She never really had a chance, On that fateful moonlit night,Sacrified without a fight, A victim of her circunstance, Now that i've become aware, And i've exposed this tragedy, A sadness grows inside of me,It all seems so unfair for you

I'm learning all about my life, It all seems so unfair

Just beyond the churchyard gates,Where the grass is overgrown,I saw the writting on her stone

"Rest  In Peace Im Yoona"

I felt like i would suffocate, I see my daughter stare blankly infront yoona's grave, "hi mommy i'm here too see you.. I miss you" i said like a little girl talking, I can't hold my tears anymore, See my daughter look at me with 'why are you cry daddy what's wrong?' face

It's your mom honey i her hair, I see our child eyes open wide so innocent like yours, I felt so empty as i cried ,Like part of me had died, well ....it had

Her image wandered through my head, I wept just like a baby loosing his candy, I can't being like this, crying infront of my daughter, but i can't hold it anymore, I know what it's like now to lose someone you love, I can feel what my mom feel now, losing my father, I can see my mom empty eyes in me now

"empty"

It's 2 years already sience she left me, Fight for our child and loosing too much blood after giving birth our child

I'm still remember she told me it was painfull, that she can't take it anymore, "kyu i'm sorry"  her tears still on my mind, and her last word.. "i love you cho kyuhyun"

i cried harder to remember that, I hugged tight my daughter

Yoona...she wasn't given any choice, desperations stole her beautifull voice, But god love me, i've been given so much more in life,I see my wife and my son come to me

Yeah i got a son and wife it's seo joohyun,I'm not love her as like as i love yoona, but i do i love her, but still it's not same, my daughter still need someone who take care  of her, she still need a figure of a mother

But still i won't let her forget that yoona is her real mom

Seohyun stare at me sadly and then she hug me "i give you some time i will wait you in car" she peck my cheeks and went to the car with our son and my daughter

I closed my eyes

"im yoona i'm sorry i can't protect you properly"

" i love you so much"

"i miss you"

"i miss your laugh"

I can hear her laugh in my mind

"your smile"

I can imagine she smiling

"your skin"