-Jennie’s POV-

I can’t stop smiling since yesterday. I’m so glad! Yes, finally GD sunbaenim will return from his military service.

I’m sitting on the practice room floor, reading any random articles, mostly about GD sunbaenim’s release tomorrow. GD’s comeback is something that has been waited by the republic of Korea.

And of course, something that I’ve been waiting for

“Yah, you’re scary…”Miyeonrushing to the room, squints her eyes looking at me who is still smiling to my phone

“What?”

“I know you are beyond happy now, since tomorrow JIYONG OPPA will return” my eyes get widen hearing her addressing GD sunbaenim that way

“Yah! How dare you are! What if there are people hear that?  Cho Miyeon, we’re just debuted for less than a year, do you want our career ended that fast by your careless tongue!” I scold her instantly. Yes, Miyeon and I, along with Lalisa, Jisoo, and Eunbi just debuted eight months ago. And as their leader, I have more responsibility to keep our group safe

And this girl named Cho Miyeon is the most difficult to be handled. She is like the female version of Seungri Sunbaenim. She likes to blurts out and spills everything

“Aigoo… there’s no one else here, Leader Kim” she smiles innocently and blinks her eyes

“But still, be careful” I pout, and she moves closer to me

“So, Unnie, will you confess?”

Again, I glare at her. This young lady is really stressing me out with her tweets

“Could you stop talking nonsense?”

“Bwo? C’mon Unnie, there’s no one else here. And I know exactly that you have a crush with that sunbaenim since he tagged you for his BLACK” she grins and I feel my face starts to blush

“Miyeon-ah…”

“It’s ok, Unnie. I know, you won’t be comfortable to talk about it here. Then, I’ll leave first. But remember, I will always available at our dorm!” she stands up and gives me a big smile, more like a grin actually. Then she’s bouncing happily, exiting the practice room.

Now, I’m alone again

I lean on the wall, smiling like a fool. Miyeon, she could be very annoying sometimes, but she is the most observant person among the girls. And about what she said before… it’s true

I look at my phone again and staring at the wallpaper…, a smiling G-Dragon. He is my crush. Yes, since he tagged me to collaborate with him on BLACK.

C’mon, he is G-Dragon! It’s normal for every girl in the world to have a crush or even fall in love with him! But for me, you can say that I’m lucky. I have an opportunity to be in the same labels with him. Even more, I’ve collaborated with him before my debut. And from those opportunities, I could know him a little deeper from the other girls out there.

He is not only charming, talented, and popular. More than that, he is a good person. Very gentleman, kind-hearted, manly…

Gah!!! He is absolutely perfect! And tomorrow, that perfect man will come back to this place. And since I’m no longer a trainee…, I wish I will be able to spend more time with him.

Hello…, I’m the leader of my group now. And according to that…, I should get more time with him, since he is one of the main producer here.

I stand up happily, and heading back to my dorm, trying to hold my almost-explode feeling. I’m too excited for his return

I wake up early this morning, even though last night I went to sleep a little bit late. My mind can’t stop thinking about him.

It’s been two years since the last time I see him. And somehow, my heart beats uncontrollably just by thinking of him.

I’ve heard YG sajangnim talked with Teddy sunbaenim. He said that GD sunbaenim will make an album soon. And deep inside my heart, I wish he will take me again to collaborate with him.

I finished my shower and dressed properly. Since our album gain a big success, I can afford these stuffs now. HBA, Adidas, Chanel, and some others branded stuffs.

Why do I dress this way?

1. Because I am a part of YG Family. Mostly YG artist have such a high fashion sense
2. Because I am the leader of a famous girl group
3. Because I will meet GD sunbaenim, so I have to look good. He is one of Korea’s fashion icons!

I re-check myself in front of the mirror. Ok, looking good enough. Then I sit to apply some make up

Actually, there’s one more reason why I want to be that good. The reason is my former sunbae, CL of 2NE1

She was the only female leader of YG groups. Very talented idol, best female rapper, fashion icon, talented young composer with ultra-strong Charisma. She is like the female version of GD sunbaenim

Why I want to be like her? Because she is the only woman who can be that close to GD sunbaenim.

Yeah, this always be something that annoying me so much. They were very close. Extremely close. Even though we never knew that they were dating or not, but still I feel kind of jealous whenever I remember her.

They were always together, shared the same outfits, eat from the same plate, drink from the same bottle, and many more! In Korea, those were beyond normal

When I was a trainee, I was always dreaming to be like her. Yes, aside from my stupid jealousy, I have to admit that she is one of the best musicians in this republic. She has all the qualities needed to be a superstar

But there’s a big mystery about her. She was missing! I mean, she leaved somewhere without any specific reason. It was happen on 2014, view months before GD sunbaenim went to the army.

She was leaving all of sudden. Even her unfinished AON concert with 2NE1 had cancelled because of that. It was strange, right?

And speak about strange thing, GD sunbaenim caught in some scandals after that. My mind started to arrange those puzzle. And it leads me to a theory: they were break up!

