Nicole ran trough the long and crowded hallway of her new school.She was taller than the other girl but smaller than the guys.She had beautiful hair going down her neck.her uniform was all black and she had to wear skirt but she didn’t care so you were wearing the boy’s uniform. she turned at another corridor. They were no one in this one so she ran faster and you ran so fast that she tripped on her feet and fell on the ground. she looked at her and laughed to the position she were. she stood up, cleaned her dirty pants when she looked in front of her and saw a black haired boy. nicole just stared amazed to see how handsome he was.

-Are you Okay? He asked.

-Oh, Yes Sorry! I am new here so I got a little bit lost.

- Ah ok. I’m Choi Siwon. What’s yours?

-Oh hello Siwon, I’m Nicole.

-Nice to meet you. Want me to show you your class?

-Oh no it’s okay. I don’t want to bother you. I can find it myself. Thank you anyways.

-Ok then. If you need something, just ask.

-It’ll be a pleasure. Thanks again! See ya!

Nicole grinned before running away again.

-Siwon POV-

-Siwon, why did you help her? Usually, you just don’t even care, Ryeowook told him.

-I don’t know…I just feel to help her that’s all.

-I’m hungry.

-Ok, I’ll buy something after school.

-Yeah!

he thought about the new girl. She had something special; mysterious about her but he couldn’t say what…

~After school~

Ryeowook, next to siwon, was eating the snack that he bought to him while siwon were thinking. The night came and he decided to go at the park when someone running fell over him and both of them fell on the ground. The person just laughed.

-Hahaha! Hey Siwon-oppa!

-Oh it’s you nicole.

-It’s seems like, he answered helping him to get up.

-Thanks. What are you doing running like that again?

-*giggles* Nothing, I wanted to go at the park.

-Nice… I was going too.

-Cool. So you too, you like to watch the stars?! She asked you .

-Yeah it’s cool.

-I love that! It’s so elegant and beautiful especially when the moon is there, big and shining, she said smiling.

the both sat down and watched the sky.

-“If they are clouds, that doesn’t mean that the stars aren’t there anymore“.

Where did she hear that? There was only another person who told you that too and…

-Beautiful huh? A stranger told me that when I was a child and get lost. He took me at his house and called the police but then after he told me that my parents were dead in a car accident. So now, I’m in a new family, she said still looking at the stars.

Siwon just looked at Nicole. She was still smiling after that. How could she…?

-I’m sorry about that, Siwon muttered.

-Oh it’s okay don’t worry. It was a long time ago and actually I don’t have good memories of them. My parents were always fighting at each other and my dad used to beat me up almost to death one time, she continued.

-W-what? I don’t believe you.

-You don’t? Let me show you.

She ed the top of the uniform to only be with a bra. Siwon slightly blush but didn’t show it. After, she turned around so you could face her back. There was a long scar starting from her neck and going doing her hips.

-See? She said amused.

Siwon looked at her with wide eyes while she was putting her shirt on.

-One day, he took a knife and wanted to stab me but I ran at the last second and got that. It’s a bit ugly but it’s better than to be dead.

-True.

-Well anyways. I’ll stop talking about me, it’s boring.

Siwon only nodded and talked the rest of the night. At a moment, she put her head on his shoulder and just fell asleep there. Siwon looked at her and thought how much she was strong after all she endures and…she still can smile this brightly?

-What are you going to do now, Siwon-hyung? Ryeowook asked puzzled.

- …Since I don’t know where she live and her family doesn’t really care about her, I’ll just take her at my house.

-Good Idea. Are you sure that no one will find out?Ryeowook asked again.

-There is no one at home like always, Siwon simply replied taking her bridal style.

Siwon arrived at Nicolw house, opened the door and entered her room. He put her down on her bed and put some sheet on her so she won’t catch a cold. Siwon went downstairs and went lay down on the couch until sleep caught you up.

~The next day~
-Nicolw POV-

The next day, nicole woke up in a huge bedroom still wearing her clothes from yesterday. she weren’t at her house for sure. It was only 7:30am on the clock and sbe stood up rubbing her sleepy eyes. she leaved the room and tried to find her way to the kitchen. she found the living room where she saw Siwon sleeping on the couch. she smiled and went to the kitchen to make the breakfast.

“Pancakes!” Nicole thought.

