Yongguk was once again woken up by a tossing and whining Himchan. This had started a few days ago when the pregnant man had complained about being too hot and went to take a bath at 4 a.m. The next day was at 6 a.m., the reason being that Himchan was craving for a pizza. The two other times were at 5 a.m., Himchan complaining about stomach ache. And yesterday was at 4:30 a.m. when Himchan had wanted Yongguk to show him some 'love'. The latter had started to get used to Himchan's new habit and had somewhat learned to not get too annoyed and to quickly fall back asleep after he had been woken up. But this time it was 2 a.m. and Yongguk was more than pissed off. He had had a long and stressful day at work so he was beyond exhausted.  And so as soon as his eyes landed on the clock, he felt the anger rise in him and he readied himself to snap at his boyfriend and to tell him to ing go back to sleep. However, his anger quickly died when he looked at Himchan. The elder had never seen his lover looking so miserable: the pretty boy was desperately clutching his stomach, perspiration gathering on his forehead and face contorted in pain as loud whimpers and whines were escaping his thin lips. Yongguk sat up and switched on the light, worriedly looking at his suffering lover

"Himchan, what's wrong?"

"My stomach...ugh... it hurts..!" He whimpered

"Do you want me to call the emergency?"

"No I- oh ..." He suddenly stood up and ran to the bathroom, leaving a dumbfounded and worried Yongguk behind. He quickly followed after his lover and found him kneeling in front of the toilet, emptying the content of his stomach. Yongguk, not really knowing what to do, knelt beside him and told him sweet nothings as he ran his hand up and down the other's back in a comforting manner. When his stomach finally seemed to be emptied, Himchan sat up and leaned his back against the wall that was next to him. He had his eyes shut and was panting, droplets of sweat glistening on his forehead and cheeks flushed.

"Are you okay?" Yongguk asked carefully. He shook his head, eyes still shut tightly. The elder twiddled his fingers for a bit, unsure of what he should be doing. "Do you want-" He started, but Himchan was once again bent over the toilet, vomiting. It only stopped after he had vomited two times more. Himchan looked totally worn out as he was wiping away the tears that had gathered in his eyes.

"Damn I hate this..." He huffed as he leant on the sink to stand up. He flushed the toilet before brushing his teeth and heading back to the bedroom, not even sparing a glance to his caring and confused boyfriend.

"Maybe you should drink some tisane or something..?" He suggested as he followed him to the bedroom

"Yongguk. I just puked; I don't really feel like swallowing anything you know." He scoffed and lied back down under the covers

"Right... You're right..." He mumbled before joining his lover in bed.

"Don't touch me." He snap as the elder was about to wrap his arms around him

"Why? What's wrong?"

"I'm mad at you. So don't touch me or I'll punch you."

"...Why are you mad?"

"First because you watched me puking as if it was some kind of freaking TV show and second because you're the cause of me having to wake up in the middle of the night and to ing puke."

"I was just trying to comfort you! And how would I be responsible of you getting sick?!"

"I'm not sick you idiot, I'm pregnant! So you sure as hell are responsible for all this !" He hissed, "Now excuse me, I'm going back to sleep." He added before switching the light off and turning his back to Yongguk. This one stared down at his lover before sighing and rolling his eyes

"Are you serious Himchan? You're gonna sulk just because of that?"

"Shut. Up." He growled

"Damn, I knew that getting pregnant would turn you into a bundle of crazy hormones and mood switch but damn, I didn't think it would be that bad..!"

"Are you insinuating I'm being controlled by my hormones like some ing doll?!"

"Actually I'm not insinuating it, I'm affirming it."

"Watch your mouth Bang Yongguk." He scowled as he turned around

"Or what? I'm just telling the truth." He shrugged.

"If anything you're the one who's being controlled by your hormones!"

"Is that so?"

"Yeah!"

"Mind explaining?"

"No!"

"Why?"

"Because I don't want to. I just want to sleep so good night."