Wait, if it was the reason, there’s no way she left that easy. I mean, YG sajangnim won’t let her go if the reason just because of their quarrel. So I scratched those theories in my head

But today, I can’t avoid thinking about her again. Would she come today?

“God job, Jennie-ah… I’ll treat you some ice cream after this!” GD sunbaenim gives me a compliment after I finished my recording part for our song.

My prayer has been answered. GD sunbae really asked me to collaborate with him for his new album. I will duet with him in a song.

“Thank you, Sunbaenim…” I bow. I wish my face didn’t get red

“Aigoo, what’s with that sunbae-nim? Call me Oppa! Sunbaenim makes me feel uncomfortable” he protests. Wait! What??!! He wants me to call him OPPA??!!!!! omo!!! My heart!!!!!

“GD Op-pa…” I stuttered. Aah…, my face must be so red now….

“Sounds better” he smiles. Omo!Omo! Omo! That dropper smile…. Omma…, I’m melting here…

“Then, I’ll leave first. I have a dance practice with the girl. Thank you, GD Oppa…” I bows ad run out of the room immediately. Before I completely melted in front of him...

He looks more mature now. God…, I think I start to fall for him….

As I know, he doesn’t date anyone now. Well, I saw that Japanese skinny model on his returning day, but after that, I never see her again or heard anything about her and GD Oppa.

And GD Oppa, view days ago I saw him with YG sajangnim. And I heard there was a name ‘Chaerin’ included on their discussion. Unfortunately, I didn’t hear anything else. Well, it makes me thinking, up until now

Is that possible? That CL sunbaenim will return too?

Somehow I feel upset. No, it’s not like I hate her. But, c’mon…, I just start to get closer to GD Oppa. If she returns…, I will completely lose my chance…

I sigh. No Jennie… you have to fight!!!!

I might be a newcomer, but I’m a leader too! We are quite popular now. And I am talented too,even though I’m not a rapper…. And I think…, I’m pretty enough! Hehehe

I won’t give up that easy! Fighting!!!!!

GD Oppa’s album gained a big success. People had been waiting for his comeback though. And we were getting closer now as he will be the producer for our new album. More time we spent at studio. And I found out one more thing of him. He is totally workaholic!

It’s been two months after his return and he was in NY now, filming for his new MV. And according to Seungri Oppa, he will back today.

Yep, he stayed at NY a week longer than his previous schedule

Whatever! I’m so happy now. He will be back, and we will spend more time together again! (Together: at studio with another BigbangOppas or the girls or the other YG family)

I’m about to go to the cafeteria for my lunch when I realize there’s a big fuss in this building. What’s happening? Why everybody whispering or staring to their phone with those oh-no-way expression?

I still wondering, but I decide to ignore that. It must be a scandal about an idol or something. I don’t care! I’m too happy right now. So I keep walking to the cafeteria

But when I take my sit, suddenly Miyeon and Jisoo running hurriedly and sit next to me

“What’s wrong?” I ask, confused by their action, and expression

“Omo, Jennie-ah, haven’t you see it?”Jisoo Unnie asks me between her heavy breath

“Unnie, she must be doesn’t know yet. Look at her expression, if she knows, she must be crying now”Miyeon blurts, make me confuse more

“What’s actually happening?” I ask in total confusion. They look each other, and then Jisoo Unnie reaches her phone

“Jennie-ah. Promise me you’ll be strong…” she whisper, giving me a worry sight

“Yah!! Stop confusing me!!” I shout in frustration. They look each other once again and Jisoo Unnie gives me her phone

“We will always by your side if you want to cry after this…”

I frown at her, and then look at the phone screen

Suddenly, I feel like my sky just fall down. I get it now what they mean. And the big fuss around this building

I grab the phone and look closer to it

There’s a photograph. GD Oppa, holding a little boy in his left arm and a woman’s hand in his right, a very familiar woman.

And the headline: CL IS BACK!!! ALONG WITH HER SECRET BABY WITH G-DRAGON!!!

No way! It must be a dream, right?

But, just like it wasn’t bad enough, there’s another picture. A close up photograph of that little boy. And my heart feels like torn into ash

That boy looked exactly like GD Oppa…

“T-this is….” I stuttered all of sudden

“It was taken in Airport about an hour ago. They just back from NY”Miyeon explains

“Jennie-ah… I think, it was true. That boy is their son…”Jisoo adds

No way….

We are walking back to the studio. My feet, feels so heavy to walk. I feel so weak all of sudden after I saw that articles. Why? Arrgghhh!!! If it was an article about him with a girl out there, maybe it wouldn’t feel this painful

But, hey!!! A baby?He is a father of a baby boy??? That’s just too much for me…

We are near to the studio. We’ve finished our recording actually, so we just back to take our stuffs. But our steps stopped suddenly by the crowds near GD oppa’s studio. There are YG sajangnim, Teddy Oppa, Sean sunbaenim, and them….

“Welcome back, Chaerin-ah” Teddy Oppa gives her a hug

“Oppa…., I miss you so much…” CL Sunbaenim hugs her back. She still looked the same, still as hot as before. How come her body still shaped that perfect after she gave birth to a baby?

