-Your POV-

it've been like months,i keep avoiding sica noona,i have also stopped going to snsd dorm to clean up,i heard taecyeon and sica noona had arguement again,noona must have found out he is cheating on her again,well what can i do,she knew he cheated her twice,she still forgave him,i guess the same for the third time too

'Well Lax,i guess you can't avoid sica sunbae now,we are on the same plane to hongkong for SMTOWN world tour' Daeyoung hyung say,wondering if i have recovered from heartbroken 'it's ok,we'll meet sometimes anyway' i say as we go in the room in SME building waiting for a bus to fetch us all  to airport,we then board the bus,our face and group name is printed there,at the middle along with SNSD,i guess we have been famous to become the central of SME,other hyung sit together,Andrew sit with taemin sunbae,leaving me alone,Sica noona then come over to sit beside me 'hey,i come to apologize for not knowing your reason for not keeping your promise' Sica noona say as she sit beside me look at me,the voice that i have miss a lot 'it's ok' i smile bitterly 'erm i mean we doesn't need to keep a distance,we continue be close friends,to be honest i missed you junyong-ah' she say looking at my eyes 'i need it before i totally lose my feeling for you,i guess it should take a while,it's been 15 years anyway,what if i can't hold it and confess again and then being reject again.know what? the building collapse after my english tuition,i went for english tuition because of you too,remember my broken english? yea ' i say as i look out the window,Sica noona look at me stunned,her eyes become teary,she then hug me 'i'm so sorry for what i have said junyong-ah' Sica noona sigh,i doesn't respond 'actually i already losing feeling for taecyeon the first time he cheated on me,he just keep begging me and i am still dating with him the day you confess to me,how can i date 2 person' i just nod,smile bitterly not wanting her to feel bad 

we reached in no time,i keep take a peep on her,i guess i can't forget her at all,i still love her,i even touch her face,helping her take some hairs off her face when she is asleep,she is just angel,i even want to kiss her but then i remember that she is dating taecyeon,SNSD member get out of the bus first,we follow behind, suddenly a car rushing over to us,the car doesn't seem having the intend to stop just like the motorcycle 15 years ago,Sica noona just stunned there,shocked,i run quickly to Sica noona's side,our memories keep running through my mind,i feel that i will need to sacrifice myself to save her,tear runs down,but i'm am determinded,i need to save her,i then push Sica noona away just like 15 years ago,i then wanted to run quickly to avoid the car,it's too late BANG! i fall down half unconscious,Sica noona and other rush to my side 'Junyong-ah!' sica noona cry calling out my name,she take my hand keep saying don't sleep,those memories keep on running through my mind 'it happen before...remember? the promise...' i say softly,she nod tears keep falling fr