My name is Song Jieun. There is nothing different with my routines. I'm always doing the same activities every day. Sleeping, eating, studying, school, private this, privat that. It's really very boring.
I go to sleep because I'm sleepy. I eat so I'm still alive, or do not want to let my parents cry for me when I die. Will They? I went to school just so I would not be called unusual among the other children. I learned, private lessons this, private lessons that, so that I do not be stupid kid who will be underestimated by other children.
Actually I hate all my routines. Nothing interesting at all to live in this world. I hate everything. I even hate school and 'friends', I hate house and 'my parents'.
People who are pretentious close, they called it friends. My friends. I hate them. Person who are two-faced. They called it kind person. I hate them. Including myself. I am a two-faced. Hate me as much as you want, because I also hate myself.
I'm just someone who helps them do their school homework. Also working on their exam. Buy their lunch. Also bringing their stuffs when shopping.
I just a tool for my parents to get inheritance from grandparents. They married just for that. No other reason.
Tsck ..
What?
No. No. No. No.
Do not feel pity for me. I'm better hated by you than pitied.
A boy?
I never even thought about them. I've never loved a boy.
Hmm .. there is a transfer student who like me. He asked me to be his girlfriend. I rejected him. I think he's not a two-faced boy. So he did not fit with me. He's too stupid for liking me. I do not want to play him. I do not want to hurt him.
Hehhh .. I do not know the direction of my own life ...
For now, my life just flow like water. Do not worry too think hard about it.