"Wait, you can't get away like that, you have to explain how I'm being controlled by hormones or else I'll think you just made this up because you don't want to admit I'm actually right." Himchan send him daggers with narrowed eyes and Yongguk couldn't help but find it cute

"Quit smiling!"

"But you're so cute..!" He smiled sheepishly as he made kissy faces and cooed at his cuteness

"Oh my god, you did not! Get out of my bed right now."

"It's also mine so you have no rights to kick me out."

"Fine! Then I'll be the one to leave." He angrily kicked the covers off of his body and got out of bed

"Wait- Channie! I was only joking!"

"Well I was not." He said as he grabbed his pillow before storming out of the room

"Come back baby!"

"No!" He yelled back

"Come on Himchan, get your fat here..!" He called out to him as he sat up

"Did you just call me fat...?!" Himchan snarled as he found himself facing the other in less than three seconds

"D-Did I..?" He asked sheepishly, though he was kind of scared

"Don't play dumb! I heard you, you did call me fat!"

"I called your fat, not you." He rolled his eyes

"You're so screwed Bang ing Yongguk." He hissed as he forcefully grabbed the front of his pajamas shirt

"W-Wait! I didn't mean it in a bad way; you know I love your ! And b-besides they're not that fat, just plump and squishy that's all!" He stuttered eyes full of fright. Himchan's brow furrowed even more and Yongguk squeezed his eyes shut. "Please don't hurt me!" He whimpered as he waited for the first blow to strike. But instead of feeling a stinging pain on his face he heard a snort. He cracked an eye open and saw Himchan laughing like crazy, "W-What? Why are you laughing?"

"Damn you're such an idiot!" He squeaked between two fits of laughter, "I can't believe you just begged me not to hurt you!"

"Well you're kind of scary when you're angry you know..!" He retorted in a defensive way

"Damn, you're lucky you're so adorable or else you would already be dead." He said before pecking his lips, "I forgive you this time, but don't try calling me fat ever again because I won't have any mercy. Understood?" He threatened darkly

"Y-Yes." He quickly nodded

"Good. Sleep well Gukkie~!" He kissed him one more time before snuggling into his chest. Needless to say, Yongguk couldn't sleep.

 

***

 

"How do I look?"

"Beautiful." Youngjae said

"Perfect." Yongguk said

"...Hum... Happy?" Daehyun said hesitantly, earning glares from the two other men

"...It doesn't suit me huh?" Himchan sighed, "I knew it, maybe if I tried the blue one..." He said before disappearing again in the fitting room

"Damn it Daehyun! Why did you have to say something stupid like that?" Yongguk growled, smacking the younger's head

"Now we'll have to stay three more hours in this damn shop!" Youngjae scolded

"I-I'm sorry! But I didn't know what else to say!"

"Well you should have just shut up for once." He spat

"I'm sorry..."

"I'll try to go reason him." Yongguk said, before standing up and joining his boyfriend. "Hum...Babe?" He called, his head picking through the curtains

"Oh Yongguk, good timing. Don't you think these jeans make my look fat?" He said, checking his behind in the mirror

"No they look perfectly fine. Besides, everything looks good on you." He said, wrapping his arms around the other's waist, "Though you look the best ." He whispered in his hear, taking his lobe between his lips and softly at the flesh. His hands slipped under his shirt and rubbed his baby bump which was starting to show now. Then he slid his hand higher, reaching his s and playing with them. A shiver ran down Himchan's spine and he turned around in his lover's embrace

"I'm reminding you that we are in a public place, so don't start something you won't be able to finish..." He said, lips brushing against the other's and arms setting around his neck.

"Jinja? Then I guess we should head back home before I lose control..." He tugged at Himchan's bottom lip with his teeth, drawing a moan from the younger.

“ shopping we’re going home.” He said, freeing himself from Yongguk’s hold and putting his clothes back on. Five minutes later Himchan was dragging his boyfriend out of the shop. Youngjae and Daehyun sent them questioning looks but Yongguk only answered with a triumphant smirk. The latter perfectly knew Himchan was craving for like a hormonal teenager due to his fourth month into pregnancy, so he just had to a little to have him do whatever he wanted.

