-At Hospital-

'Can we just go home? I'm fine now, i need to prepare for comeback too, i'm busy soojung-ah' i pout not wanting to see the doctor scared to know about my condition now, she cross her arm and put out her angry yet cute face 'no you're not okay, you're visiting the doctor' i just sit down let out a sigh and wait to be called, i then go under several tests and examination 'okay, Jung JunYoung-sshi, your result is out, i'm sorry but please be prepared' my world collapse with the doctor words, my eyes became a little teary, Krystal saw my expression and hold on my arm assuring everything would be fine, i just nod and let the doctor continue 'You should remember i've told you before that your blindness might return and it did happen, and permanent blindness are to come in the future if you are not going to take any action, the only way to cure is to do surgery, but this surgery is very risky, it's 50-50, at worst case, you would lost your sight' i let go another sigh and just nod, my world collapse completely ,i let out a tear not knowing what to do 'i will consider it, doctor, thank you for your time' i just say as i stand out go out of the room, Krystal follow behind, she take my hand to stop me 'You should accept the surgery, doctor here is very good, you can't drag anymore' 'Leave me alone Soojung-ah, i need some space' i get out of the hospital and drive my own car to a mountain to calm myself and think what to do, Krystal missed called my a few times, she then text me 

-Message from Krystal: call me anytime, i'll be there, everything will be alright.

i then call Krystal after i see the text 'soojung-ah, let's do it, but must not let sica know, i don't want her to worry about

me, she's busy now' 'arraso, i will take care of you on behalf of unnie then' 'oh' i just simply reply her and end the call

the operation is set 1 weeks from today. I then goes back to dorm and told everything to the members, they didn't say

anything but just hug me giving me their support  Krystal keep wanting to  accompany me to the next few check up

before the operation, i have not tell anything to Sica in the previous facetime with her, just saying i am totally fine

here. Beep Beep! 'Oppa, have you seen the news? it say we are dating underground despite you already dating unnie' i

quickly open the newspaper, it wrote [GENEST's member Laxus courted both Jung sisters, SNSD's Jessica an