I am regretfully going to say that I will no longer be updating this fic. I've lacked motivation. I was trying to find it again but have been busy with life. Today, I awoke to horrible news. It hurt my heart more than I thought it could hurt me. Due to this, I can no longer continue this story. 

Kim Jonghyun was a big part of my love for music and overall last 7 years of my life. Kim Jonghyun was a big part of this overall story as a supporting character, so for that I would not update any longer and leave this as is. I may even delete it from my computer becasue this fake fantasy is to unrealistic when someone so precious has left us, to a new journey. So out of respect, I hope you all understand. If ever, I could revamp this story but with different characters and change things aroung, but out of respect to SHINee I may not do that as well, as long as they are not characters but is hard to imagine without them for me.

Kim Jonghyun, you will be missed and know: "To die, would be an awfully big adventure." I hope you find solace and adventure.

Sincerely, 

Scarscar