" Hyukkie !! Can you pick me up" I called my beloved boyfriend.

It was already midnight and I didn't want to take a cab.

"You can take the cab right Hae" he said sleepily through the phone

"But, but it's dangerous !!" I whined

"I'm tired Hae, I can pay for the cab tomorrow okey" he said while yawning

" I don't wanna !! I want you to pick me up !!" I sob.

"Okey, okey I will pick you up, don't cry" He sigh

I can hear him getting up.

"Yay !! Love you Hyukkie" I said

" you need to repay me though" he said

"Okey, see you !!" I hanged up.

I was waiting more than an hour, I tried to call Hyukkie but he didn't answered,  when I was about to dial Hyukkie's number again, his mothe called me.

"Hello" I said

" Donghae-ah,  you need to come to hospital" she said, sobbing. 

My hands trembled.

"Why ?? Did something happen ??" I said tried not to stutter

"HyukJae, he, he got into an car accident" she cried more.

Hyukkie ... he got into an accident ... because of me ... 

I stood there frozen,  while my tears floe wetting my cheeks. 

"Donghae-ah,  Donghae-ah" she called me

" I will be there now" I hanged up and got a cab.

At the hospital

"Where is Hyukkie !!" I ran to the emergency room and asked HyukJae's mom

"He is still in the operation room" his mom said 

I stood there frozen.

My legs became jelly and I fell on the ground crying

"It's all my fault !! I should be the one in there !! Why must be Hyukkie !!" I cried on th