Chapter 3

Just admit it already..!

"Hey hyung, what's wrong with Yongguk hyung?" Jongup asked to Himchan.

"Nothing's wrong with him. Why are you asking me that?"

"Because he seems distracted a lot today, and each time you two made eye contact he quickly averted his gaze and he blushed. Besides he's been staring at you more than usual."

"What do you mean 'more than usual'?"

"Well he's always staring at you, everybody know this. Even the fans noticed. You didn't?"

"No I didn't, simply because he doesn't." He stated.

"It seems like I'm not the only one not seeing things here..." He said rolling his eyes.

"Stop acting this way, it doesn't suit you." He narrowed his eyes, "And if you want to know, it may be because of me if Bbang is a bit strange today..."

"Really? What happened?"

"It's stupid, really." He started, "But he was being so annoying and I-"

"Hyung! It's your turn to shoot!" Junhong announced happily, bouncing toward the two sitting men. Yongguk was slowly following behind, exhaustion clear on his face. When he raised his head and saw Himchan on the couch, his eyes widened slightly and he started to turn around but was interrupted by the maknae asking him to come over. Jongup stood up and left as Junhong plopped down on the couch next to Himchan. Yongguk sat down on the other side of the visual, trying to act as if he wasn't there.

"Where is Daehyun hyung?" Junhong asked after an awkward silence. Himchan was tempted to tell him he was probably making out with Youngjae in the bathroom but kept his mouth shut and just shrugged. "Why is he always disappearing like that? I need to ask him something!" He pouted. Himchan chuckled and patted his shoulder.

"This kid is seriously too cute for his own good." He thought when the maknae gave him a bright smile.

"Oh! Youngjae hyung is here, maybe he knows where he is!" Junhong exclaimed before running toward the vocalist, leaving the two eldest alone. They stayed silent for a while until Himchan eventually sighed heavily and turned toward his friend

"Listen Bbang, I'm sorry."

"W-What?"

"I shouldn't have told you something like that, it must've been very embarrassing for you, well it was for me... Anyway, I really don't want our friendship to end because of my feelings so can we just... I don't know, act as if nothing had ever happened and just be best friend like we used to be?" He asked pleadingly

"...Y-Yeah, sure... I mean of course. Besides I think it'd be better that way..."

"Yeah..." He said, a bit of sadness in his voice. "So, hum... best buddies?"

"Best buddies." He nodded with a soft smile. Junhong joined them and sighed heavily as he sat down between his hyungs

"Hey what's wrong?" Yongguk asked, ruffling his hair

"I wanted to ask something to Daehyun but he seemed to be nowhere so I asked Youngjae where he was but he said he didn't want to hear anything being linked to such a dickhead. He seemed to be pretty pissed at him and because of that I couldn't have my answer."

"What did you want to ask him?"

"Oh hum... some grown-ups stuff..."

"Well, I'm the eldest here so I'm sure I could help. Tell me what's bothering you." He chuckled

"If it's about you better talk to me. Bbang is way too shy to give you any good advice." The visual snorted

"You're such a ert Chan. He's still a child!" Yongguk glared at him, "Besides I'm far from being shy about it, I'm just reserved."

"Reserved?! Bull!" He scoffed, "You're as shy as a ..! And you perfectly know how that's the only topic crossing the head of these young mind! So Junhonggie is it about ?"

"N-No! Hyung, I would never have the guts to ask you about that!" Junhong quickly said, "I-It's about love..."

"Oh..." They both said, blushing slightly and shifting awkwardly on their sit

"You see I... I've got this friend who's in love with this guy whom he's very close to. He- I mean she doesn't want to ruin their friendship so she tried to give the guy hints of his- hum her feeling. But even though my friend tried both subtle and bold approach, the guy stays totally oblivious. And so he asked me to give him some advice... I-I mean to give her some advice..." He explained nervously. Yongguk and Himchan exchanged a knowing look and the visual put his hand on the maknae's shoulder

"Hum... Junhong, this friend of yours... It's you right?" Yongguk asked carefully

"W-What?! No!" He denied, blushing furiously

"Common Junhong, everyone knows the 'friend-needing-advice-for-that' thing." Himchan rolled his eyes.

"Y-You know it's okay to...be in love with someone of the same...gender... W-Well, that is from my point of view..." The leader said slowly, stuttering awkwardly. Himchan scoffed and rolled his eyes at him

"Hyung!" Junhong's blush deepened and he hid his face in his hands muttering about how he knew he should have wait for Daehyun to come back.

"Dammit Yongguk, why are you like that?" Himchan glared at him, taking Junhong in his arms.

"W-What? What did I say?"

"Don't worry Junhonggie, we can talk about it freely when he's not around okay?" He said, petting the younger's hair.

