All Of The Stars

Description

 

"You are still here."

He knew he could never let go, but those arms that returned his embrace retreated and left him. They were no longer strong enough to hold him back. And now all he ever does was to shed more tears for something he could no longer grasp. 

 


 

Title: All Of The Stars
Pairing: SeBaek
Genre: Angst
Word Count: 5,986 words

 

Partly inspired by Ed Sheran's All Of The Stars.
Mostly inspired by Ijai. Pup, thank you lots. 

 

Foreword

“You’re as beautiful as them,” And Baekhyun smiled because he could feel the honesty that laced Sehun’s voice. Sehun dared himself to look, to glance at the boy in his arms and when he did, his breathing shook and his chest ached. “And I wish I won’t have to stop looking at you.”

 


All I have to say is that I'm sorry.

And poster credit goes to my sister DamnedSyukrina (even though she's annoying af on our RP lmao). THANKS.

theperfnerd
It's sadder if you listen to that piano piece I was listening to when I wrote this. but if you shed a tear or two, I'd be satisfied. [is cruel in a way]

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Trshapscl
#1
Chapter 1: It's 3am and I'm still ing crying right now. Omyghad this is tear-jerking and heart wrenching story. I think i just died also before Baekhyun does. Geez i hate crying but then again it feels so good but this story is soooooo painful. I can't help myself but to cry
SEHUN494
#2
Chapter 1: I was a crying mess whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy why on the earth noooooo noooooooooooo no no noooooo just NO beak you can't leave
_yeoreumiyu
#3
Chapter 1: Dae...bak! Even though I'm reading this with a songs that won't fit in the story ><
yehet_pcy #4
brb crying
of course you just had to turn one of the most romantic sebaek fics ive ever read into angsty character death thanks a lOT UGH
i cant omfg like when at first i couldnt understand why baek was suddenly so needy when he wasnt ready bUT THEN SAYING HE DOESNT HAVE ALL THE TIME UGH im just happy that they made love when baek was sure he was ready and that they wont be having any regrets not expressing the love they have for each other in the best way
when sehun stayed up trying to look for cures or ways to make baek better but there just wasnt anything....
when baekhyun started slipping away right in sehun's arms i just lost it.... i feel like a part of me just died along with baek and sehun'S HEART HERE I CANT EVEN FORM A COHERENT COMMENT NOW UGH
now all those photographs just make me feel really sad because theyll always be beautiful the way baekhyun was, and theyll always be there the way baekhyun wont be.
ugh
im sorry i really cant form words forgive this comment. u made me feel
thanks for writing and sharing

ps that part where baek said the stars were beautiful and he wishes he could look at them for longer aND WHEN SEHUN SAID HES JUST AS BEAUTIFUL AND HE WISHES HE DOESNT HAVE TO STOP LOOKING AT HIM IM JUST..... get away from me theperfnerd im so hurt go awei
carpesoo
#5
Chapter 1: Omg.. I am broken.. Are you happy, Mada? ARE YOU? Why would you do this to them.. And to me? TT_TT YOU HAVE BROKEN ME AND MY POOR POOR HEARTEU. -sobs- Their love man.. Their freaking love.. Ugh.. Sebaek feels..

Oh and side note.. This reminds me of my dead Baek fic.. Lol..

But seriously.. This was amazing and so so so so beautifully written, Mada. Hdu?
taebi_
#6
Chapter 1: HEY YO SKYE IS IN THE HOUSE. (if you rmb me otl)


The reason why I preferred reading angst over fluff for pairings because the amount of feels I will have is unexplainable. Do I even make any sense?

I knew that either Sehun or Baekhyun would die in this story, but when I reached the ending I can't help but feel that Baek shouldn't die. Like no way; what would happen to Sehun if he dies?! But...life is like this, huh?

The first angst story I read from all your oneshot series, and I will read the others soon, too. Tell me how am I going to contain my overflowing angat feels, huh?!
BaekYeolxKaiSoo
#7
Chapter 1: Give this author a bag of feels~~ XD another one of your SeBaek angst stories again make s cry >O< I cant control my feels~~ (even though I support HunHan and ChanBaek more XD) but still ughh...... my bias wrecker and my bias is the lead cant say no lol :D so still another AWESOME fic and you too author-nim <3 <3 <3 ~~
ILurvGummySmiles #8
Chapter 1: It was so beautiful...
And your still the best Sebaekian author authornim!~
*lots of tears to you*
Jst kidding..hehe
bdz357998 #9
Chapter 1: Omg T.T it feels like someone jumped on my heart... my feels T T you always write the best sebaek T.T it was amazing!!!