Hayfoditamobia

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Hayfoditamobia - fear of letting go*

" It's painful to say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go, but it's more painful to ask someone to stay, when you knew that they need to walk away."

Foreword

 

Beyond the atmosphere, there are  lot of things we've never know. We may always see things as what they are, but never think deeply what they really is.

Oh Sehun, the guy who hide himself under the depth of his emotion away from the girl and his best friend (Lu Han) that he love the most. He placed his heart under lock and key. To take some time, and take care of himself.

 

One day, he turned around and found that mysterious beautiful girl standing infront of him who came out from nowhere, trying to change what he used to be. He is irritated at first but as time passed by, he will find out something and unravel the truth behind that mysterious girl that he met.

 

"I'm sorry, Sehun-ah~ Sometimes, people are meant to fall inlove, but are not meant to be together. I hope you'll have a great life. You'll always be in my heart."

 

"It's okay, because I need to let you go a long time ago. You should free yourself too. I know, I will. Part of me will always love you too." 


Characters

Oh Sehun

Oh Sehun


Park Yun Seon

Park Yun Seon (OC)

"Yun" means Melody

"Seon" means Gift


 

PROLOGUE

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Old Dance Studio

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The door creaked as it slowly opened.

"Anybody here?" My voice called out. I peeked through the small opening of the door then came in as soon as I saw that no one else was there. Hearing nothing from the room means only one thing for me: Peace. A sudden curved of thin smile formed to my lips as I put down my bag at the cold floor and slowly plugged in my earphones as I started to practice my dance moves.

By the way, my name is Oh Sehun, 17 years of age. Junior transferee student here at School of Performing Arts Seoul, I don't like talking about my personal life but I will tell you some. I have my bestfriend back there in my former school, Luhan is his name. I love him as my brother, but we fell inlove to the same girl.

However, to this point, I don't really care if the girl likes me or not. I know the word love is a big word, but at this point I'm not crushing any longer. I think about her everyday... I would say I love her, but I know how many peers of me think that Luhan and that girl is really a very perfect couple. I tried forgetting my feelings for over months now but I haven't felt this way before. It's so strong.

I really want to confess, to express my feelings to her. It doesn't matter to me if she doesn't love me back. I know it'll break my heart when she tells me that she doesn't love me in that way, but I want to know where I stand from her point of view. It's been irritating me, since she is so unclear and I don't know what going through her mind. If I know what I am to her, I might focus and concentrate better on my studies as well...

So yeah, I'm at the point of confessing my love. But there's just another problem. Which is... due to some circumstances I can't be with that girl. The day before I confess to her, Luhan officially announced that they already have a relationship more than just a friend. That day made my heart shatter into pieces.

My first heartbreak that isn't as loud as a bomb exploding. It can be as quiet as a feather falling. And the most painful thing is no one hears it except me. It's the day I changed and start constructing my own walls away from them. So that's why I'm here in this school full of other people who dreamt the same dream I have.

Anyway, I really hate girls who always following me but I'm used to it. I hate girls. I hate them. I hate how they squeal. I hate how they scream. I hate how they act. I hate everything about them.

I was panting heavily that I decided to take a break. I walked to a seat, on the corner of the dance room beside the window. I sat on it and it didn't take a long time for me to realize that someone's looking at me outside the glass window, which is in the music room. It's really irritating. I reluctantly glanced meters away from me and there was a girl...a good looking one, staring at me. I gave her a cold stare and looked away.

'What a creepy girl huh?' I mumbled under my breath with a scoff.

 

 

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Disclaimer:

I originally owned the storyline but I do not own any of the idols mentioned in this story unless stated.

Whatever that is written in the story is NOT a representation of them and I am not responsible in ensuring that they are being properly represented or portrayed like how they act in real life.

I'm not forcing you to read this and believe that this how they behave in real life. This is just a fictional story revolving around a fictional situation. Your conceptual idea of them is purely your business and has nothing to do with me.

Whatever that is written in this story is not an accurate representation of my personal belief system and morals. This is written solely for the purpose of entertainment. Any resemblance to anybody living or dead is purely coincidental unless mentioned.

 

 

Thank you to The Devil's Army ( A review shop )

and especially to Serena (HTNEVER) 

 

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I'll revise some parts of the story. Need to clean some stuffs. :)

Thank you everyone. <3

 

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A/N: This is my second fanfic ever~ OMG. Sehun as the main character is..... Asdfghjkl. X) He's my bias list wrecker, but I really love him. But I love Yixing more. Lol . I love all of them. XD Please subscribe to my Story *u* haha. Btw, This story is not all about Love Triangle -,,-  uhm~ you'll find out soon. :))) Enjoy <3

 

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Done Editing the Chapter 1. I'll just re-edit the Chapter one at a time. :3 lol

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Rachael_exostan #1
Chapter 12: Uwooooow.....
animizer123
#2
Chapter 12: AHHHHHHH!!!! My heart is pounding so fast!! WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO MY OPPAS!! hehehe ^^
universehun
#3
Yaaah who's the girl your poster?
animizer123
#4
Chapter 9: This is so scaryyyyyy but cooool
Yehettio
#5
Chapter 9: Nice update! :DDD jiayous for the next chapter! :)
hoesmad
#6
Chapter 9: So she's a ghost right?
I knew it!
And Kris seems suspicious to me... idk why
Yehettio
#7
Chapter 7: Take care of yourself! And nice update! ;D
CNSD999 #8
Who's the girl on your cover? I see her everywhere.