CL POV

I will do anything for this; looking at Dara's sleeping face beside me.

I want her to see me before she sleep, I want my voice is the one she hear before she goes to bed. Because when she woke up, I will be the first person she remembers. 

"Hi." I saw her blinking the eyes and starting to wake up.

"Hi." She replies, she move her body to look for me.

"Hows your sleep?" My hand is caressing her brown hair and my lip is kissing her head.

"Good, how about you?" She put her face on my neck.

"Great, because I have you." She is chuckle when she hear me saying that.

"Sweet as always." She kiss my chin.

"Still sleepy?"

"Yes, but we need to go to office." She is groaning.

"Only a few days more." 

"Yes, but after that you'll be leaving me for two months!" I can hear her groaning, feel disappointed.

"But after that, we will together forever!" I try to cheer her up.

"I know... I'm sorry my father made you do this."

"It's okay baby, he has good point. Me and my past was not good, I'm not proud of it either. I need to prove it to him and you. Okay?"

"You better be good and taking care of yourself this time." Dara stares at me with worries in her eyes, because last time I am away from her, I almost killed myself in my stupidity.

"I promise."

"Good, now kiss me."

"Yes mam and shall we continue the kiss or shall we go to get dress?"

"Whatever is fine with me, I'm the boss anyway. I can go to office late and nobody will dare to bother." 

"Oh my, cocky boss. I like that." I drag myself to kiss her again.

Lately Dara has been so , she said I was the reason she is always being this hot and wet. I wonder if this because of hormone? Well, she is going to be thirty and mostly older woman is so hot when they are in bed. She is also makes me addicted to her touch, she make me complete.

"What are you waiting for?"

"Beg me." And I can see her put a frowning expression.

"Touch me, again." She drag my hand to her private part, directly.

Dara POV

I am awake, but too lazy to blink an eye. So I decided to lie down and close my eyes, I want to enjoy every moment I share with my Chaerin. She have a warm embrace, I love it when she start to hug me or put her face in my neck.

"Hi." She is whispering on my ears, give me goosebump. She never fails to seduce me.

"Hi." I replies to her and find myself a way to her neck.

"Hows your sleep?" She is asking while her finger is my hair, she smell nice even in the morning.

"Good, how about you?" I answer and put my face in her neck, sipping the fragrance from her skin.

"Great, because I have you." Oh my God, there she goes again, another sweet words.

"Sweet as always." I cannot help myself but kiss her chin, gently.

"Still sleepy?"

"Yes, but we need to go to office." Today I need to go to the office and seetles everything up.

Chaerin told me she already find a way to finish the tasks I had given to her and the tasks that my dad added for her, and she will be away for two months as my dad requests. I do not like the idea of separating with her, I will miss her so much and I hope she did not hurting herself anymore. 

"Only a few days more." She says.

"Yes, but after that you'll be leaving me for two months!" I remembering again that she have to leave me for two months, dad did not allow her to see in two months and she need to finish the tasks within two months or he never be agree of our wedding.

Chaerin always told me that is for the best, she also said that she need to prove herself worthy for me and in the eyes of my dad. She is also considering many things lately, since the last time I told her that everything is now about us, I can see her change. She is less selfish than before, the way she talk with Kimberly is changes too, she did not really demanding and she try to listen to people around her. And if I am the cause of it, I cannot be more proud.

"But after that, we will together forever!" She cheer me up, she is right.

"I know... I'm sorry my father made you do this." I play with her hair and sulk.

"It's okay baby, he has good point. Me and my past was not good, I'm not proud of it either. I need to prove it to him and you. Okay?"

"You better be good and taking care of yourself this time." I made sure she got my point, last time we separate she is drowning with her pills and alcohol, a smart move to die in pain.

"I promise."

"Good, now kiss me."

"Yes mam and shall we continue the kiss or shall we go to get dress?"

"Whatever is fine with me, I'm the boss anyway. I can go to office late and nobody will dare to bother." I do not really want to go to office at this time, I just want to spent my time with her as long as I can, before she left to the States for two months.

"Oh my, cocky boss. I like that." Oh, my baby Rin with her husky seductive voice.

I do not know what phase I am in right now, but I felt really , wet and hot lately. All I want is her and everything about her in me, is it because the hormone? Because of me going to thirty? I will ask unnie about this later. She is thirty, I want to know if she is also always in mood. Or is it just me?

"What are you waiting for?" Chaerin only stares at me and smirk, I hate that smirk, because it means she have something dirty on her mind.

"Beg me." See! She want me to beg!

"Touch me, again." Hell with the begging thing, if she wants me to beg then I will let her know how desperate I am for her touch as I grab her hand and direct it to my sensitive part.

I can hear she is gasping in an awe, is it because I am too wet or is it because she find me enchanting. 

I am not myself lately, and it is because of her! Because of Lee Chaerin!

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Jiyong lie down on his seat and give a heavy sigh, he will see Dara tod