"We've been searching this girl for months, Junsu. Get over it."

I sighed frustratedly. Why can't they get it? I know she's real, I've seen her, I've touched her, she's ing real, but all these people whom I supposedly call my "friends" are going against me and won't shut the up about how I'm just having my everyday "illusions."

"Eunhyuk, I'm not crazy," I buried my face into my hands.

"I didn't say that."

"Then why won't you just believe me? She's real, Hyukjae," I rarely called him by his real name, which only meant I was serious. "I wouldn't go this far if I knew she wasn't."

"Alright, Junsu," Yunho sighed, giving up. "Let's clear this up again. Why do you think it's her? Didn't she--with my full condolences of course--uh, died a long time ago?"

My face darkened as I gritted my teeth, "she's not dead! I just," I paused, closing my eyes. Why was I even explaining myself again? "I just know it's her, she's alive," my voice faded gradually.

"Through what, polka dotted ?" BoA noona laughed, recalling what I had told her. "I'm not making fun of you, Junsu. But I find a bit...odd, how you knew it was her because you saw her underwear."

I scoffed as I glared at her, "I didn't say I knew who she was through the underwear," I blushed, the incident flashing through my mind, "I said, after I accidentally pushed her, I saw her underwear by ACCIDENT, then I saw her face, that's when I knew it was her. Sheesh, noona."

"No, that's not what you said. You said what I thought you said. You were drunk, Junsu, how could you possibly remember what you actually told me?"

"WHAT? Junsu! You didn't say that you were drunk when it happened! This girl might not even exist AT ALL! We were looking for nothing," Eunhyuk whacked my head rather harshly.

Okay, maybe I was drunk, but that doesn't mean I don't know what I saw! I mean, some drunk people can remember events and what they said...I think.

Aish, screw all these damn people.

"Junsu, I think you just haven't moved on completely, after she died--"

"Shut up! Shut up, shut up!" I screamed, exiting the room in fury.

Drunk or not, I know what I saw, and what I saw was no one else but RiIn.