So, I debated with myself on whether I should make this or not. I’ve always been mildly pissed at myself for letting my weight get like this.

I’m curvy I know, but this is too much for me.

But whenever I want to complain about my weight to my friends, I stop and ask myself: “Then why don’t you do something about it?”

And that’s what I plan to do now.

I want woman abs.

And tone arms.

And a thigh gap.

I don’t care what people say about loving yourself for who you are. It’s not like a don’t love myself, I happen to think I’m pretty dang great. I just want to improve upon what I was gifted with.

And why not document that on a website full of beautiful people who are probably feeling the same way I do.

By the time summer ends (around 24 weeks), I want to achieve my ideal look.

Bora, Yuri and Hyosung are my weight loss guardian angels throughout this process, since their body shapes are similar to mine. Here are my Pokemon stats so you know where I’m coming from:

Height: 5’9 ft/179 cm

Weight: 165 lbs/74 kg

Age: 16

Target weight: 130 lbs/59 kg

If you read this far, I’m hoping you’ll do this along with me!

Let’s all be diet/work out buddies okay?

You can all call me ScaryUnnie/Dongsaeng~

I’ll try to document what I do everyday, and reply to any questions…

THE BEGINNING

Since my diet hasn’t technically started yet, I decided to eat whatever.

So while binge watching Scent of a Woman (this drama omg) I ate:

1 bowl of kimchi stew I made yesterday

1 bowl of Tofu stirfry

1 banana

Multiple amounts of nuts

1 plate of fries

A small piece of fried fish

Multiple rice crackers w/seaweed

Multiple pieces of rice candy

1 Hershey bar

2 bowls of Cinnamon Toast Crunch (<3)

2 Mnt. Dews

1 glass of boba tea

And a load of water

So yeah...I have a serious food habit…

It’s not going to be easy to break, but I can do it!

We can do it!

Hwating~