I remember it very clearly.....it was a cold december night....

Kris was visiting me today! No matter how much I can't see him but at least I can feel him and know he's here....I feel safe just by that aura...

"~~~~~~? Can I come in?" I smiled and sat up 

"Of course oppa" I smiled when I felt his aura around me protecting me from all harm....

"Oppa...I might be able to see again!" He grabbed my hands as I snuggled closer to him even though he was sitting on a chair

"That's good! You might be able to see my handsome face again" I hit his chest as he pretened to be in pain

"Stop having to much confidence! That's bad!" I felt him smling

"Neh ahjumma" I frowned

"Ahjumma aniya!!!" I hit him once more

"Arraso" We chatted a little more before the nurse came in

"Ms.Park you have to get ready for your surgery" I nodded as Kris stood up and walk out

"I'll see you after you finish! Fighting" He put his fist up and I also did mine

"Nice boyfriend you have there Ms.Park" I smiled at the nurse

"I know....sweet and kind....wouldn't it be hard to find another one in the future?" I felt her nodding

"True"

I waited......and waited.....and waited.....A heavy feeling was in my chest even though I'm still unconcious

"Yeobo! She's waking up!" I opened my eyes to see my mom and dad crying....I though it was because they knew the surgery was a success

"Can you see us?" Appa asked

"Of course!!!.....but appa....Where's kris?" I saw Mrs.Wu came in 

"~~~~~.......Kris...He..." I couldn't believe my ears at the last word....he couldn't I just talked to him before the surgery!!! How can this be?!?!?

"Aniyo! This can't be! Kris.....He can't..." Mrs.Wu pulled me into a comforting hug.......we both lost the guy that we love the most in the world in one day

Kris died cause of an car accident....

He tried to buy my favorite flowers......

He wanted to celebrate with me......

But I can't celebrate with him anymore....

The flowers that were once blue are now covered in red...

Kris blood......

It was that time of the year again....but I wanted to move on this year.....Kris.....have left me 3 years ago.....it has been long and I want to bury this memory today.......I put down the blue flowers on his grave as I took a step back...

Kris...Can you hear me? I want to bury this memory along with you today.......I want to start anew.....But i will still visit you......I will still love you.....No matter who I marry......or have childrens with.....you will be the only one I love...

I felt the wind blowing knowing kris heard me I went out......and went to my car........

Today,December 30,The day you died,and the day I will be reborn......I'm burrying this love you and I once shared....along with

The Sad Memories

As I was listening to K.R.Y-Lets not......for a lot of times....I poured all my feelings here so I hope you guys like it and tell me what you think!!