Warning

There are some profanity in here just as a heads up :D

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I slowly approach him inside the cafe, as if he was some sort of god or something.

'Just tell him' I say to myself, 'It can't be that hard right?' 'What's the worst that could happen?'

I see him conversating with another male, it must be his friend, Yoo YoungJae, I always hated him though. Daehyun would do anything for him, what was so special about the anyway? He made Daehyun run around like a waiter at his command. Tsk, if I could I would've shown him a thing or two but Daehyun would surely hate me. I would never let that happen.

As I finally get enough courage to say a short 'hi' to him, Youngjae freaking ruins everything by telling me to leave. Saying that he's seen me stalk him. please why would I waste a second of my life on you?

"Why are you being such a stalker? Tsk, typical high-schoolers, always trying to flirt with me. Ya' know-"

I push him aside not wanted to listen to him a minute longer, "Shutup Youngjae know ones even cares." I was a bit rude but who cares? I bet not even Daehyun would've wanted to hear that.

"Hey, uh.... Daehyun...." I said nervously, "Can I ask you a question?"

"You just did." He said in an anoyyed voice,

"What?" I said, confused.

"I said you just did . It's actually sad how much you obsess over me, can you just leave me alone. Don't you have some homework to do or something?" He spoke, taking Youngjae's arm leading him out the cafe. 'Go get a life'

I was shocked at his response....why?

I thought he was different...... I thought

I take a seat at the chair next to the window, staring at Daehyun shouting at Youngjae.

I thought he was kinder and more understood my feelings, but no. He's just another adult who think i'm crazy.

I wish I could change him, I hope I can change him....

I just forget everything, I could already feel myself breaking down for him, for his mind games.

I wipe away a single tear and exit the cafe, thinking to myself, 'I hate you, but why can't I hate you?''

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