"Okay, thanks hyung..." He nodded

"Hey! What's that supposed to mean?! You can talk to me about anything you know!" Yongguk protested

"Please, everybody knows you with feelings. Me first." Himchan snorted. Yongguk opened his mouth to answer but was cut off by Junhong gasp

"D-Daehyun hyung! What happened to your face?!" He nearly screamed, "Y-Your cheek, it's all... It's all-"

"Please don't mention it." He sighed and sat on a chair in front of the couch.

"What happened to you?" Yongguk sputtered, his eyes widening at the bright red hand mark on the vocalist's left cheek. Himchan stood up and grabbed the younger man's arm

"We'll be right back." He said before bringing Daehyun outside the building with him. "What happened?" He asked, crossing his arms

"...I-I kind of messed up..."

"No kidding." He rolled his eyes, "I know that, it's obvious. But what did you do exactly to make him that angry." He said, pointing his finger at his cheek

"I made fun of him, and I guess I just went overboard..." He rubbed the back of his neck

"Jeez, how many times did I tell you to stop acting like an ? You know how sensitive Jae can get, and he is even more when you're the one being mean." He scolded

"I know... I'm sorry..."

"It's him you should go apologize to."

"Yeah. You're right."

"I'm always right."

"I'll go find him. Thank you."

"No problem."


The group was back in the dorm earlier than intended and was enjoying their evening peacefully. The vocalist line was having a talk in their room. Junhong and Jongup were playing video games in the living room. Yongguk was somewhere in the dorm writing lyrics and Himchan was drinking a cup of coffee in the kitchen, staring dreamily out the window.

"Hyung? Are you okay?" Himchan jumped at Youngjae voice, nearly spilling his coffee

"Oh my god! You scared the hell out of me Jae!"

"Sorry." He chuckled, sitting next to him

"Did you sort out things with Dae?"

"Yeah. I think he won't ever act this way again." He said, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips

"Yoo Youngjae, what did you do to him?"

"Nothing." Himchan gave him a skeptical look, "I just told him he won't be able to touch me for three weeks."

"Three weeks?! He won't even last three days!" Himchan laughed

"I know. He'll probably jump me by the end of the week, at least I hope that's what he'll do. Nothing's better than a deprived Daehyun."

"You’re such a tease Youngjae." He snorted, shaking his head before sipping on his coffee

"And that's why he loves me."

"I guess you're right or else he would have left you long ago."

"Yeah sure, as if I would have let him the chance to leave me." Himchan rolled his eyes at that. "What about you? How are things with Yongguk hyung?"

"Okay I guess? I don't really know. I apologized to him about yesterday and we agreed on forgetting about this entire story..."

"But?"

"But... I don't know if I'll be able to forget about my feelings. Each moment passed with him makes me fall deeper for him."

"He feels the same for you."

"That would be great but he doesn't."

"I'm serious Himchan hyung. He likes you."

"If it's your way to cheer me up let me tell you you're doing very bad."

"I heard him talk on the phone with Yongnam hyung earlier. And from what I've heard he didn't returned your feelings because as idols we can't date, let alone date another man."

"You should stop eavesdropping on people you know."

"It was pure coincidence!" He defended himself, "And that's not the main issue here. I'm telling you he likes you! Don't hear what I'm saying?!" He said, starting to feel frustrated from the lack of reaction of his hyung

"I heard you pretty well Jae, but things or not that simple. Even though he might be a bit attracted to me, which I doubt, there's no way he'll just confess to me and ask me out. So I prefer things to stay light between us and keep our friendship safe."

"Whatever. Do as you wish. You two are too stubborn anyway." He sighed, standing up, "At least I warned you." He added before leaving the ulzzang alone. Himchan stayed a few more hours in the kitchen, lost in his thoughts, until Jongup came to fetch him and made him sit with the rest of the group in the living room.

"What's going on?" The visual asked, slightly confused as he saw Youngjae and Daehyun were standing in front of them. Youngjae cleared his throat before starting to speak

"So, I gathered all of you here because Daehyun and I have something to tell you." He took Daehyun's hand in his own and linked their fingers together. The room felt silent, everyone looking expectantly at the two vocalists. Youngjae nudged his lover to remind him it was he's turn to talk

"Oh hum y-yeah... We... W-We're dating each other." He said, a light shade of pink tainting his cheeks. They heard four gasps, Himchan's one being because he wasn't expecting them to come out to the others so suddenly.

"And we've been dating for two years." Youngjae added smiling brightly and gazing lovingly at his boyfriend who pecked his cheek

"So cheesy..." Jongup mumbled

"W-What do you mean dating?" Yongguk asked, clearly confused

"We're boyfriends." Daehyun smiled brightly

"B-Boyfriends..?"

