even look at his nephew. I'm not ugly." he crossed his arms, poutin but it somehow made Yoochun smile, Changmin has the arrogance feel but mix with cuteness [he still kid, of course kids cute, right? Well, a grown up n tall kid… like nonsense doesn't am?      CM:So, I'm not cute?      Me:Who say you don't?      CM:*confuse*]

"Well, don't know" in end he just blurted off, learned frown from poutin young prince made him smile at adorable prince

"My prince, i'm would like to askin you if his majesty more than a uncle to you, will you hate him if he's the reason of your mother's dead" Yoochun asked even he taken back to ask such kind of question to teenage

"Why? His majesty is the reason? And more than uncle… as if?"

"No, my prince. Of course he nothin to do with that" he lied, for sake the innocent and smart mind " Um.. As if a brother or father, maybe my prince" [I think I'm wrote mistakenly, it should be evil than innocent * got pinched by Changmin* CM: Don't you dare    Me:Do I look like I'm care *stick tongue*     CM:Aish!     Me: *whisper* He didn't hurted me though so no change! *smiles dreamin*]

"Don't know, maybe. Well.. I'm never meet mother but Daddy always say mother is verrrrrrrrrrry nice and pretty person. If he is, I could hate him cause of him, I'm couldn't meet and be teach by such nice real mother" [CM: Aish, I'm sounded like stupid kid      Me:It's cute though, i'm loves it      CM:…..*blush*]

Yoochun smiled, still he coudn't denied Changmin also Jaejoong's son. How he wished Changmin could be more like Yunho, forgived anyone sincerely than Jaejoong, always have guts at people [even with unknown reason *got hitted by JJ* JJ:Welcome?      Me:it's hurt, bastard *punch Jaejoong*      JJ:].

He hated to think wat will happen he Changmin know the true in future. Will he accept it or……? It will be like wat written. History repent itself… Wat is that only God know and forever Him know, but it might change. But the might too little to change it if follow wat Junsu saw. If that will happen, how he wished time move slowly that it supposed to

"You wish to meet your mother that much, aren't you my prince?"

"Of course! Who doesn't want, I'm nver got mother love and I knew I will never get it" Tears tricked to get out from his eyes "Why me? Why it's me!? I hate it! Everyone have mother to tell their days! But I has no-one… Daddy busy with his work, Mommy doesn't love me… My brothers…. They too little.."  [CM:God, I'm crying? It so….     Me:Adorable      CM:Ne?]

"I'm sorry, my prince. I'm shouldn't say that" Yoochun apologized as he wiped the tears. Chnagmin nodded, hugging Yoochun.

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Jaejoong look Changmin and Yoochun. Feel hurt as he looked the tears fall from the eyes. It unknown feeling, he feel like he wanted protect him. A deep feeling, a feelin that born from inner heart but wat was it? [CM:Wat was it?    Me:I think I didn't wrote the main point right?      CM:No      Me:Then, don't ask]

It's not like he loves him and want him but more like he want to protect him from anythin and gived him the best life ever. Truly is, he never hated Changmin perhaps he loved him but he remind him too much to Yunho. And he hated the facts so much. But he never admit it, and he don't want to. Why would he want protect someone who remind him to most painful memories ever. So, he showed everyone he never approved the presence Changmin in this kingdom. But with Junsu here… But it was all excuses

Junsu actually have right more than him to this crown place. Not him who serve to be king but Junsu. Even he just a prince, he can do anythin  he want like a ruler just because he respected his brother as King so he took step down from his freedom. [it's should be Junsu be King, doesn't it? *think pose*     JJ:Don't you dare,      Me:Can't you in shut up, Kim Bastard]

Jaejoong thankful for that, actually he don't understand Junsu. Junsu somehow seem hate him but other side he always protect him.Junsu the one who threated anyone to not tell bout his relationship with Yunho but it can't be secret forever. For God know, they always protected each other. Bond that either both of them ever talkin bout

Yunho…..

It has been 16 years since last time he saw Yunho. Only God know how much he missed Yunho. How much he wished to time turn back, so he could meet Yunho again. Embraces him again, hugs him, kiss him, tellin him how much he loves him. But it all impossible, Yunho gone. He'll never return again. Yunho only light in his life, without him his world seem dark as the night. But somehow he could alive until now cause of the young prince. He gave him pain but at same time he gave him hope to alive. Just for God's sake he really wanna know wat the hell the feeling

"I miss you…" soft voice with full of pure love escaped from his lips after long time as sadness nver leave the doe eyes

[It's lame doesn't it? Sorry for that, it's seem like I'm repeats same things *bows*    JJ:Why the I'm seem that in weak    Me:Just shut up, and follow the script or I change you with HyungJoongie    JJ:Don't you dare,     Me:Try me]

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Junsu smiled himself as he looked 'scenery' outside from his room's window.

"It's seem God gave them a chance" he mumbled "Hope he didn't waste it for nothin. Gold chance not easy to gived"

"It is? Are you sure, Junsu?" asked a shadow behind him
[YC:Shadow? Who is that?        Me:Doesnt I'm sound like I'm wanna tell his name now?         YC:B-but he will flirt with my Junnie~! *whines*       Me:He won't, just shut up       YC:But he will~~!!        Me:Shut up, Park]

Junsu smiled eventhough he doubt himself "Don't know, but nothin can fight humans own action. Doesn't it? Don't you know better than me?"

"God is"

"So, you want asked him instead doin it in your own?"

Little bit the shadow smiles but sadness still can saw in his eyes. The lonely that no-one can figured. Someone close to them but so far away

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That is! Do you want NG scenes? If you want, I'm put it in next chapter. If you don't want, okey. Done is done
I'm sorry, it too short and fast is it plus with wat-the-hell reaction right? I know i not good bad in writing. I'm really need speed it up and dont really got idea, the real story not even start yet and I haven't have idea how Jae meet Yunnie later *sigh* plus with it's just few scenes...
Oh ya, Yunho's Dead. How? Flasback time later~! or might not....

Wat I'm saying? Thank you for readin *bows*

PS: I'm know nothin bOut history [I got C last time], but it's don't seem need. Since it's just how Jaejoong can't let go his love. But it's all mess