So she began to prepare pancakes. When she finished, Siwon appeared in the kitchen with a puzzled look and nicole only showed him the plate smiling. He just sat on a chair and ate with you. He finished and nicole cleaned the plates before washing she hands. she turned to face him and he was only staring at her, smiling like a happy person. nicole laughed:

-What are you staring at? she asked still laughing.

-Nothing, he replied standing up and smiling.

nicole smiled and looked at the clock. 8:04 Am. School was just beginning at 9:30am. she had enough time to prepare herself. she massed her shoulders and faced Siwon. He was sitting on the couch looking at the ceiling.

-Siwon-oppa? nicole asked

-Yes, what is it? Answered Siwon, still looking at the ceiling.

-Can I use the bathroom? I mean to take a shower…If it’s okay for you of course!

-Oh it’s okay. The towels are in the toilet and the bathroom is in the end of the hallway.

-Okay THANKS! nicole said grinning and running at the toilet.

-Don’t run you’ll…!

PAF!

she fell on the ground and laughed again. Siwon ran to her and helped her to stand up. she smiled with one of her angelic smile and he only laughed at her.

-Y-you always fall down! It’s so random. How can you do that?! He asked between two breathes.

-I’m sorry; I’m just a bit awkward.

-It’s Okay, he answered returning at the living room.

-Siwon POV-

he returned to the living room and sat down.

-Siwon-hyung? Ryeowook said.

-Yes?

-What is happening? I mean, I’ve never heard you laughed before like that…

-Now that I think of that, it’s true…, siwon thought.

A few minutes later, Nicole appeared from the hallway, all dressed up, barefoot and her long hair all wet. She was smelling strawberry. She looked at you and smiled while drying her hair up with a towel. Suddenly, he feel butterflies in his stomach and Ryeowook felt it too.

Could it be…?

~A few months later~
-Your POV-

nicole and Siwon became really good friends. nicole were often hanging out with him, talking a lot. He confessed you about his love, Yoons. nicole just smiled at him but she was a bit sad because nicole love Siwon a lot. But She only smiled. She were living with him, in his house and her were sleeping on the couch while he was sleeping on his bed. Some night he wasn’t there and you didn’t know why but didn’t want to bother him about that.
nicole were walking in the park with him when he asked her:

-Hey nicole... do you love someone?

Nicole looked at him and only answered:

-Nah and anyways guys would never fall in love with me, Nicole said giggling.

-You never know unless you try, he replied.

nicole giggled at that and suddenly nicole saw a mature,beauiful girl appeared in front of you.

-Siwon-oppa! She screamed.

-Oh hey Yoona, he answered.

So this was the famous Yoona,SHE REALLY PRETTY AND MATURE SO HE LIKE THIS TYPEE!!

“What the hell?!” nicole thought at herself. “Ok, ok calm down.”

-Ok, I shall leave now. I’ll wait for your return Siwon, nicole said walking at Siwon’s house.

She arrived, but all She wanted now is to be alone.nicole lied down on the couch and just stared at the floor for the rest of the afternoon. Night came and Siwon didn’t show up. This is where you were lost in your childhood.

“They will all going to you use me now…Like dad…” Nicole thought.

nicole continued to run when sne fell down in the mud and leaves of the autumn. she wanted to cry now. To cry all the sadness and angriness of her heart. Someone took your arm and helped her to stand up. It was Siwon.

-S-Siwon, nicole breathed.

-Why? Why didn’t you tell me?? He screamed.

Nicole looked at him scared and only began to cry.

-Because you will use me! Like dad did. That’s why he cut me! I refuse to help him. After I leaved the house and wished to kill him and mom. I AM A MURDERER SIWON?! I KILLED MY OWN PARENTS! EVERYONE WAS SCARED AT ME SO THEY CHANGE ME OF FAMILY BUT DIDN’T EVEN CARE ABOUT ME BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO KILL THEM TOO. NO ONE LOVES ME. I ALWAYS TRY TO HELP! BUT GET NOTHING IN RETURN. BUT WHY!??! JUST TELL ME WHY DO YOU LOVE HER? WHY DO YOU EVEN THINK OF HER?? DID SHE COMFORTED AND HELPED YOU WHEN YOU WANTED AND HAD TO? NO! IS SHE THERE FOR YOU? NOT AT ALL. SIWON CAN’T YOU UNDERSTAND?! I LOVE YOU. Really…really hard, Nicole finished, tears rolling down on her face like rain.

