Past is back.

Hiding Inside Myself

It's getting cold and Naeun can feel it. At one last time she look at the name written in the stone, she had nothing to cry anymore. Four the last four days she already cried it out.

             Son Dongwoo, died March 26....

it's beeen months since her grandfather had a heartattack,he stayed in the ICU almost amonth and end up dying. Seven years have passed and she was happy spending her times with him. They were happy, but now he left her all alone again. After she graduated highschool she became less happy because the Oh family all migrated to america. They asked her to come to them but she cannot leave her grandfather. She and Hayoung cried that time when they will be separated again. Sehun, who confess to her before leaving but she told him she only see him as a brother and he understand. When they leave she thought she cannot move on but her grandfather were always there to cheer her up and make her happy. But now,nobody is there to comfort her. She feel the loniless inside her.

She sighed deeply and started to walk away from the tomb and go to her second hand car that was park under a big tree. Before that she look at it one more time. She was about to open the car door when she notice a figure is looking at her direction. She already notice that someone is looking at her and she is right.

The guy were leaning against his car while looking at her. She cannot see his face clearly because his abit far from her but she know he is looking at her. How long has he been there? Is he here to visit a family too? Maybe no, she thought. He is also under a tree, she hurriedly open her car door and started to on the engine. One,two,three still not starting. She groaned.

"Don't tell me your going to ditch me at this time," She mumbled. It's a secondhand car and its kinda old. If not for her grandfathers hospital bills, she might already have a new car. But she never regreted that, what she had right now is because of him. He payed for her school fees using his pension.

She put her attention again to start the engine but still a fail. She dont know how to fix a car.

"Please, start already. It's getting dark and nobody's here for me". She talked to her car as if it will listen to her.

She hurriedly go out to check on the engine but when she saw the guy were already started walking towards her. Instead of opening the hood of the car, she quickly go inside the car and lock the door.

"Please, I beg you just this time. I promise, tomorrow I will bring you to an expensive car repair shop. Just please, let us go out in the cemetery". Again, started talking to the car. She is somehow in panic and is scared.

She know the guy is already getting nearer, and when even if the guy is already infront of her car but she never dared to open the window. She did'nt even look at him so that the guy will think she is not gonna talk to him. Again, she started to on the ignition.

The guy knock on her window and before she could look at his face, he walk towards the hood infront and without permission he opened it. What is he doing? She looked around to see if theres other people but she see nothing.

After awhile the guy closed the hood and give her a sign to start the ignition. She didn't expect it and sighed in relieved when the car starts. When she managed to move forward she saw the guy still standing when she look at the rear view mirrow, she open the window and just glance at him, she cannot really see his face because it's already dark.

"Thank you", She said and drive the car fast because she still scared.

"You're being ungrateful, Son Naeun," She said to herself when she is already in the highway.

"Perhaps", She answered herself. " it's better to be careful. It's not easy to trust someone especially strangers". She tried to recall the guy face but she cant, she really did not pay more attention to his face because she is scared. But she know he is a well built man.

"Why are you late, Naeun? It's already seven o'clock", Asked the elderly maid when she get out from her car.

"My car is being crazy again, Miss Lee. Luckily the...". She were about to tell her a guy helped her but changed her mind," I managed to start it".

"It always happen already, why dont you let it check by a mechanic".

"Yes, tomorrow I will bring it to a repair shop". 

She was about to go inside the house when a car stop outside their gate that can see half the body of a person. They both look at the gate.

"I think we have a visitor,Naeun. Maybe a friend."

Naeun was not able to answer when whe passenger get out from the car. Even when she did not see his face clearly she knew that it was the man in the cemetery. Her brow furrowed. Is he following her? Why she did'nt notice him following her? She thought.

"Should I let him in,Naeun?".

"No need, Ms. Lee," She said abit annoyed." If his here to see grandfather or if he is his friend, tell him the funeral is finished. I'm going inside now,I have headache". She said and quickly go inside the house.

If he is my grandfathers friend then he should approach her when it still alot of people. There's no need to talk to, she already said thank you earlier. She already used to it when a guy wants to know her

When she is inside she started to teary eyes. Her grandfather is really gone, the person who always beside her already left her. She look at the big picture frame that was hang on the wall beside her picture. She smiled sadly, it's not easy to think that he is already gone.

"Naeun, I let----"

"Thank you, Ms.Lee. Please leave us for a moment". The man said coldy and seriously.

Ms. Lee leave them when she hear the man authoritive voice. Naeun's brow furrowed.

"What do you want from me that you followed me here?". She asked in a formal tone.

"I didn't expect that the people's favorite cover magazines dont have manners. Or maybe just because you are famous and your choosing who you want to talk to", He said angrily.

Naeun somehow felt embarrased for what he said. She glance at him for awhile and look at her grandfathers portrait again in the wall.

'I'm sorry, im not usually like this. I'm tired,I want to rest. If your an insurance agent or a bank employee we can talk some other day," She said in a low voice.

She is tired, sleepy and a lot of thoughts. She dont want to talk to anyone at that moment. She know that the guy is from the bank and were going to tell her about thier debts. All her savings from working is already finish and they decide to borrow money from the bank when her gtandfather is in the hospital.

"Why don't you ask who am I first before you send me away?".

"I'm not interested". She turned to him and saw him gritted his teeth and his serious eyes.

She suddenly felt nervous. There's something in the guys face that tried to enter her mind. Memories, those memories she tried to forget. She can feel her heartbeat faster.

The guys dark skin. Tall and definitely attractive. A lot of men wants to have that face that seems like were made by a sculpturer. His lips were abit up because he is smirking. He is wearing a white poloshirt and a blue jeans that were for sure a branded cloth. But aside from wrist watch he only have those.

If she is looking at him, he is doing the same thing. She were like hypnotized by those eyes. The handsome face lifted arrogantly.

"I can see that. The mere fact that your not replying to the two mails I sent you..." He said.

Naeun slowly remembered who this guy is.

"I can see you have changed a lot, Naeun. From a beautiful teenager to a stunning woman...." He said coldy and look at her poster that was hanged in the wall. He looked at her poster a minute and look at her afterwards." ...but I can recognize  you anywhere, anytime..." He said and smirk." But I dont think I have changed a bit for you to not remember me. Although seven years is quite a long time...."

Naeun was dumbfounded and widen her eyes while trying to breath in.

      Kim Jongin!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hello there:) sorry if your dissapointed because I let her past comeback again, this is my original plan and really sorry lah :( please understand, i will try to make a alot of kaieun moments for the next chapters, although not to romantic....hehe

Sorry for the errors and grammar, I just wrote this in a hurry because my baby wakes up looking for me already.. goodnight^_^

 

 

 

 

 

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Author nim advance merry Christmas ? n Happy new year 2020!! ❤️
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Chapter 25: Please update
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Chapter 25: Author nim..... Pls update....
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