I loved Jung Hoseok. 

I love Jung Hoseok.

I’ll still love Jung Hoseok, after all this time, after he left, after he left me. 

 "We’re going Taehyung. Are you sure you’re still not coming back with us?" Namjoon asked.

 I’m with Bangtan. And we’re here on Hoseok’s grave, doing things we did when he’s still alive. 

 "No, it’s okay. I still want to be with him." 

 "Okay dude, we’re going." 

 I nod. I still want to be with him. It has been a month. 

 I miss you hyung. I really do. 

 I wiped a tear, I was fishing out my handkerchief when I felt a paper on my pocket. 

 Oh, this. 

 The polaroid photo was with a paper. And the paper said:

After a month, go to my room Tae. I want to show you something.

 So this is it, it's been a month since he left me. I said goodbye to his grave and walked my way to their house.

I rang their doorbell and hyung's mother opened it for me.

"Hi Auntie! I'm here for the Polaroids."

"Oh, come in Taehyung-ah!"

I did. I remembered everything we did in this house. Our playroom was in the garden. Hyung will always carry me around like a piggy-back ride. And at a young age I knew hyung will be my forever. But.. he left.

I reached his room. I opened it. It smelled like Hoseok. I looked at the polaroids that's taped on his wall. There's a small post-it! note on the side.

Flip every Polaroid pabo, I have something to tell you.

I did.

And every Polaroid photo has a caption on it's back. That's why he taped it on the side carefully. Every polaroid tells me how much he loves me. My tears are flowing freely on my eyes past to my cheek. Every photo means a lot for him.

There's even my photo, where I blushed when he said I just have to admit I miss him. I did really. I flipped it and read the caption:

Pabo Taehyung-ah! I know you miss me. Sorry I slept for 2 days and didn't woke up early for you. I love you pabo. I really do. Please smile, even though I'll be gone. I won't be totally gone. I'll be right here beside you. Forever.

I held the photos close to my heart. I cried until passed out on his bed. When I woke up, I saw him, caressing my hair carefully. 

"I love you Kim Taehyung."

I love you too hyung. I love you Jung Hoseok. I love you.