Siwon release his grip from her and she fell down on her knee crying and looking at the ground. He was so shocked about the revelation. He only said:

-Why would I use you?

She didn’t answer because she didn’t know what to answer. He took nicole and helped her to stand up once again. sbe looked at him, your eyes red of your crying. He gently wiped all the tears rolling down on her beautiful skin. He took her face with one hand and only kissed you. A soft and comforting kiss. Nicole were so shocked that she did nothing. He stopped and put his forehead on hers so he could truly look into her eyes.

-I love you too, he said. Please stop crying now. I prefer when you smile you know.

Nicole looked at him and just hugged him tightly and he hugged back. she stared at his eyes again and he crashed his lips on yours, once again more beautiful and passionate than the first one. nicole kissed back more roughly than him and just sat down on Siwon legs, his arms wrapped around nicole, looking at the stars and sleeping there together.

-I’m there now, he whispered in her ear before falling asleep too.

“I’m looking at the stars to find you”

Nicole ran trough the long and crowded hallway of her new school.She was taller than the other girl but smaller than the guys.She had beautiful hair going down her neck.her uniform was all black and she had to wear skirt but she didn’t care so you were wearing the boy’s uniform. she turned at another corridor. They were no one in this one so she ran faster and you ran so fast that she tripped on her feet and fell on the ground. she looked at her and laughed to the position she were. she stood up, cleaned her dirty pants when she looked in front of her and saw a black haired boy. nicole just stared amazed to see how handsome he was.

 

-Are you Okay? He asked.

 

-Oh, Yes Sorry! I am new here so I got a little bit lost.

 

- Ah ok. I’m Choi Siwon. What’s yours?

 

-Oh hello Siwon, I’m Nicole.

 

-Nice to meet you. Want me to show you your class?

 

-Oh no it’s okay. I don’t want to bother you. I can find it myself. Thank you anyways.

 

-Ok then. If you need something, just ask.

 

-It’ll be a pleasure. Thanks again! See ya!

 

Nicole grinned before running away again.

 

 

-Siwon POV-

 

-Siwon, why did you help her? Usually, you just don’t even care, Ryeowook told him.

 

-I don’t know…I just feel to help her that’s all.

 

-I’m hungry.

 

-Ok, I’ll buy something after school.

 

-Yeah!

 

he thought about the new girl. She had something special; mysterious about her but he couldn’t say what…

 

~After school~

 

Ryeowook, next to siwon, was eating the snack that he bought to him while siwon were thinking. The night came and he decided to go at the park when someone running fell over him and both of them fell on the ground. The person just laughed.

 

-Hahaha! Hey Siwon-oppa!

 

-Oh it’s you nicole.

 

-It’s seems like, he answered helping him to get up.

 

-Thanks. What are you doing running like that again?

 

-*giggles* Nothing, I wanted to go at the park.

 

-Nice… I was going too.

 

-Cool. So you too, you like to watch the stars?! She asked you .

 

-Yeah it’s cool.

 

-I love that! It’s so elegant and beautiful especially when the moon is there, big and shining, she said smiling.

 

the both sat down and watched the sky.

 

-“If they are clouds, that doesn’t mean that the stars aren’t there anymore“.

 

Where did she hear that? There was only another person who told you that too and…

 

-Beautiful huh? A stranger told me that when I was a child and get lost. He took me at his house and called the police but then after he told me that my parents were dead in a car accident. So now, I’m in a new family, she said still looking at the stars.

 

Siwon just looked at Nicole. She was still smiling after that. How could she…?

 

-I’m sorry about that, Siwon muttered.

 

-Oh it’s okay don’t worry. It was a long time ago and actually I don’t have good memories of them. My parents were always fighting at each other and my dad used to beat me up almost to death one time, she continued.

 

-W-what? I don’t believe you.

 

-You don’t? Let me show you.

 

She ed the top of the uniform to only be with a bra. Siwon slightly blush but didn’t show it. After, she turned around so you could face her back. There was a long scar starting from her neck and going doing her hips.

 

-See? She said amused.

 

Siwon looked at her with wide eyes while she was putting her shirt on.

 

-One day, he took a knife and wanted to stab me but I ran at the last second and got that. It’s a bit ugly but it’s better than to be dead.

