"Today, the memories seem to hurt more then ever. Is it also like this with you? I'm sorry, but I'm trying to forget you. You didn't come back and time seems to have stopped in an eternity too distant from the hapiness we wished so much.

Channie, could I be selfish? I wanted to ask you to, wherever you are, not do the same as I'm trying to right now. Don't forget us. Can you attend to it? Can you hear me?

Channie, if you are able to... Know that I am still waiting for you, for most contradicting and stupid and strange it may seem. And know that, despite trying to say no to that and pretending that I forgot you, I'll be allways waiting. I love you, but the pain is too big for me to pretend we are still together. And the pain it's too big for me to pretend that everything's fine.

Today it's a special day, my  love. And it's really a pity that we are both alone now."