Dear Cho Kyuhyun
Description
Well, actually this is my first story. I just want to try to post something here and I found myself write this story. I have no prepare for this story, so I'm so sorry if this is failed..
It's Sungmin's letter for Kyuhyun that written when Sungmin misses Kyuhyun. Oh, there's Sungmin's confession too..
Foreword
Dear Cho Kyuhyun...
It's been a week we haven't met. Damn, I miss you. You know that, right? I really hate when we should be separated like this. I really hate separate's activities like this. Damn, why you should get in Suju_KRY and I'm not? I hope this group was never formed. Suju-SKY sound really better, right? And so I can keep with you. Lee Soo Man ahjushi really not choose me at the first time.
Well, Cho ... I know I sound weird. But I'm always crazy when I'm misses you. You are my favorite dongsaeng, roommate whom I love the most. Thanks for going there beside me, accept me.
Cho, do you know my feelings for you? I've just said that we were friends. But actually, I like you very much. I love you Kyu. You're always in my heart.
You know how upset I'm, when you close with another member? I think I could kill them just because they're with you. I have always struggled to hold my feelings so I don't do stupid things when I saw you with another member. Do you notice that, kyu?
Do you know how much I hate Zhoi mi? During the Suju-M promotion you are always with him and ignore me. You leave me with Henry who really like a child. You know I hate it, didn't you? Why all you do is nothing? Do you hate me? You know my chinese is not good but you're not beside me to teach me. You know how upset I'm? You know it's scary for me to stand up there in the stage while I can't understand what they were talking about.
You always nice when we are in Korea, but cold when we are in Taiwan or another country that have Zhou Mi with us. Are you..are you like him?
I know it sounds crazy. But I just want to be honest with my own feelings. I couldn't stand it anymore. Maybe I really misses you then my madness increase, I don't know.
I just want you to know my feelings, Kyu. That I love you. Lemme repeate it, I LOVE YOU. I ing love you, for god's sake. It doesn't matter if you like Zhou Mi, I'll support you even if my heart hurt. But I'd be happy to see you happy. I know I sound pathetic, but that's I'm. I'm pathetic.
Should I end this letter here? You're not going to hate me, right? I really can't if you hate me. Don't hate me, I was hurt enough.
This feeling is really killing me. The reason I survived because I knew if I die I can't see you anymore and I don't want that.
Coming home faster, Kyu. Hyung misses you.
Sincerely, Lee Sungmin.
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