 

-True.

 

-Well anyways. I’ll stop talking about me, it’s boring.

 

Siwon only nodded and talked the rest of the night. At a moment, she put her head on his shoulder and just fell asleep there. Siwon looked at her and thought how much she was strong after all she endures and…she still can smile this brightly?

 

-What are you going to do now, Siwon-hyung? Ryeowook asked puzzled.

 

- …Since I don’t know where she live and her family doesn’t really care about her, I’ll just take her at my house.

 

-Good Idea. Are you sure that no one will find out?Ryeowook asked again.

 

-There is no one at home like always, Siwon simply replied taking her bridal style.

 

Siwon arrived at Nicolw house, opened the door and entered her room. He put her down on her bed and put some sheet on her so she won’t catch a cold.Siwon went downstairs and went lay down on the couch until sleep caught you up.

 

~The next day~

-Nicolw POV-

 

The next day, nicole woke up in a huge bedroom still wearing her clothes from yesterday. she weren’t at her house for sure. It was only 7:30am on the clock and sbe stood up rubbing her sleepy eyes. she leaved the room and tried to find her way to the kitchen. she found the living room where she saw Siwon sleeping on the couch. she smiled and went to the kitchen to make the breakfast.

 

“Pancakes!” Nicole thought.

 

So she began to prepare pancakes. When she finished, Siwon appeared in the kitchen with a puzzled look and nicole only showed him the plate smiling. He just sat on a chair and ate with you. He finished and nicole cleaned the plates before washing she hands. she turned to face him and he was only staring at her, smiling like a happy person. nicole laughed:

 

-What are you staring at? she asked still laughing.

 

-Nothing, he replied standing up and smiling.

 

nicole smiled and looked at the clock. 8:04 Am. School was just beginning at 9:30am. she had enough time to prepare herself. she massed her shoulders and faced Siwon. He was sitting on the couch looking at the ceiling.

 

-Siwon-oppa? nicole asked

 

-Yes, what is it? Answered Siwon, still looking at the ceiling.

 

-Can I use the bathroom? I mean to take a shower…If it’s okay for you of course!

 

-Oh it’s okay. The towels are in the toilet and the bathroom is in the end of the hallway.

 

-Okay THANKS! nicole said grinning and running at the toilet.

 

-Don’t run you’ll…!

 

PAF!

 

she fell on the ground and laughed again. Siwon ran to her and helped her to stand up. she smiled with one of her angelic smile and he only laughed at her.

 

-Y-you always fall down! It’s so random. How can you do that?! He asked between two breathes.

 

-I’m sorry; I’m just a bit awkward.

 

-It’s Okay, he answered returning at the living room.

 

-Siwon POV-

 

he returned to the living room and sat down.

 

-Siwon-hyung? Ryeowook said.

 

-Yes?

 

-What is happening? I mean, I’ve never heard you laughed before like that…

 

-Now that I think of that, it’s true…, siwon thought.

 

A few minutes later, Nicole appeared from the hallway, all dressed up, barefoot and her long hair all wet. She was smelling strawberry. She looked at you and smiled while drying her hair up with a towel. Suddenly, he feel butterflies in his stomach and Ryeowook felt it too.

 

Could it be…?

 

~A few months later~

-Your POV-

 

nicole and Siwon became really good friends. nicole were often hanging out with him, talking a lot. He confessed you about his love, Yoons. nicole just smiled at him but she was a bit sad because nicole love Siwon a lot. But She only smiled. She were living with him, in his house and her were sleeping on the couch while he was sleeping on his bed. Some night he wasn’t there and you didn’t know why but didn’t want to bother him about that.

nicole were walking in the park with him when he asked her:

 

-Hey nicole... do you love someone?

 

Nicole looked at him and only answered:

 

-Nah and anyways guys would never fall in love with me, Nicole said giggling.

 

-You never know unless you try, he replied.

 

nicole giggled at that and suddenly nicole saw a mature,beauiful girl appeared in front of you.

 

-Siwon-oppa! She screamed.

 

-Oh hey Yoona, he answered.

 

So this was the famous Yoona,SHE REALLY PRETTY AND MATURE SO HE LIKE THIS TYPEE!!

 

“What the hell?!” nicole thought at herself. “Ok, ok calm down.”