 

***

 

"Oh damn Yongguk... That was amazing..!" Himchan panted. Yongguk was breathing heavily against his neck, hair damp with sweat.

"Yeah... It was great..." He mumbled before kissing his way down his lover's neck until reaching his collarbone and nipping at it, making the younger hum in contentment.

"You did it on purpose, didn't you?" He said, running his fingers through Yongguk's hair

"Mmh?"

" to make me leave the shop."

"It was the only way to get you out of here." He laughed breathlessly. "Sorry."

"It's okay, I was starting to get bored anyway. And you're disruption was..." He let his hand slide down Yongguk's back until reaching his and gave it a hard squeeze, "Worth it." He bit his lip and gave him a suggestive look.

"Are you trying to seduce me, Mr. Kim Himchan?" He said in a low voice

"Maybe..." He answered playfully

"Well it seems like you've achieve your goal because I'm willing to go for round two." He whispered against his lips before kissing him eagerly. His hands had just started to explore his body when Himchan stopped him.

"Wait." He gasped

"What? What's wrong?" He asked worriedly

"...N-Nothing, I just thought- Ah!"

"Himchan? What's wrong? Did I hurt you?"

"Oh my god Yongguk!"

"What? What! You're scaring me!"

"I think the baby's moving!" He beamed

"T-The baby?"

"Yes! He's moving! He's moving! Oh my god..!" He squealed. "It feels so strange! Here, feel it!" He said grabbing his hand and placing it on his stomach, "Can you feel it?"

"...W-Wow..! He’s kicking!" A huge gummy smile appeared on his face and his eyes turned into slits, shining with glee. He lowered himself until he was facing Himchan's belly. "Hello there, it's your Daddy talking." He said, cupping the baby bump with both hands, "How are you? Are you comfortable in there..? Yeah, I bet you are, Himchan is very comfortable..!" Said man playfully it his arm for this, making him chuckle. "Please be healthy baby, and don't give too much trouble to your Appa, okay? And please hurry and get out of here, I can't wait to hold you in my arms." He said, placing kisses on Himchan's tummy, which made him giggle

"There's still plenty of time before that happens." He said, caressing Yongguk's hair

"I know but maybe telling him that will make him grow faster..!" The younger rolled his eyes at this and kissed the top of his head

"I love you." He smiled, proudly looking at his boyfriend

"I love both of you."

 

***

 

"I'm so nervous." Himchan huffed, awkwardly fidgeting in the passenger seat

"Why? It's just my mom." Yongguk answered, eyes glued on the road

"Yeah, and your father, and your brother, and his girlfriend. Thank God your sister couldn't make it or else I would already have died..!"

"Why don't you like my sister?" He furrowed his brows and briefly glanced his way

"She doesn't like gays."

"She's working on that. She just wants the best for her baby brother."

"Well I am the best. I would even say the bestest." Yongguk just rolled his eyes and sighed, knowing there was no use on arguing with him. "Damn can't we cancel it? I'm too nervous; it's not good for the baby." The younger said after a short silence as he his stomach

"Don't make up excuses Channie. We're doing this and that's it."

"Fine, but don't you dare blame me when our baby comes out disfigured."

"Fine with me, I'd love him even if he wouldn't have ears." He shrugged

"...What? Does that mean he really can get disfigured because of me stressing out?!" He asked, he's eyes becoming wide with worry

"No."

"Then why would you say something like that?! You scared the hell out of me Yongguk!" He pouted. Yongguk chuckled lowly and patted the other's thigh before giving it a good squeeze, "Stop groping me." He frowned and crossed his arms over his chest. The elder grinned and squeezed the squishy flesh once more before setting his hand back on the steering wheel

"I don't understand why you're stressing so much Channie. It's not like it's the first time you're meeting them."

"Excuse me but it is the first time I'm meeting them."

