Because I Love You
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Because I Love You
I may regret leaving you but it’s because I love you
I can’t forget that I love only you but I need to erase you and my sadness
I can’t forget that I love only you but my love, goodbye
Memories always seemed crucial to everyone’s life. But what happens when you forget those memories? Kim Jong-in always had a missing piece in his puzzle. He couldn’t even figure out what the piece was. Everyone might say that he’s lucky he only lost a year of his memories. But why does his heart ache so hard to remember what had happened to him?
What was his seventeen year old-self like? Somehow, he wants to remember. He doesn’t know why a year of memories would matter so much to him, but somehow his heart would just lead its own way. His heart thumped every time he read his journal when he was seventeen. He wants to remember what it felt like to be in-love the first time. And he wants to remember what if felt-like to be in-love with this certain girl in his journals, this certain Bae Suji.
Foreword
Kim Jong-in || January 14, 1994
"I miss you but I can’t go close to you, I need to leave you now."
Kim Jong-in? Who wouldn't know him? He was perfect in everything he did. He danced well, sang well, drew well, and even when he walks, his perfection emerges from within. But why does it seem that there's still a missing piece in his life, will he find what this missing piece is?
Bae Suji || October 10, 1994
"I love you but I have to leave you, this is so hard."
Suji had always been considered as a Mystery to everyone. To everyone but Jong-in. But when she disappears right after the time that Jong-in loses his memories, who wouldn't get so curious with what happened to her?
L (Kim Myungsoo) || March 12, ----
"Humans. What a treacherous thing they are."
Other Important Characters:
"That's what friends are for."
This is for a certain someone.
I’m still writing about you,
I always will
“Because I could love you…” It was dark but I knew that tears were flowing from her eyes as she listens to me, “I am happy.”
“And because I could live in your memories, more and more…” she sobs into my arms louder this time, “Bae Suji, I am happy.”
Love as much as you as you want to whilst you are alive. Death is like that, you see. you see. You can’t go anywhere together. You can’t touch, and neither can you confess. So whilst you are alive, love as much as you can, go to places that you want to go, ask everything that you want to ask. If you love her, tell her again and again that you love her.
And that was the last time I inhaled Bae Suji’s summer scent.
That was the last time I held the fragile Bae Suji.
And for the very first time, I felt all the strings inside me broke.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the actors being used as the main roles in the story. But I do own their character story and being. I also do not own the songs being used in the story, and images, unless stated. Please do not copy this story without certain permission from the author. I surely did work hard, to make this.
And yes, this is inspired by a certain mini-drama, and other series that I have been watching, and other books that I've been reading.
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