HYUKJAE POV>>>

 

I was really upset today since I had a fight again with that fish seriously why is he so mad at me I was really surprised that he was the one that took care of me last night

 

And even if my eyes was blurred I knew it was him who sponge bath me since I had a fever last night it was really awkward for me that a guy took care of me, because it was the very first time a guy really do that for me

 

So for me not to be awkward I try to act jerk again since I know he knew me like that but it ends in a more complicated things Kangin hyung really call me this morning telling that the class was still suspended

 

And since this fish was really mad that when I try to say him the news he didn’t give me the chance to talk to him

 

And the result now he more upset with me because he thought I will never intend to tell him about the school

 

Then

 

“I REALLY HATE YOU STUPID MONKEY YOUR REALLY PAINED IN THE ….GO TO HELL IDIOT!” he shout I was really surprised at what he said

 

He was really and at me and he looked like he was going to kill me or strangle me to death because despite of what I did I sounded like I enjoy teasing him so the result he shout at me and even slam his door like it

 

We fought and in the end I just give up and close door behind him which is very impolite since this is their house! 

 

I just stay in my room and never get out since we will met again and I don’t want things more intense between us

 

Until Kangin and the rest of his friends came in Donghae’s house and since I know it will be more awkward for both of us so I decided to go out so they can have fun specially that fish

 

I came home late and Kangin Hyung and the rest was on their way home when I saw them in Donghae’s gate

 

“oh Hyuk you’re here now, well I think I don’t have any reason now to stay my Nemo….i guess I need to go home too!” said Kangin Hyung

 

And I saw that the fish was so disappointed at what Hyung said

 

When we are alone in his house I know I should say something to him since I know I have fault too

 

“hmmm, hey about this morning I-I just……. Well you know what I really mean right!....so can we just forget it can we?” I said I know my sentence is kind of confusing, but I just cant say it I find very weird and awkward and I hate saying

 

“Sorry” honestly

 

 

 then

 

without a word he just stomped his feet and walk straight to his room and that really irritates me

 

“hey….you I’m talking to you, didn’t you  hear what I say! Why are you so stubborn and irrelevant I already done my part so that we can live peacefully in your house, but then why are you this mean to me, I don’t know what will I do for us to be okay” I said with anger on my tone I just really don’t understand why is he so stubborn and so hard to please!

 

“done? Are you sure you have done your part?, woah! And now you’re pointing at me that I’m stubborn, and mean to you?

 

Wow!..... Do you even know that word your saying?, How come I just thought that you only knew how to insult other and make others pissed off to you!” he said angrily

 

Woah that was so intense and its kind of offending and since I’m tired of this stupid argument so

 

“okay fine! Forget it if you don’t like me fine with me!” I said and walk way through my room and slam the door which accidentally happen

 

I stay in my room and fall asleep when I wake up it was past midnight and I know that the fish was sleeping now so I can go to the kitchen and filled my stomach with anything I can find in the fridge

 

When I step out in my room it was so quite then I felt weird and I heard footstep near the kitchen hearing that footstep I know this night will be long night for me and I must ready and do whatever it takes

 

Because danger are here again and hunt me I make myself not noticeable then when I heard voice shouting and looking for me

 

When I looked were the voices are I was stunned to see that those ing idiot was holding Hae in his neck

But what scares me when I see Hae looked so scared while a gun was in his head and then I feel something weird in my heart

 

I couldn’t look at Hae because seeing him in that situation it was like I cant breath

 

And before something will happen to Hae I face that bunch of idiot gangster who are looking for their death because right now I can really kill them if something bad happen to the fish

 

“you bunch of idiot here I am so let him go before I kill you all” I said then all of them looked at me and then I saw Hae slowly falling in the ground

 

Which add fuel that ignite to kill this ing gangster

 

I don’t know what’s happening to me because I feel so anger and I really want to kill this people because the more I saw Hae unconsciously in the ground really makes me want to shred this pieces of sh*t that trespass in this house

 

Well then in just few minutes they are gone and I know steeping back again in this house will never cross again in their mind

 

I immediately carry Hae in the couch and see if he was injured because I swear if this fish had a scratch only I will hunt those people and send them to hell

 

Thankfully he was okay no bruises,

 

I carry him in his room luckily it was open I gently lay him in his bed and open his lampshade

 

He was peacefully sleeping and I cant help but touching his face he looked so fragile in this state that I don’t know what will happen if I came late

 

Then I was shocked when all of a sudden he wakes up and hug me

 

“Hyung….. hyung! H-help me! I’m scared! Don’t leave me!” he said while crying so hard in my shoulder and I feel he was really trembling even if I was hugging him right now!

 

 

“shhhhh….its okay…..they’re gone…..Hae…..dont worry!” I said while soothing his back which made him cry more

 

It was really weird because even if I’m hugging him I felt really warm that for the first time of my life I want to hug him more or even the sun comes up

 

I love the scent I was smelling he smell really good that I want to…….wait…… kiss him!

 

Oh no not that kiss I’m crazy!  And before I could really do horrible action I pushed him in his bed

 

“its okay now! Hae don’t worry I will stay here okay! So please stop cry okay!” I said calmly because another thing seeing him crying like this is also a punishment to me because I felt more hurt seeing him like that

 

Which is really; really weird why all of a sudden I feel all this weird thing towards Hae

 

Thankfully he was clam now and sleeping peacefully

 

And so I sleep in the floor I cant really leave him alone in this room because I don’t know if those people will have the guts to come back again

 

Even though sleeping in his room is quite hard i manage to fall asleep because I feel tired too fighting those stupid bandits

 

I don’t know what time is it because I woke up because I heard something and I know who it was I quickly get up and see him

 

I was shocked to see him trembling and his faces was sweating so much he covered all his body with his blanket

 

And when I touch his forehead

 

Damn it he was burning like hell

 

And what really scared me he was grasping for air that he was like he cant breath

 

“ what’s happening !”

 

I was panicking and I don’t know what to do so I call Kangin hyung and even Leeteuk Hyung because right now I was really scared that I might go crazy because seeing him like this was

 

Torture to me like hell.

 

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sorry late update hope you still read it^^