 

-Ok, I shall leave now. I’ll wait for your return Siwon, nicole said walking at Siwon’s house.

 

She arrived, but all She wanted now is to be alone.nicole lied down on the couch and just stared at the floor for the rest of the afternoon. Night came and Siwon didn’t show up. This is where you were lost in your childhood.

 

“They will all going to you use me now…Like dad…” Nicole thought.

 

nicole continued to run when sne fell down in the mud and leaves of the autumn. she wanted to cry now. To cry all the sadness and angriness of her heart. Someone took your arm and helped her to stand up. It was Siwon.

 

-S-Siwon, nicole breathed.

 

-Why? Why didn’t you tell me?? He screamed.

 

Nicole looked at him scared and only began to cry.

 

-Because you will use me! Like dad did. That’s why he cut me! I refuse to help him. After I leaved the house and wished to kill him and mom. I AM A MURDERER SIWON?! I KILLED MY OWN PARENTS! EVERYONE WAS SCARED AT ME SO THEY CHANGE ME OF FAMILY BUT DIDN’T EVEN CARE ABOUT ME BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO KILL THEM TOO. NO ONE LOVES ME. I ALWAYS TRY TO HELP! BUT GET NOTHING IN RETURN. BUT WHY!??! JUST TELL ME WHY DO YOU LOVE HER? WHY DO YOU EVEN THINK OF HER?? DID SHE COMFORTED AND HELPED YOU WHEN YOU WANTED AND HAD TO? NO! IS SHE THERE FOR YOU? NOT AT ALL. SIWON CAN’T YOU UNDERSTAND?! I LOVE YOU.Really…really hard, Nicole finished, tears rolling down on her face like rain.

 

Siwon release his grip from her and she fell down on her knee crying and looking at the ground. He was so shocked about the revelation. He only said:

 

-Why would I use you?

 

She didn’t answer because she didn’t know what to answer. He took nicole and helped her to stand up once again. sbe looked at him, your eyes red of your crying. He gently wiped all the tears rolling down on her beautiful skin. He took her face with one hand and only kissed you. A soft and comforting kiss. Nicole were so shocked that she did nothing. He stopped and put his forehead on hers so he could truly look into her eyes.

 

-I love you too, he said. Please stop crying now. I prefer when you smile you know.

 

Nicole looked at him and just hugged him tightly and he hugged back. she stared at his eyes again and he crashed his lips on yours, once again more beautiful and passionate than the first one. nicole kissed back more roughly than him and just sat down on Siwon legs, his arms wrapped around nicole, looking at the stars and sleeping there together.

 

-I’m there now, he whispered in her ear before falling asleep too.

 

“I’m looking at the stars to find you” 

Nicole ran trough the long and crowded hallway of her new school.She was taller than the other girl but smaller than the guys.She had beautiful hair going down her neck.her uniform was all black and she had to wear skirt but she didn’t care so you were wearing the boy’s uniform. she turned at another corridor. They were no one in this one so she ran faster and you ran so fast that she tripped on her feet and fell on the ground. she looked at her and laughed to the position she were. she stood up, cleaned her dirty pants when she looked in front of her and saw a black haired boy. nicole just stared amazed to see how handsome he was.

 

-Are you Okay? He asked.

 

-Oh, Yes Sorry! I am new here so I got a little bit lost.

 

- Ah ok. I’m Choi Siwon. What’s yours?

 

-Oh hello Siwon, I’m Nicole.

 

-Nice to meet you. Want me to show you your class?

 

-Oh no it’s okay. I don’t want to bother you. I can find it myself. Thank you anyways.

 

-Ok then. If you need something, just ask.

 

-It’ll be a pleasure. Thanks again! See ya!

 

Nicole grinned before running away again.

 

 

-Siwon POV-

 

-Siwon, why did you help her? Usually, you just don’t even care, Ryeowook told him.

 

-I don’t know…I just feel to help her that’s all.

 

-I’m hungry.

 

-Ok, I’ll buy something after school.

 

-Yeah!

 

he thought about the new girl. She had something special; mysterious about her but he couldn’t say what…

 

~After school~

 

Ryeowook, next to siwon, was eating the snack that he bought to him while siwon were thinking. The night came and he decided to go at the park when someone running fell over him and both of them fell on the ground. The person just laughed.

 

-Hahaha! Hey Siwon-oppa!

