'' Well...  Glad you guys could make it. I bet you guys were volleyball palyers before. '' She smiled at us and we just smiled back 

'' Cuts are made today and the ones that make it will be posted on the front door of the girl's locker rooms 

'' Well lets get started girls. '' She smiled 

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'' OH MY GOD Jiyeon you were great. You're like the best one here. '' Hyomin said as she widened you eyes 

I'd admit i was good but i LOST MY TOUCH. I use to be great but I lost it 

'' I think I'm okay. '' I said 

'' Okay?! You did Great! '' IU said 

'' Yeah you and IU both were amazing. You just are deffinatly gonna be starters. '' She said and  smiled 

'' You're possibly better than Naeun... '' Hyomin said and I lightly sighed. 

I seriously didn't want to be on her hit list anymore. 

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I took the bus home and right away, i felt my legs trembling. 

It was in pain now. It was so sore that tears were actually gonna flow down my eyes 

I walked inside of the house to see no one there 

L was probabaly still at Basketball practice 

I quickly went upstairs and took the longest bath of my life 

I felt like I could stay in there forever and drown into a deep sleep until I die

There were times where I woud dream about my parents

The ones that left me because they didn't want me anymore but when I grew up, I soon realized that they did it not because they wanted to, but because they needed to

I was a burden to them. I was an extra plate on the table that they needed to work an extra job just to take care of me 

Whatever I did, brought them pain. Even if they did show it, I could feel it 

I finally wrapped the towel around my body and wiped away the fog on the glass mirror 

'' Smile Jiyeonah. '' I said and then a smiled formed on my face 

When I smile, I felt better 

There was not a day from now on that I don't smile 

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I walked down stairs to see L drink a cup of hot tea as he looked through his DSLR camera 

'' Saw you during Volleyball today. You might just be better than Naeun. '' He said and I smiled 

'' Take it easy. Doesn't mean I like you kid. '' He said and I glared 

'' I DON'T LIKE YOU! UGH! Not everyone likes you okay? There's nothing good about you to like! '' I threw a pillow at him and walked slowly down the stairs since my thighs were tensing up so much I felt like I was going to die 

'' Are you sore? '' He asked and I ignored him 

'' Hey. Don't ignore me. '' he said and I glared at him  

'' See how it feels like? . '' I glared at him and went over to see what he was doing 

He was looking at pictures of a girl's back 

She was leading him across the world in every picture 

'' That's so.... amazing. Wow. '' I said and he smiled 

'' It is.. but they're memories. Ones that I want to forget. '' He said 

'' Well Give me your camera. '' I said and he looked at me 

'' Ugh. '' i took it out of his hand and with a couple of clicks, I deleted all of the pictures 

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