"Yeah you know that thing when two people love each other and agree on being on a relationship together?" Youngjae said sarcastically, rolling his eyes, "Okay, that's it. Does anyone have questions?"

"Oh yes! How did you realize you had feelings for each other? Who confessed and how did it happen?" Junhong asked eagerly

"Well, we first noticed we-" Daehyun was cut off by Yongguk loud clearing of throat which made everyone turn their heads toward him.

"H-How could you allow yourself to date each other when it's formally forbidden?" Yongguk said, frowning in disappointment, "What if you get caught? Are you conscious of the fact you'd put yourself, the group and the company in serious trouble?"

"We're perfectly aware of that hyung." Youngjae rolled his eyes, "But love is love and we can't just suppress our feelings just to make a few people happy."

"Besides we are being very cautious, proof being you didn't even realize that we've been more than friends for two years, and we're living all together." Daehyun said, "I mean, you guys didn't even realize we were having intimate moments even though he's pretty loud." He smirked

"They didn't need to know that!" Youngjae smacked his head before adding in a harsh whisper, "Besides I'm not that loud..!"

"Oh yes you are..."

"Shut up!"

"...S-Still, that's a huge risk you're taking..!"

"Oh please Bbang, can't you leave them alone? The kids know what danger there is in dating each other being an idol and living in a homophobic country." Himchan said, "So just let them be. At least we know they're clever enough to stay discreet." Yongguk glared at him but sighed in defeat

"I guess I've got no choice then. But I swear if you get caught only once-" He threatened

"Okay hyung, we get it already. We promise we'll be even more careful from now on." Daehyun cut him off

"Good." Yongguk nodded once and went back to writing his lyrics.

"Great, I guess we're done now?" Youngjae smiled, clasping his hand together in a satisfied way.

"Congratulation then." Jongup said, "Can we now turn the TV back on so I can finish the game and beat Junhong?"

"Like hell you're going to beat me! I'm invincible!" Junhong answered, grabbing the remote and switching the TV on.

"Sorry to disappoint you Jongup but Junhong is right, he's the best at this game!" Daehyun exclaimed, jumping on the couch next to the two teenagers.

"You're such a kid Daehyun." Youngjae said, shaking his head in a disapproving way

"I love you too jagyia!" He grinned, making his lover blush and the two teenagers giggle. Youngjae left the living room mumbling about how embarrassing of a boyfriend Daehyun was and went to his room where Himchan joined him

"Okay now what was that all about?" The ulzzang said, closing the door behind him and crossing his arms over his chest.

"What?" He grabbed his iPad and sat on his bed

"Your little announcement thing. It was cute and all but why so suddenly?"

"Because I felt like it was the right time to do it." He shrugged, an aura of innocence surrounding him

"That's it?" He cocked his eyebrow

"Yup." He nodded

"No other reason hidden behind?" He asked skeptically, not believing his dongsaeng at all.

"Nope." He shook his head with a sweet smile. Himchan hummed and left the room.


"Himchan... Himchan..?"

"Mmh... Go away..." Himchan grunted in his sleep and turned around, sinking further under the covers

"Channie... Please wake up..." Yongguk whispered, lightly shaking him. Himchan eventually cracked an eye open and frowned when he saw his friend looking at him expectantly

"...Bbang? What do you want?" He whispered harshly in a hoarse voice before pulling the covers over his head

"I was wondering... Were you having doubts about the nature of Dae and Jae's relationship?" He said partly pulling the covers away from his friend and shaking him again

"Seriously Yongguk? You're waking me up for this?!" He hissed in an annoyed tone, glaring at the leader

"Sorry but... Answer me, please?" He shrugged and smiled sheepishly. Himchan sighed heavily and shifted a bit so that he could see his friend's face better

"I already knew they were dating." He yawned and rubbed the sleep from his eyes

"Jinja?! How did you guess?!"

"I didn't guess, though they were quite obvious. I just walked in on them on one of their 'intimate moment' as Dae call them."

"Seriously? How did you react?"

"I just apologized and closed the door."

"Oh..." He nodded in understanding, "Must've been...weird."

"I would rather say funny... and cute."

"Cute?" He questioningly cocked his head to the side, making the visual smile and thinking about how he wanted to pinch the leader's cheek and kiss him. But of course Himchan refrained his urge and just shrugged

"Yeah, they were so flustered and panicked, it was cute to see them this way. They were just like children being caught red handed." He chuckled, "After that they couldn't look me in the eyes for two weeks."

"Well, I hope that'll never happen to me because I'm not sure I would be able to stay as calm as you did."

