Being an idol has always had its ups and downs. You are doing what you love, but you rarely get to see the ones you love. You meet some amazing people, but also meet people you wish you hadn't. You get to make a difference, or you accidentally cause a problem. 

I want to be more than just an idol. Luckily, the other members felt the same way. Now we are spending every Thursday volunteering. Seokjin and Hoseok have been helping out at an animal shelter. Taehyung and Jimin spend their time picking up trash in several different parks. Yoongi and Namjoon have been helping out at a soup kitchen. And I, Jeon Jungkook have been teaching an art class at one of the local kindergartens. 

It is a very enjoyable experience. The kids are wonderful and fun to be around. The parents are cooperative and encouraging. But...the teacher. When I first saw her, she took my breath away. Big brown eyes. Shoulder length, straight brown hair. Cutely dressed. And that smile....

It has been several years since my debut, but never have I seen a girl as gorgeous as her. The only problem here is that she doesn't seem to know the affect she has on me. She sees me as coworker. Not as an idol. Or even as a man. And I need to change that.