 

-Oh it’s you nicole.

 

-It’s seems like, he answered helping him to get up.

 

-Thanks. What are you doing running like that again?

 

-*giggles* Nothing, I wanted to go at the park.

 

-Nice… I was going too.

 

-Cool. So you too, you like to watch the stars?! She asked you .

 

-Yeah it’s cool.

 

-I love that! It’s so elegant and beautiful especially when the moon is there, big and shining, she said smiling.

 

the both sat down and watched the sky.

 

-“If they are clouds, that doesn’t mean that the stars aren’t there anymore“.

 

Where did she hear that? There was only another person who told you that too and…

 

-Beautiful huh? A stranger told me that when I was a child and get lost. He took me at his house and called the police but then after he told me that my parents were dead in a car accident. So now, I’m in a new family, she said still looking at the stars.

 

Siwon just looked at Nicole. She was still smiling after that. How could she…?

 

-I’m sorry about that, Siwon muttered.

 

-Oh it’s okay don’t worry. It was a long time ago and actually I don’t have good memories of them. My parents were always fighting at each other and my dad used to beat me up almost to death one time, she continued.

 

-W-what? I don’t believe you.

 

-You don’t? Let me show you.

 

She ed the top of the uniform to only be with a bra. Siwon slightly blush but didn’t show it. After, she turned around so you could face her back. There was a long scar starting from her neck and going doing her hips.

 

-See? She said amused.

 

Siwon looked at her with wide eyes while she was putting her shirt on.

 

-One day, he took a knife and wanted to stab me but I ran at the last second and got that. It’s a bit ugly but it’s better than to be dead.

 

-True.

 

-Well anyways. I’ll stop talking about me, it’s boring.

 

Siwon only nodded and talked the rest of the night. At a moment, she put her head on his shoulder and just fell asleep there. Siwon looked at her and thought how much she was strong after all she endures and…she still can smile this brightly?

 

-What are you going to do now, Siwon-hyung? Ryeowook asked puzzled.

 

- …Since I don’t know where she live and her family doesn’t really care about her, I’ll just take her at my house.

 

-Good Idea. Are you sure that no one will find out?Ryeowook asked again.

 

-There is no one at home like always, Siwon simply replied taking her bridal style.

 

Siwon arrived at Nicolw house, opened the door and entered her room. He put her down on her bed and put some sheet on her so she won’t catch a cold.Siwon went downstairs and went lay down on the couch until sleep caught you up.

 

~The next day~

-Nicolw POV-

 

The next day, nicole woke up in a huge bedroom still wearing her clothes from yesterday. she weren’t at her house for sure. It was only 7:30am on the clock and sbe stood up rubbing her sleepy eyes. she leaved the room and tried to find her way to the kitchen. she found the living room where she saw Siwon sleeping on the couch. she smiled and went to the kitchen to make the breakfast.

 

“Pancakes!” Nicole thought.

 

So she began to prepare pancakes. When she finished, Siwon appeared in the kitchen with a puzzled look and nicole only showed him the plate smiling. He just sat on a chair and ate with you. He finished and nicole cleaned the plates before washing she hands. she turned to face him and he was only staring at her, smiling like a happy person. nicole laughed:

 

-What are you staring at? she asked still laughing.

 

-Nothing, he replied standing up and smiling.

 

nicole smiled and looked at the clock. 8:04 Am. School was just beginning at 9:30am. she had enough time to prepare herself. she massed her shoulders and faced Siwon. He was sitting on the couch looking at the ceiling.

 

-Siwon-oppa? nicole asked

 

-Yes, what is it? Answered Siwon, still looking at the ceiling.

 

-Can I use the bathroom? I mean to take a shower…If it’s okay for you of course!

 

-Oh it’s okay. The towels are in the toilet and the bathroom is in the end of the hallway.

 

-Okay THANKS! nicole said grinning and running at the toilet.

 

-Don’t run you’ll…!

 

PAF!

 

she fell on the ground and laughed again. Siwon ran to her and helped her to stand up. she smiled with one of her angelic smile and he only laughed at her.

 

-Y-you always fall down! It’s so random. How can you do that?! He asked between two breathes.

 

-I’m sorry; I’m just a bit awkward.

 

-It’s Okay, he answered returning at the living room.

 

-Siwon POV-

 

he returned to the living room and sat down.