"Stop talking non sense Channie, you have already seen my mom."

"I've seen her once and it was three years ago when she almost walked in on us kissing like some teenager couple. I bet she won't even recognize me since I've lost so much weight."

"Really? I was sure you had met her properly at my birthday party last year."

"No, it was you're aunt and you didn't tell her I actually was your boyfriend so I had to watch you being introduced to numerous girls all night long. Remember?"

"Ah yes, yes you're right. I remember now."

"Of course I am. I thought I was going to die that night you know. I was so angry."

"Yeah but I've made it up to you that very night, haven't I?" He wiggled his eyebrows, a sheepish grin on his face

"Yeah, yeah you did. It was great." He smiled, a faint blush on his cheeks. Their eyes met and they snorted at the memory. Himchan playfully slapped the other's arm, calling him a

"We're here." He smiled as he parked the car in the alley of his former house. Himchan stared at the cozy little house and gulped loudly. He squinted his eyes when he saw people waiting for them in the porch

"I-Is that your parents waving at us?"

"Yes." He stopped the engine and took Himchan's hand in his own, "Are you ready?"

"God no, no I'm not Yongguk. I'm so ing scared right now." He said with a shaky voice as he shook his head

"Hey calm down..." He said as he cupped his face, "I'm sure they will fall in love with you when they'll see how happy I am with you by my side." He smiled and kissed his pout away

"Y-You're parents are watching Yongguk." He squirmed and tried to get away from his lover's grip, only to be kissed again

"I don't care if they see us, you're my lover and I'm going to introduce you to them as such so there's no need to act all shy." Himchan nodded and he pecked him one last time before telling him they should get out of the car. Yongguk kept Himchan's hand in his own as they walked to meet his parents

"Omo my baby is back!" His mother exclaimed as she embraced him, "Dear Lord, I missed you so much..!"

"I missed you too mom." He smiled widely as he returned her hug. He then turned to his father who held him in a bone crushing hug

"You're finally back my son!" He said with an even deeper voice than Yongguk, making Himchan wonder if the latter could reach that low too

"D-Dad, you're choking me..!" The son's muffled voice reached their ears and his father eventually released him

"It's so good to have you back." He smiled brightly as he forcefully patted his back

"I'm glad to see you too Dad." He smiled his gummy smile before wrapping one of his arm around Himchan's waist, "Mom, Dad, this is Kim Himchan, my boyfriend." He announced proudly as he slightly pushed his lover forward

"N-Nice to meet you Mr. and Ms. Bang." He stuttered shyly and bowed lowly

"Aigoo, such a handsome young man..! Nice to meet you, I'm Yongguk's mother, and this is his father." She smiled widely

"So, you're the one who stole our son away?" Mr. Bang asked, one eyebrow cocked upward as he eyed him from head to toe

"...Well, he kinda left on his own will..." Himchan answered in a defensive way, immediately not liking the tone Yongguk's father was using on him.

"Come on don't stay outside, come in!" Ms. Bang quickly said as she sensed the tension between the two males. She pushed her husband inside the house and mentioned to the two boys to follow her. "Let me give you guys a drink, I've got tea and coffee. What will you have?" She asked with a sweet smile. Himchan answered coffee as Yongguk said they both wanted tea at the same time.

"Himchan, I thought we agreed on stopping coffee, it's not good for the baby." Yongguk scolded in a hushed tone with a frown

"I know but please, just this once." He whispered in a pleading tone, "I'm so nervous I feel like dying." He anxiously chewed on his bottom lip

"The baby's health comes first Himchan. Tea helps to relax so I'm sure it'll perfectly do." He answered before turning back to his mother and confirming they would both take tea. Himchan could only pout and follow his boyfriend to the living room where Mr. Bang, Yongnam and his girlfriend Kyungja were sitting. As soon as the twin brothers' eyes met they hugged and cheered loudly

"Yongguk! Damn, is it me or you've gained some muscles?"

