I tried hard to be strong

and live quietly with pain

i build a shell that no one can break

But in reality

i was weak my shell was broken

and now i feel like i am nothing.

 

 

Bigbang members were worried about his big Hyung and how he will react about this

Taeyang: don’t you think he should know

GD: no i don’t think so this will create a problem for the both sides

Seungri:but hyung it’s the women he care and love about this will make them closer

GD: what if he knew and went to the hospital and someone saw him and that will make scandal don’t you guys think

Daesung: will you’re right but it’s not everyday he will love someone and bout that girl we are the only one who know about her

Taeyang: i think we better tell him but not know tomorrow 

GD: well thats better 

 

 

 

In the hospital

 

shins Father:  i wish she will leave her job 

Shins mother: yeah it’s better job for a man not women (she begin to cry)

Shin(crying): My Nonna is a strong and y women she will be fine

Shins father (hit him in the head): stupid boy 

Shin: What it’s true (wipe his tears)

 

they were waiting outside for the doctor and when he came out from Rans room they all rushed to him

 

Douctor: she is fine she opened her eyes and everything is fine she lost a lot of blood thats why she passed out 

Shins father: and about her wound

Doctor: don’t worry it’s fine and after few week her wound and stitch will go and it will look normally 

Shins family: Thank you

Doctor: you can see her now, but i am afride she can’t talk much

 

They all went inside

Shins family were looking at her with tears(sensitive family)

Ran:you guys

Shins father: i am gonna kill you,you made us worried

Shins mother: don’t say like that don’t you see she is sick

Shin: Onni (cry)

Ran: you cry like girls i am fine

Shins father: don’t you feel pain

Ran: a little but better then before 

 

(they didn’t talk much like the doctor said she was not in a good  condition so she can talk they  left her to rest but they were happy that she fine and she begin to talk)

In the bigbang Dorm

 

T.o.p: is there anymore rice

Taeyang: yes 

T.o.p: then put for your big Hyung more rice 

Taeyang: Seungri put for you brother

Seungri: ok Hyung

T.o.p: there is something weird about you guys

here all the members go scared  and suddenly

GD: hahahaha

top: what what

GD: i just remembered something

Daesung(he want to change the subject): tell us hyang it’s seems soo funny

GD: do you guys remember when Seungri  before we entering the stage if there is a small gap he will show his face and fan will begin to scream “AHHHHH AHHHH”

Seungri: it called Fan service Hyung

Top: and he will open his eyes widely and say to them “Shhhh”

Daesung(in his mind): thank god he forgot about that we are weird today 

 

 

That day bigbang member tried to act normal like nothing happend and they are worried what to tell him tommrow

In the hospital Ran was resting the doctor told her to stay one week and she can leave 

 

The Next morning 

After the last night they had long chat about old day and most of there topic were about seungri however they all wake up early they went to Gds Room and they tried to not wake T.O.P and the good think is that he not a person that will wake up easily

 

Taeyang: who gonna tell him

(silent)

Gd: i will talk to him

Daesung: it will be good if you did hyung

Taeyang: why don’t we put the newspaper were we eat breakfast and let him read by him self

GD: he will not you know top he never read newspapers

 

After 1 hour they try to wake him up and he is last person in the dorm to wake up and they did as they  planed to put the newspaper in front of him on his seat

 

Top: good morning 

Bigbang: Good morning

they begin to Eat and suddenly Top was looking to the newspaper

in that moment everyone was shocked 

and he was looking to the picture and put it back and he didn’t see the article about Ran

Seungri (in his mind): this guy is stupid

GD(in his mind): Omg stupid

Taeyang: something interesting in the news

Top: nothing

Gd: Top i have to tell you something

Top: what you guys act weird

GD: you know the girl Named Ran

Top:yeah what about her

GD: she had an accident in the court she got stabbed

Top: are you joking in the morning

GD: not really look to the newspaper

he toke it and begin to read with open eyes

Top: it’s impossible

(he toke his smartphone and begin to search about the accident)

the last think written about

 

The victim who got stabbed   in ...... hospital as the doctor is saying she got treated and she is fine and the police is still looking thought the case

 

Top: guys i am going 

GD: we know you will go

Top:don’t worry i will not get discover

Taeyang: take care of your self

 

Top Rushed to his room and wore a normal dress with a mask and sunglasses  he was covering his face with it and Rushed and  went to the  hospital

 

one his way to the hospital he was thankful that she was fine and same time he was hurt that he wasn't there for her in the hardest time.

 

when he reached the hospital he was afraid someone will know him but people were busy and that made him cool down a little he went to the reception

 

Top: Hello can you pleas tell me where is the room of the patient named Choi Ran

Women: who are you

Top: i am her friend

Women: she is in the room ....

 

while he was walking to her Room he was worried what should i say and if she ask me why i came all kind of thought was in his mind

Top:here it  is

(he opened the door slowly)

there was a nurse he was waiting outside for her to get out and when the nurse came out

again he open the door slowly and toke small steps toward her and when he was close his heart was beating hard he saw her and her eyes was opened that the moment he felt (what to do)

Top (awkwardly) : Hello neighbor girl

Ran: You (shocked)

Top: yes me what

Ran: aren’t you busy

Top: of course  i am but i toke from my precious time to see my neighbor girl see my loyalty 

Ran: lair

Top:haha why

Ran: i dunno i feel like you don’t  have nothing today

Top: why is your sound like a monster

Ran: yesterday i couldn't talk but today much better but  somehow my voice kinda scary 

Top (toke the chair and sit next to her and with a soft voice): how do you feel now

Ran: much better then before

Top: good to hear

Ran: i never thought you will come

Top: why did you hope that i will come?

Ran: no i didn’t mean it like that (she got shy)

Top gave her a sharp look

Ran: oh come on

Top: haha today when i heard what happened i got really worried Miss Ran you become Famous they call you the brave women 

Ran: it was scary (suddenly her expression changes)

Top:why

Ran: when he stabbed me i thought i will die i was scared i was sad i thought i will die alone even if i die no one will ask about me (tears came out of her eyes) that bad guy when he pulled my hair i felt like a Trash (begin to cry slowly) i was scared my legs were shaking and that moment i knew i was weak

Top (couldn't resist) he hugged her : Who said i will ask about you everyday you are not alone stupid and that guy if i saw him i punch him in his face to pulling your pretty hair

Ran stopped crying and slept on his arms she was tired and a lot of thing going inside of her

 

 

Top begin to look at her and begin to stare to her eyes hair lips lashes everything  

Top: Ran i missed you and  i am sorry

(he kissed her on her lips )

 

 

 

 

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Sorry readers ^^ this chapter had alot of spelling mistake :3