so ... i'm apparently really bad about this whole update on time thing ... 

to put nice and short, there's been a lot that's been going on with me. 
but all excuses aside, i'm just horrible with this updating and chaptered and commitment .
(probably why i don't have any friends but .............)

with that said, i also feel it necessary to say that i'm putting this story on indefinite hiatus.
i may return to it to finish it (probably will, since the whole thing's plotted) but it won't be now.
or anytime this month at the very least. my muse for this fic has long since gone and left.

i'm dearly sorry to anyone who actually kept up with this story.
i'll return to finish it someday. just not now.

i'll be taking a while off to better my physical health (because that's one thing that kept me offline)
and be back again with refused muse and what i hope is better writing skills.
again, a thank you and a sorry to everyone.