"Why, are jealous?" He said smugly

"Hell no, I'll always be the best looking of the two of us!" He laughed as he ruffled his brother's hair. Yongguk rolled his eyes and shrugged him off before greeting Kyungja and introducing Himchan to them as well. After presentation had been done, the couple setted in front of the other couple and Mr. Bang. Yongguk's mother soon joined in, bringing two steaming cups of tea along.

"Ah Yongguk, it feels like I haven't seen you for decades!" Ms. Bang sighed as she sat next to her husband, "Why didn't you visit us? Your brother and sister did so what's your excuse?"

"Well, I was kind of busy with work. Besides, I was waiting for the right time to finally present you Himchan."

"Yeah it was about time you know. We heard so much about this mysterious guy I was starting to wonder if he was actually real." Yongnam said

"I know I'm sorry." Yongguk apologized, scratching the back of his neck

"But now that you've finally brought him here let's know each other much, shall we?" Ms. Bang smiled

"I agree. So Kim Himchan right?" Mr. Bang asked

"Yes."

"What are you doing for a living?"

"I'm currently working as a waiter in a little restaurant."

"A… waiter?"

"Yeah... Is that a problem?" He narrowed his eyes

"He's just doing it for now; he actually has majored in traditional Korean music!" Yongguk quickly added, sensing that Himchan was starting to lose patience with the cheeky remarks his father was making

"Oh, interesting. What are you planning to do in this field then?" Ms. Bang asked

"Hum, I'm not sure but for now I'd like to become a teacher."  She nodded with an approving smile that made Himchan release a sigh he didn't even know he was holding

"Now that dad has made his little investigation you can tell us how you two met right?" Yongnam asked, "Was it love at first sight like in those soppy dramas?" He playfully wiggled his eyebrows at his brother

"You would have loved it huh?" Yongguk rolled his eyes, "Sorry to disappoint but it didn't really happen this way."

"Oh yeah? Mind enlightening us lil' bro?"

"Well, we met through our common friend, Youngjae, and when I first saw Himchan I... okay I might kind of have fallen for him at first sight but Himchan didn't, it was actually quite the contrary. He totally hated me."

"Is that so?" Ms. Bang looked at Himchan, now wondering how somebody could hate her perfect baby boy. Feeling all the Bang family's eyes on him, Himchan got nervous and fidgeted on his seat, clearing his throat

"I-I didn't hate you..! It's just that you were kind of scaring me with your looks..." He defended himself.

"No wonder why, you looked like a total badass back then..!" Ms. Bang snorted

"That was hip hop, not badass." Yongguk scowled

"How did he seduce you then?" Kyungja asked eagerly. Himchan felt a blush making his way on his cheek and sent a shy glance to his lover

"Well, it was easier than I thought it would've been." Yongguk shrugged, "As soon as he heard me rap he totally went crazy in love with me."

"You wrote him a song?" Kyungja asked with an amused undertone in her voice

"As expected from Bang Yongguk, the cheesiest rapper ever..!" Yongnam laughed

"I bet you were no better with Kyungja." He retorted

"She's the one who seduced me. I didn't need to do anything."

"You've been dating for..?" Mr. Bang asked

"Three years." They answered in synch

"Ah, such a young love." Ms. Bang chuckled

"How did your parents react when they learned you were... well, gay?" Himchan stiffened at the question, his head automatically casting downward and his hands tightening into fits

"Dad, that's a sensitive issue..."

"Oh. Does that mean they reacted badly?"

"Dad..."

"It's okay Yongguk." Himchan said with a weak smile. "When my parents found out about my... ual orientation they... T-They kicked me out..."

"How old were you?"

"Fourteen..."

"Oh my... They throw you out at such a young age..!" Ms. Bang exclaimed, "It must've been very hard..."

"It was indeed."

"Well, it must've been even harder for your parents. How did you even know you were gay? Fourteen seems pretty young to be able to know such things as one's ual orientation."

