Unplanned Miracle
The Perfect GirlApril 2016
RING RING RING RING RING
My damn phone was ringing so loudly. I looked at the clock on my bedside table. 4 AM. Who in their right mind would be calling at this hour?
I grabbed my phone and answered it without looking at who the caller was.
"H-hello? Who is this?" I answered groggily.
No sound came from the other side. Could this be a prank caller? I took the phone away from my ear.
Soo <3
Sooyoung? Why would Sooyoung be calling me at this time of the night?
"Sooyoung? Babe?"
No answer.
I tried again.
"Sooyoung? Is that you? Is something wrong?"
After a few more moments of silence, she finally answered.
"Y-yes."
She had been crying.
I didn't know what to do.
The two of us were quiet for a long time, waiting for each other to speak.
She broke the silence first.
"Hey, so I visited the clinic earlier today."
"Why? Are you sick? Why didn't you call me? I could've come with you."
"You had a class. Besides, this isn't the first time I've gone to the clinic."
"I know that, still, you could've at least told me."
"..."
"Soo?"
"...problem..."
"What?"
"We have a problem..."
"A problem?"
"Yeah, I'm... I'm pregnant."
To say that I was stunned was an understatement. I then asked one of the stupidest things a man could ask a woman.
"A-are you sure it's mine?"
"O-of course, you idiot."
My mind was a blank. Without really meaning to. I hung up the phone, pretending that the line got cut off unexpectedly.
I was panicking.
It's too early.
Even if I have only a year left, I'm still a student. I don't even have a job yet. How am I supposed to take care of a wife and child?
What am I gonna do?
What am I going to do?
Before I knew it. I fell asleep.
RING RING RING RING RING
My phone was ringing again. I looked at the clock. 5 AM.
I didn't need to look at the screen to know who was calling.
"Why did you hang up?" I asked her.
She didn't answer.
"So what's your plan now?" I asked.
"What about you?"
"Me? Why me? What about you?"
"Why only me?"
It was like a slap to my face. Why was I pushing all the responsibilities onto her? We both did this. We both made the same mistake. It's not fair for me to give Sooyoung all the responsibilities. I love her. I shouldn't be like this.
Instead of escalating our argument, I swallowed my fears and asked her another question.
"Have you thought of a name yet?"
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