Run
CATastropheI immediately ran outside our house, crying.
This can’t be! I remembered the good things I’ve done; I’ve helped others, gave them courage to live, to continue living, to not give up on the trials in their lives but now, what’s happening?
I thought that facing problems would be easy if you’re with Him, if you have faith in Him. That’s what I thought but after what happened, it became difficult. It’s not easy. It would never be easy.
I suddenly stopped when I heard loud screech of car behind me. I turned my gaze there but I could not see the whole thing. I wiped my tears off my face using the back of my palm, and there, I saw a cat being hit by the car, lifeless, just like what I saw earlier. My mom lying on the floor, like the innocent cat, lifeless.
I continued running until I reached the end of the cliff, I sat on one of the big rocks there. I buried my face in my knees and bursted out a loud mourn.
How would I survive if I don’t have someone who will guide me? A scene suddenly popped in my mind, my Mom, smiling. She told me before that every problems have their own solutions, but if there’s a solution in my problem, would her life be spared?
No! Sorry, Mom, I want to be with you. I’ve no one to hold on here.
I stood up and looked up to the sky for me to avoid my tears from falling. I closed my eyes, it didn’t help and it didn’t stop my tears.
I took some steps closer to the end of the cliff.
I hope that I can now be with my Mom. I closed my eyes before jumping.
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