"Dad-"

"You know, Mr. Bang, being homoual is not something you choose to be for fun. It just happens. Some people prefer s while other prefers es. It's like that." He snapped with a deep frown, "I know you think I'm the one who turned your son gay, I can feel it. Yongguk fell in love with me, and I didn't do anything to make this happen so stop attacking me. If you can't accept the fact that your son is gay then I don't see what we're doing here." They all looked at him with shocked expressions on their face, making him groan in frustration. "Damn, I knew it was a bad idea. I'm leaving." He said before standing up and getting out of the house. Yongguk was quick to react and jumped on his feet, going after him

"Himchan!" He called out when he was outside. He spotted him walking with a determined pace in the street, "Himchan wait!" He ran to him and caught up with him. "Himchan please, wait. I'm sorry for my father's behavior..."

"I knew it was a bad idea Yongguk, I told you. But as usual you don't listen to me and I'm the one who ends up hurt." He said angrily as he kept on walking, "I can't believe he made me talk about my parents. Those bastards. I haven't think of them for years now. And with just one sentence he makes them getting back in my life." He spat, "He even had the ing nerve to say they had a harder time than me. What does he know about my past, huh?! As long as I remember he wasn't the one who got tossed like some ing garbage by his own parents and who had to live on the streets at fourteen..! And that just because he fell in love!" Tears were threatening to fall now and he furiously wiped them away, hating the idea of crying over his parents

"I'm sorry baby..." He wrapped his arms around him as he finally came to a stop. "I'll understand if you don't want to go back there..."

"And then I'll be the bad guy in your parents' eyes? No. It's fine I'll go back."

"Are you sure? You really don't have to force yourself; he had no right to look down on you-"

"Yongguk. It's fine. Let's go back." He sighed and started heading back to the house

"Wait." He said as he grabbed his arm, "Come here." He opened his arms. Himchan settled himself between them and snuggled in his boyfriend's warmth. "I'm sorry baby; I'll talk to him okay?" The younger nodded against his chest. Yongguk pulled away enough to be able to look him the eyes. "You know, not anyone would have had the guts to put my father back into place and to still accept to stay afterwards. I'm really proud of you." He smiled

"D-Don't make me cry..." He punched him weakly on the chest as he wiped his eyes to prevent the tears that had gathered there from falling. Yongguk chuckled and kissed him tenderly before hugging him once again. They stayed in each other embrace for a long while, exchanging kisses and sweet words of love here and there. Yongguk knew there was a moment where Himchan had cried in his chest for a short lap of time, but he didn't comment on that. They eventually went back into the house when Himchan had recovered his composure, and were welcomed back by a relieved Ms. Bang

"Yeobo! They're back!" She yelled behind the door, "I thought you wouldn't come back, I'm so relieved." She said as she opened the door. Yongguk's father was standing beside her, a scowl on his face showing that he had been lectured by his wife

"I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused you." Himchan bowed to the both of them

"Oh my, no! I'm the one who's sorry for my husband's behavior." She quickly shook her hands, "I don't know what's gotten into him really. I feel so ashamed oh my god." She turned to her husband and slapped his arm. "Apologize." She ordered, making the scowl on his face deepen

"I'm sorry." He said half-heartedly. She glared at him before turning back to Himchan

"Let me give you a hug." She said before tightly wrapping her arms around him, only to immediately pull back. "What's this..?” She said as she pointed her finger at Himchan's belly. "Oh my god... He's pregnant?!" She shrieked and stared wide eyed at her son

"M-Mom..."

"You got him pregnant?!" His father fumed

"I-I...Yes..."

"Bang Yongguk! Are you unconscious?!" Ms. Bang yelled

"Wait, let me explain-"

"Hell yeah you're going to explain! And right now!"

"How dare you get him pregnant? You're not even engaged with him! You're not even earning enough money to buy a decent house!" Ms. Bang said

"I knew I should've said no when you decided to stop your studies, this way you would've still be leaving here and none of this would have happened!" His father added

"Okay now please calm down." Yongguk said, "I got him pregnant, yes. But it was an accident; else I wouldn't have done this soon. But it happened and we chose to keep the baby."