“Omo! Is this our little Yongie? Aigoo…, Chaerin, you’re outnumbered!” Sean sunbaenim says as he pinches that boy’s cheek. He still being carried by GD Oppa

“Aigoo…, you look exactly like Jiyong” Teddy Oppa laughs while pinches that boy’s other cheek

“Of course he looks like me. He is my son! Right, Yongie?” GD Oppakiss his cheek, and he claps his hands, giggling happily

“Yay!” he squeals, and the adults around him laugh at his cute action.

“I’m happy for you guys, but now, let’s go to my room. There are many things we should discuss. Look, the press is partying already” YG sajangnim speaks. And then, they go to the CEO room

“Be strong, Jennie-ah…”Jisoo Unnie pats my shoulder

“Unnie…, my heart is broken…”

Yeah, this time, I have to give up. With this condition, there’s no way I can win. And, oh…. He has a child already…..

Then we walked to the studio and take our stuffs, heading home. I think, I will cry all the night….

A month after

I have to recording my part at GD Oppa’s studio. Huft…., my heart still hurt even a month has been passed.

Now, they are official. CL Unnie and GD Oppa.., and little Yongie. They are a family. More than that, they are the most wanted celebrity family in Korea

Yongie is really cute. He likes to copy GD Oppa’s style. Even though he still 2 years old, he dressed very fashionable every day. Well, what are you expecting for? He is the son of G Dragon and CL…

Even more, he is very smart. And he loves to be the center of attention. He doesn’t afraid with new people or cameras. He also very photogenic.Aah…, how perfect their baby…

Yongie is the most famous celebrity baby now. He beats Lee Seunggi and Yoonasunbaenim’s baby. He has his own fandom and has been offered for many endorsements, but CL Unnie doesn’t allow. She doesn’t allow their baby being exposed too much. And GD oppa just the same.finally they just accepted a CF, it was for Vitamin water. And Yongie filmed with his father for that CF

About CL Unnie..,

Yes, I call her Unnie. She is not as scary as I thought. Well…, she is nice actually. Very friendly and humble. No wonder GD Oppa loves her that much

She is start to composing some new song, makes her spend a lot of times here, of course with Yongie too. And that’s just irritating me more…

You know, she and GD Oppa always show such a romantic gesture. Whenever they meet, the atmosphere would change all of sudden! You would be able to see butterflies, unicorns, and cotton candies everywhere!Kisses, pecks, and embraces always exist.  Seems like they didn’t care that there were some pairs of eyes around them

Like view days ago, I ‘accidentally’ saw their little make out session at GD oppa’s studio. I was about to recorded and Yongie was sleeping in the sofa inside the studio, while the King and the Queen were busy with their own activity. And trust me, I’m not the only one who caught them on that activity. And it was not only once or twice….

Huft…., how irritating….

Today, she should be here. I heard YG planning for her comeback. But until I finished my recording, she is not here.

“Where is Chae? She should be here?” Teddy Oppa asks GD Oppa.

“No, she is resting at home” GD Oppa answers

“Bwo? Is she sick? She should arranging the song for her comeback”

“Errr.., actually, her comeback is postponed” GD Oppa grins and squints his eyes. Teddy Oppa frowns, while Jisoo and I just watching them from the sofa

“What? Oh, is that why YG Hyung called you this morning?” Teddy Oppa asks again and GD Oppa scratches his head

“Well.., yeah”

“What happened?”

“I’ve scolded” GD Oppa says, but somehow, his expression doesn’t show that he just scolded by Sajangnim

“Why? Is that related to Chaerin?” Teddy Oppa keeps interrogating and GD Oppa gives him a nod

“What’s happen?”

“Uhm…, actually…., Chae’s comeback being postponed because…, she is pregnant… again…”

“WHAT???!!!!!!!You bastard!!!” Teddy Oppa shouts automatically and throws his bag to GD Oppa

“Hyung…. It’s happy news, right??!” he grins while Teddy Oppa keeps hitting him

“Aigoo… are you planning to keep Chaerin by yourself and stop her career?”

“No… she will make a comeback, after gives birth to our second child” GD Oppa giggling happily while Teddy Oppa finally laughs with him

“You two… well, congratulation btw, you beat me Ji” he smacks GD Oppa playfully

So…, this is how the story goes. The King, will be forever belongs to his Queen. They now living happily with their adorable Prince, and expecting for the next Prince or Princess.

And me?Well, I will look for my own King then…

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A.N

Uhm…, how about this?

Is this acceptable?Hehehe

Aah, this story is based on I STILL and CRAWLING BACK TO YOU plot and storyline,

So, for the new readers, maybe you need to check those two stories first, so that you’ll get the full plot.

^_^

Yesterday I was at a restaurant and there are some high school students talking about their crushed. One of them likes her math tutor but they just found out that the young math tutor is married already!

And suddenly I got this idea

I pick Jennie because…, I like her! hahaha

Well, thanks forRavaaaa and HeroAce5 for the votes…. and all the subbies and commentators…

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And let’s pray for the drowning ship at Korea…, hope that the victims will be found soon, and the family will be strong to face this disaster…

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-LIA-