I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while he got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

Well, now I know why dating an idol is a no no.

Especially for a common people like me.

Because it .

Because the feeling of ‘never good enough for him always there'.

His best days will be some of my worst
He finally met a girl that's gonna put him first
While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no

It’s been 6 months since we’ve broke up.

And I just read the news that Onew SHINee is dating a noona from another girl band.

Yes, Onew SHINee.

Lee Jinki.

We were a lover for 2 years.

But everything changed when he’s so busy, more famous, girls chasing him.

He changed.

Maybe the fans didn’t notice that.

Because he only show it to me.

He's still being a lovely Jinki eventhough he changed.

And I still love him though.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
 

Well, maybe we’re not together again but we still contacted each other.

Simply because we used to be best friend. Then a lover.

Then back again into best friend.

Hell yeah, being back as a best friend is not that easy.

Especially when he’s not into me anymore.

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause he's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no

The day when we broke up, actually none of us crying.

Because we decided to back again as a best friend.

Okay, it’s his decision.

But I just get along with that.

Because I know what’ll be the best for both of us.

And I don't need to jealous over fangirls.