Chapter 1

Dear Notebook,

I really don’t know what to write here but I guess it’s compulsory since I promised my enemy...err, my darling, my beloved fiance to write in this. Ugh. That Fany, she has the wildest & weirdest idea in the universe, favor asking me to write my feelings a few days before our wedding day in this little notebook & exchange it with hers on our wedding night.

Oh, god. I can’t believe I’m doing this. I guess I love her so much, haha, Kim Jaejoong, being bullied by your future wife so soon, eh? But I think it’s good in some senses since it might be fun. I wonder what she wrote in hers. I just hope it’s not something funky about the way I proposed to her a few months ago. It would be something embarrassing to read.

I don’t even want to remember the way I proposed to her, not ever. Oh god, she was still laughing when I mentioned to her yesterday that I was so sorry that I proposed to her that way. Gosh, so much for my teenage romantic dream to propose to the person I love in a very romantic & passionate way. *Winch* & that’s to ,iss grinch, too. Argh, Jaejoong, you blew it but thank god Fany agreed to my proposal. Thank you god, thank you. Oh, dear god. I can’t believe I actually proposed to that miss grinch. How ironic. I thought that I hated her so much that I couldn’t even bear to see her