As the doorbell rung she was surprised.

Even more as she opened the door and a crying Hyunseung stood in front of it.

"Hyunseung? What are you doing here?" Hara asked.

"W-Why are you crying? Is everything alright?"

"I-I..." he stuttered.

"Junhyung, he...! Wae? (Why?)"

Hyunseung was a sobbing mess and Hara didn't knew what to do at all.

"W-Would you like to come in first?" She asked, carefully rubbing his back.

Hyunseung let Hara drag him inside.

He was sat down on the couch as Hara left to make a cup of hot tea.

Hyunseung looked up.

The picture showing Hara and Junhyung happily smiling was gone.

"Here." Hara offered Hyunseung the cup of fuming tea.

He took it smiling.

"Gomawo. (Thanks.)"

Taking little sips of his tea Hyunseung slowly calmed down.

"What happened oppa?" Hyunseung shook his head.

"Ani. (No.) Gwaenchanha. (I'm okay.) It's nothing. Don't worry Hara. I just wanted to visit you."

Hara placed her hands on her waist.

"Jang Hyunseung! You were a crying mess as you came here. Not forget to mention what time it is! And you tell me to not worry!?

You tell me what's wrong and you do it now! Understood?!"

Hyunseung sighed and took a deep breath.

"Nan Junhyung saranghaeyo.(I love Junhyung.) I've fallen for him a long time ago..."

Hyunseung looked at Hara.

Shock was written over her face.

"I... I thought you two fought. I know you're really close but... that you actually love him..."

"Mianhaeyo. (I'm sorry.)"

"Aigoo oppa! Don't apologize."

"But I feel bad!"

"Andwaeyo! (No!) There's no need to feel bad! We both decided to end our relationship. That had nothing to do with you

and since we broke up I'm fine with you loving him! You know... On the one hand he thought I was too clingy but

then again got jealous when I talked to other males. It just didn't work." Hara tried to comfort Hyunseung.

"But... you don't understand... I told him! I... I told him...  and he accepted me! He didn't say he loves me, too...

and he always tries to escape when I ask if we're together but... My god he had with me but can't say 'I love you'! He just..."

Hyunseung's eyes teared up again as he remembered the painful words he'd heard.

"He still loves you, Hara. He is using me... Naneun (I)...  geuga sirheoyo... (hate him...)"

The tears dropped in Hyunseung's already cold tea.

"Y-Yah! (H-Hey!) You're making your tea salty!" Hara joked but Hyunseung begun shaking and crying even more.

It was dark.

He stood in the dark like paralyzed

Thoughts were rushing through his head.

'It is my fault.', 'What have I done?', 'He doesn't deserve this!'

The thought that shoot through his head most time and his mind currently circled around again was simpler.

'Where is he?'

"Eomma! (Mom!) Eomma! (Mom!) This hyung is crying!"

"Shh~ That's impolite Hyunseong!"

Junhyung's head turned rapidly.

"But eomma (mommy)~! I wanna help him! Pweaaase!"

'It's not Hyunseung...' Junhyung realized sadly though he knew this wasn't Seung's voice.

Hyunseong smiled at Junhyung.

He wiped his tears away and smiled back at the little boy.

"Eomma (Mommy) I made that hyung happy again!"

Hyunseong's mother looked at Junhyung who still smiled sadly.

Her lips formed a soft smile.

"Yes you did. Come on let's go."

She took Hyunseong by his hand and left but not without turning back and mouthing a 'thank you' to Junhyung.

Suddenly it started raining.

He looked up in the sky as his sorrow and tears came back.

Letting them fall his head sunk down.

Right now everything was crashing down on him.

He sagged down.

He screamed through the dark overwhelmed by his feelings.

"Wae?! (Why?!) WAE?! ( WHY?!)"

He buried his head in his hands and cried.

"Junhyung?"

Though the voice sounded familiar to Junhyung he didn't look up.

It wasn't Hyunseung and he cared about no other person right now.

"Junhyung!" Dujun rushed to Junhyung's side.

"You're all wet! Come here. Woonie!"

He helped the still sobbing boy up.

Dongwoon hold the umbrella above their heard as him and Dujun led Junhyung back to their dorm.

"Omo! (Oh my!)  What happened?!" Yoseop asked shocked by the rapper's appearance.

"...Hyunseung..." Junhyung whispered almost inaudible.

"What?" asked Gikwang, who just entered the room.

Junhyung looked up.

"I-Is Hyunseung here?"

"Ani... (No...) He didn't came back after he left... Maybe he doesn't come back today... I mean he was really upset..."

Junhyung lowered his head at Gikwang's reply.

"Where could he'd been gone?"

Junhyung felt terrible.

He suffered because of Hara.

He suffered because of Hyunseung.

And now also guilt nagged on him.

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A/N:  new chapter ^^ yeeeeiiiih~ 

so as you may have noticed this is my first fic where I don't write out of pov's...

It would be nice if you tell me what you think about it ^^

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