 

-Siwon-hyung? Ryeowook said.

 

-Yes?

 

-What is happening? I mean, I’ve never heard you laughed before like that…

 

-Now that I think of that, it’s true…, siwon thought.

 

A few minutes later, Nicole appeared from the hallway, all dressed up, barefoot and her long hair all wet. She was smelling strawberry. She looked at you and smiled while drying her hair up with a towel. Suddenly, he feel butterflies in his stomach and Ryeowook felt it too.

 

Could it be…?

 

~A few months later~

-Your POV-

 

nicole and Siwon became really good friends. nicole were often hanging out with him, talking a lot. He confessed you about his love, Yoons. nicole just smiled at him but she was a bit sad because nicole love Siwon a lot. But She only smiled. She were living with him, in his house and her were sleeping on the couch while he was sleeping on his bed. Some night he wasn’t there and you didn’t know why but didn’t want to bother him about that.

nicole were walking in the park with him when he asked her:

 

-Hey nicole... do you love someone?

 

Nicole looked at him and only answered:

 

-Nah and anyways guys would never fall in love with me, Nicole said giggling.

 

-You never know unless you try, he replied.

 

nicole giggled at that and suddenly nicole saw a mature,beauiful girl appeared in front of you.

 

-Siwon-oppa! She screamed.

 

-Oh hey Yoona, he answered.

 

So this was the famous Yoona,SHE REALLY PRETTY AND MATURE SO HE LIKE THIS TYPEE!!

 

“What the hell?!” nicole thought at herself. “Ok, ok calm down.”

 

-Ok, I shall leave now. I’ll wait for your return Siwon, nicole said walking at Siwon’s house.

 

She arrived, but all She wanted now is to be alone.nicole lied down on the couch and just stared at the floor for the rest of the afternoon. Night came and Siwon didn’t show up. This is where you were lost in your childhood.

 

“They will all going to you use me now…Like dad…” Nicole thought.

 

nicole continued to run when sne fell down in the mud and leaves of the autumn. she wanted to cry now. To cry all the sadness and angriness of her heart. Someone took your arm and helped her to stand up. It was Siwon.

 

-S-Siwon, nicole breathed.

 

-Why? Why didn’t you tell me?? He screamed.

 

Nicole looked at him scared and only began to cry.

 

-Because you will use me! Like dad did. That’s why he cut me! I refuse to help him. After I leaved the house and wished to kill him and mom. I AM A MURDERER SIWON?! I KILLED MY OWN PARENTS! EVERYONE WAS SCARED AT ME SO THEY CHANGE ME OF FAMILY BUT DIDN’T EVEN CARE ABOUT ME BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO KILL THEM TOO. NO ONE LOVES ME. I ALWAYS TRY TO HELP! BUT GET NOTHING IN RETURN. BUT WHY!??! JUST TELL ME WHY DO YOU LOVE HER? WHY DO YOU EVEN THINK OF HER?? DID SHE COMFORTED AND HELPED YOU WHEN YOU WANTED AND HAD TO? NO! IS SHE THERE FOR YOU? NOT AT ALL. SIWON CAN’T YOU UNDERSTAND?! I LOVE YOU.Really…really hard, Nicole finished, tears rolling down on her face like rain.

 

Siwon release his grip from her and she fell down on her knee crying and looking at the ground. He was so shocked about the revelation. He only said:

 

-Why would I use you?

 

She didn’t answer because she didn’t know what to answer. He took nicole and helped her to stand up once again. sbe looked at him, your eyes red of your crying. He gently wiped all the tears rolling down on her beautiful skin. He took her face with one hand and only kissed you. A soft and comforting kiss. Nicole were so shocked that she did nothing. He stopped and put his forehead on hers so he could truly look into her eyes.

 

-I love you too, he said. Please stop crying now. I prefer when you smile you know.

 

Nicole looked at him and just hugged him tightly and he hugged back. she stared at his eyes again and he crashed his lips on yours, once again more beautiful and passionate than the first one. nicole kissed back more roughly than him and just sat down on Siwon legs, his arms wrapped around nicole, looking at the stars and sleeping there together.

 

-I’m there now, he whispered in her ear before falling asleep too.

 

“I’m looking at the stars to find you” 

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Sicole one-shot done

i hope you like it and the next one will be HaeRa