"How many months is he pregnant?" Ms. Bang asked

"Five months."

"Five months?! And you hid it from us. Oh god..." She face palmed with a loud sigh

"I can't believe you are having a child..!" His father said with disgust

"What's the matter? You know I'm a responsible person and I'll take good care of Himchan and the baby." He retorted, "Or maybe it's the fact I'm having a child with Himchan that's bothering you." He narrowed his eyes at his father

"Well yes, yes that's exactly what's bothering me! Don't you realize he changed you for the worst? That's not love Yongguk, that's manipulation! I didn't raise you to become weak and let yourself be turned gay by the first passing by!"

"How dare you call him ?!" Yongguk shouted angrily, hands clenching into fists so tight his knuckles turned white

"Okay everyone!" Yongnam in loud enough for everyone to turn his attention on him, "I think that's enough argument for the night. I'm reminding you that this meeting was supposed to be a nice dinner that would've allowed us to welcome Himchan in the family. Himchan who, by the way, is just here and hearing everything you're saying so... Can we just do that and talk about the issues later..?" Yongguk glanced at Himchan who had a pained expression on his face and felt his heart constrict at the sight

"...You're right; we'll talk about this later. Let's just go eat now." Ms. Bang said

"As if I would want to stay here after what he said..!" Yongguk snapped at her

"It's okay, let's go eat." Himchan grabbed his shoulder, trying to calm him down

"No it's not! He disrespected you!"

"Yongguk." He said sternly, "It's okay."

"But Himchan-"

"I don't want you to argue with your parents because of me, okay. Family comes first, no matter what. You're lucky to have one that cares for you so don't throw it away because of me." He cut him off, "So please, just let it go." He smiled weakly. Yongguk hesitated a bit, taking in consideration the arguments his lover had just exposed

"...Fine..." He eventually gave in, taking his hand in his own and heading to the living room where they would be eating, not even sparring a glance to his father.

 

***

 

The ride back home was spent in silence. Himchan had never seen Yongguk this furious. The talk he had with his parents ended pretty badly. His dad said that he didn't want to see him anymore and his mother got mad at him too, though she was a bit more indulgent.

"I'm sorry..." Himchan said quietly

"What? Don't apologize. This wasn't your fault." He frowned

"...Still, your dad don't want to talk to you anymore, I feel so bad. Maybe it wouldn't have ended up this way if I hadn't opened my mouth in the first place..."

"Himchan. My father never really got over the fact that his son was gay. This has nothing to do with you okay. And I'm sure it wouldn't have gone this far if I had told them sooner you were pregnant. This is my fault, not yours. Stop blaming yourself."

"But... now your family is broken..."

"Himchan. You're my family too. He may be my father, but it does not stop you from being my boyfriend and our child's father. It's my duty to protect you both, no matter from whom or what." He said sternly. After a short silence, he heard the younger sniff and glanced his way, "Himchan, don't cry..."

"I'm feeling so worthless... All I can do is creating problems around me; I'm so sorry Yongguk..." He sobbed. Yongguk hastily pulled the car over, cupping his face after he had stopped the engine

"Don't say that baby, you're the best thing that could've ever happened to me, you're far from being worthless. You are my soul mate baby; everything that I do is for you, okay? Don't let people belittle you." He said before pecking his lips

"I-I love you."

"I love you too baby."

 

 

 

A/N: Hello everyone~! So, this the second chapter which made me work so hard I thought I was going to die! I don't know why I like making Himchan cry so much, I'll fix this in next chapters ^^

I realized that I'm really slow at writing so I want to apologize for the let update, even I thought I would never end this! At least I made it longer to try and make it up to you (5396 words, YAY!!!)

As always I'll try to fix the errors as soon as I can. Thank you all so much for the subscribes, upvotes, views and comments because I wouldn't have been able to end this chapter without it, it really motivated me!!! I love each of you very very very very much!!! Tell me what you think about this please??

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