"Sure, you're such a Bbang." He snorted

"I am not a ." He retorted, "I'm just reser-"

"Yeah, yeah, reserved I know that." He rolled his eyes, making Yongguk scowl. "Anyway, I would love to see your reaction if you caught them having ." He smirked, "I bet you'd blush like a schoolgirl and be so shocked you wouldn't even have the decency to avert your gaze. And when you'd eventually come to your senses you would stutter apologizes and go, leaving the door open." He grinned, "Then, a few hours later, when you're sure they're done, you'd go back into their room and have a 'talk' with them." He snorted

"But isn't it the right thing to do in these situations?" He frowned in confusion

"Of course not Yongguk!" He scoffed, “They're kids, they don't want to have long boring talks -that are more like lectures, really- with someone they see as their father, even less when it's about or love." He laughed

"Well, sorry I'm not the cool and funny hyung they can rely on." He scowled again

"Don't sulk, you're a great hyung and an even better leader." He said, replacing some strand of hair behind the rapper's left ear, "I'm just saying you should loosen up a bit sometimes. You can't always be serious and strict or else people won't dare come talk to you about personal issue."

"I know... but... I don't know how to this..." He said, resting his head on Himchan's mattress and closing his eyes when this one ran his fingers through his dark locks, lightly massaging his scalp

"That's because you're thinking too much Bbang. Just do what you want to do without thinking of the consequences or of what people are going to say. Just enjoy yourself." He smiled

"...Okay... I'll try..."He nodded slowly

"Good... Can I go back to sleep now?” He yawned

"Oh, y-yeah sorry 'bout that..."

"It's okay, it’s been a while since we last had late night talks, and I admit I kind of missed them." He said, closing his eyes and snuggling into his pillow

"Me too."

"G'night..." He mumbled, sleep already rushing back in his body

"Oh wait! I’ve got another question." He exclaimed

"What is it Bbang?" He sighed heavily, not bothering to open his eyes

"Don't you think it's strange all the members are gay?"

"Jongup is not, you neither and Junhong is still young, maybe he'll change his mind." He said lazily, ending his sentence by a long yawn

"Actually I... You see I-"

"Dammit Bbang go back to sleep, we'll talk tomorrow if you want but please just shut up." He whined

"Sorry..."

"Good night."

"Good night Channie.” He smiled softly at his friend who started snoring lightly a few moments later, fast asleep. Yongguk didn't budge and watched the ulzzang. He couldn't help but stare at Himchan's sleeping face, totally mesmerized by its beauty. He thought about Daehyun and Youngjae's coming out, about how they managed to keep their relationship unknown from everyone for two years -which he thought was an exploit since the group's any and every movements were always captured on screen. His eyes set back on Himchan when this one whined softly, his lips setting on a cute pout. The rapper smiled and caressed the sleeping beauty's cheek. Himchan was right, he was thinking too much and that was exactly why he had so much trouble expressing his mind and feelings. "Do what you want without thinking..." He repeated and thought about it for a while before a wide grin appeared on his face. He slowly leant forward and pressed a kiss to those soft pink pouty lips. But little did he know that Himchan actually felt the kiss and woke up, pushing the elder away and making him fall on the floor with a loud thump.

"Y-Yongguk?! Did you just... kiss me?!" He gasped, eyes widening in shock.

 

 

A/N: Hello~!! First I want to apologize for the late update, I just didn't know what to write for a few days so it came out late, sorry >~<

I want to thank you for all the subscribes and for the comments ^^, I hope you enjoyed this chapter as well and if you did, leave me your opinion please!

I'll probably end the story at the next chapter, but maybe I'll change my mind I don't know, you'll see :P

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magicbananas #1
Chapter 4: This whole story (except the rejected channie part ~_~) was hilarious!!!!!!! Omg this was awesome haha!! <3<3<3<3<3<3
himmie
#2
this was--i swear--one of my favorite stories everr < 3
zelosfuturewife #3
Chapter 5: Update soon ^.^ love how u write it
K-PopLove14 #4
Chapter 2: LOL <3 Uppie stuck in the bathroom x'D
Yosato #5
Chapter 5: Aww that was kinda cute. I am all for a sequell *_*. Himchans conclusion about jonglo made me laugh so hard because it could be actually true xD
ohhiwowwh
#6
Oh my god ........... i rarely read but damn this one is so hilarious hahahahah i love it. Gonna wait for the sequel ! ♥♥♥
yukulicious
#7
Chapter 5: Looking forward to the sequel and good luck with your exams! :D
cheesecakesoulmusic #8
Chapter 4: Authornim! I absolutely love the banghim and daejae here! Please write a sequel I'm so curious what happened next with the jonglo couple so cute!! Hahaha love Himchan's last few lines
banghimadmirerer #9
i love banghim .. sequel sequel sequel
iamabaplover #10
Chapter 4: This. Is. A. Crime!!!
You totaly got us hungging on the Jonglo. I demand for a justice, a sequel!!!

But by the way it was great!!!!