Yoonri never felt like this before. Never that this thoughts cross her mind. She was a happy growing girl until that one faithful incident happened. She was treated fair but poorly. She get abused mentally almost everyday. She didn't get any hit physically. But mentally, she's dead. She had enough of the scolding, the hurtful words, the insulting. As if her family hadn't killed her much, there comes the work and the studying. Its not helping that she have a boyfriend. She gets treated like she has no feelings. It all started when her father cheated. Continuation with a divorce and a devastated mother with hopeless siblings. She understood that her mother is sad. But torturing her feelings wasn't an option. She has two brothers that still living with the family. They're both are hopeless grown ups. The world demand her everything. She felt a pain stung in her heart when she sees her mother interact with the boys. They ignored her. But never once her mother talk the same way with her. Her boyfriend was just adding her courage to end all this. Just, Yoonri wanted to know what everyone feel when there's no her. Will they feel happy? Will they cry?. She had enough of the ugly scars on her wrists. Heck she even forgot how clean wrists is like. No one knew about her bad habits. But that's just how she escape from the reality. She had no tears to spilled so she began something new. But this time, she had enough.

"Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will rip my skin apart"

                                                 "It gets better"
                                                        when?
                                                                                          "It'll be okay"
                                                                                               .. no it won't
                                                  "I'm here for you"
                                                        bull.
                                                                                         "Its okay"
                                                                                              no its not..