Dear Jongin, 

I'm Do Kyungsoo, the new transferee. I'm also your new roommate. I don't know why, but from 

the very first moment I laid my eyes on you, I didn't like you. At all. 

 

Dear Jongin,

I found the reason why I didn't seem to like you. Everything you did and said screamed 'trouble', and I

didn't want to become a part of that. I'm going to try my best and avoid you, though it's actually impossible.

 

Dear Jongin, 

Don't act like you know me. You seem to know everyone in this school, but not me. I hate the way

you look at me, with that piercing gaze of yours. There's this glint in your eyes, that makes me feel

vulnerable around you. And I absolutely hate that.

 

Dear Jongin.

I see you making out with that girl from the arts department. What was her name again? Actually I don't care.

Just don't bring her back to the dorm to lay her down or else I will strangle the both of you with my bare hands. 

And yes, I see you staring at me as you force your tongue into .

 

Dear Jongin, 

What exactly is this sick game you're playing? One minute, you're all nice and sweet to me (which makes me want to puke),

and another minute you're treating me as if I were invisible. I don't want to be a part of your twisted little game, so stop it.

Because you're making me feel something that I have never felt before. 

 

Dear Jongin,

I met this guy named Chanyeol. He's from the music department, and he's the most amazing guy I've ever laid my eyes on.

He loves me and I love him as much, and I'm glad to say that I have found the right one for me.

I hope you're happy with Soojung, because I am very happy with Chanyeol.

 

Dear Jongin, 

So you broke up with Soojung. Honestly, I thought that she just wasn't the right girl for you. And you clearly read my mind.

But I don't like seeing you like this. All broken and sad. You've never been like this before, and I can't believe I'm saying this;

but I want the old Jongin back. The loud and obnoxious one, with not a single care in what other people thought of him.

 

Dear Jongin,

Chanyeol's mad at me. It's tearing me apart, because I have no idea what's going through his mind.

He mentioned something along the lines of 'you're changing soo'; but what the does that even mean?

Now I know how you feel Jongin. Love hurts so much, and I want this pain to stop.

 

Dear Jongin,

I broke up with Chanyeol. And you know what's the weirdest part? He was happy.

Turns out he was already in love with someone else. ing bastard. 

But I don't care about him anymore. I'm free from this chained up world of love, and I'm much stronger now.

The quiet, reserved and introverted Kyungsoo is gone. 

 

Dear Jongin,

I'm starting to see the world through your eyes. I understand you now; why you used to stare at me as you kissed Soojung,

why your eyes used to linger on me and Chanyeol as we linked our fingers together. and why you played that little game of yours.

You like me. 

But you're too afraid to admit it.

 

Dear Jongin,

No matter how strong of a person I am now, there's this someone who can still make me weak.

And that's you.

I've fallen for you, Kim Jongin.