Naemi's POV

tick. tock. world seems stop revolving. well, i mean my world.

i don't know what happen with myself. i barely eat and sleep nowadays. when i see mirror, i feel like i'm a zombie. yes, deathly walking zombie

yea, sehun nags me a lot. he said that i'm not normal. walking skull, he said.

i feel like walking today. i keep walking because i tend to make up my mind. i don't mind the others. bumping a lot of times and get some scolding from strangers. i don't care, thou. i can't think straight, i guess. i can't live without Kyungsoo. my hearts beat with his presence. and now he's not going to stay beside me.

i keep walking........... till i see a speeding car. a light shine over my eyes but i can't think forward. it feels my body freeze. all i know that i've been pushed to the other side of the road.

3 seconds needed to realize that a car almost crashes in into me.

when i saw someone laying after the car. i feel like my world crashing.

It was Kyungsoo that push me. he push me to the other side of the road.

it was him..

then the car speeding again leave the scene.

"KYUNGSOO-AH!!!!!!!!!!!!" i cried so hard and ran to him. i hug him tightly

"babo. can't you please stop making me worried.." he said it weakly

"ottokhae... how... why... oh god what should i do? HELP PLEASE ANYBODY"

"can we stay in this position for a while?"

"oh my god kyungsoo-ah why? WHY  DO YOU HAVE TO SAVE ME?" i hug him more tight

after much struggle i can bring Kyungsoo to the nearest hospital.

doctor said to me that the crashed break his bone, but not too severe. the shocking news is his heart. doctor said to me that his heart is too weak, probably when he ran after me.

i feel like dying too Kyungsoo-ah. i don't know what to do. doctor said to me that his h